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Friday, March 31, 2006

TGIF!!


Hello Everyone, how is everyone doing today? I hope good =) I'm doing ok. Not much going on been pretty bored actually. It's been very slow everywhere on the internet. MO is being very quiet, not a lot of ppl are blogging . I still am glad that I started this, it has help a lot with my feeling on TTC. Well I guess that's it for the day. Here are 2 pic's of Little Guy I took today he is so hard to get a pic of on the second one he was in the middle of a smile ohh and he needs a hair cut. He looks like his daddy with that little gut sticking out.Ohh don't mind the trash in the background I need to get a trash can but keep forgetting ....lol


I hope everyone has a great night and a fun & safe weekend. Take Care!!
Happy Blogging!!!

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Wooo Hooo!!!!


Hi Ladies, how is everyone's hump day going? Mine is starting off great. I got a call from one of the nurses from my doctors office and my doctor gave me the go ahead to start the clomid today. YIPPIE!!! I even went on ebay and got me a brand new Clear Blue Easy Fertility Monitor and 30 test strips. I got them for $135.95 all together which is still a bargain. I just hope I get it before next Wednesday. I am so excited hopefully this will be my month. This will be my last chance to have a 2006 baby. Java I need some of that water....lol They didn't say anything about the estrogen so I won't have dirty greesy looking hair =) I guess I won't be doing the prometrium vagianly either which is ok, I didn't do all that when I got pregnant with Little Guy so I don't see it being a problem. My cycle is not heavy this time either. Please say a little prayer for me and keep your fingers crossed =) I appreciate it.
Litte Guy is doing great. No more eye drops but he still has a few more days of the anibiotics (sp). He's back to being a little stinker =)
I ate a sandwich Monday night woo hoo it tasted soo darn good...lol it was a little hard to chew but worh it. I can not wait for all this work to be done. Boater needs like 4 root canals cuz he grinds his teeth and had grinded them down the 4 in the front on the bottom are half the size they should be, and his will cost a lot more then mine will. Why is it so exspensive? Sometime I wished I lived in like NC where everythings a lot cheaper.
Well I got to go and unload and reload the dishwasher pick up Little Guy's toys and vaccum fun, fun. I hope everyone has a great day. Take Care!!! Happy Blooging!!!

Monday, March 27, 2006

Frustrated!!!


Hello ladies, how is everyone doing today? I am very frustrated. I called my doctor today and she won't be in the office until Wednesday, so I will not be doing it day's 3-7 this month but still hoping to take the clomid day's 5-9. I went and had the stiches taken out today and he said my gums are healing really good. He also don't understand why my ob is making me wait since he got rid of most of the infection in my mouth. I will be getting the root canals done next Wednesday so I will have a healthy mouth =) and I think if I did take the clomid I will probably not even ovulate by next Wednesday so I feel there shouldn't be a problem. I may just take it anyway regardless if she gives me the go ahead. I can try and eat other stuff besides soup, applesauce and puidding YAY!!! My dentist even said that he will try to give me a 10-15 % discount and set up a payment plan, but I will still have to put half down. So I'm excited that I won't have to put $5-6,000 on my credit card. My day started off really crappy but now I am so excited to get this shit done...lol
Little Guy is doing really good. We took him with us today (fun,fun) He was good until I went in the back. Boater walked him around outside for a little bit After we left there we went to pick up the truck from the body shop. Not much planned for the rest of the night,
I hope everyone had a good day. Take Care!!!!
TTFN =)

I wanted to congratulate My Sister and Mike who exchanged vows today. I wish you both happiness for many years!!! Ohhh and Cathy Please make this the last time...LMAO remember 4 and no more =)

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Bored!!


Hello ladies, how is everyone's weekend going? Mine has been boring. I haven't been out of the house since last Monday I don't want to scare anyone..lol My mouth feels really good now but still can't try to eat anything worth wild till I get these stiches out tomorrow.
I sure hope I can get a hold of my doctor in the morning before I have to go to the dentist. I started my cycle yesterday and if she gives me the ok and wants me to do what I did last month then I need to start the clomid tomorrow. Please keep your fingers crossed for me. I'm stiill trying to decide if I'm going to get that fertility monitor or just try the Clear Blue Easy ovulation kit. I might just to the ovulation kit since I have to spend so much on my mouth.
Little Guy is doing a lot better. His eyes looked so good yesterday morning when he got up and that was only with 2 treatments. Thanks ladies I know that it is highly contagious. and have been washing my hands and his everytime either I touch him or he touches his eyes, which he hasn't been doing much of since yesterday morning. I know one thing it is so hard to get those drops in his eyes. It take's both me and Boater to hold him. He doesn't give me a problem with taking the amoxicillin for his sinus infection. I guess he's gonna take after his mom on those. I use to get bad ones growing up. He has picked up saying "Ohh Mom" when I say no to him when he wants something I don't want him to have. It is so darn cute...lol I have no clue where he got that from.
Ohh I just remembered the race was on. I'm kinda scared to watch it Dale Jr. hasn't been doing so good the last few races. I tell Boater it's probably because I'm watching it..lol I remember my brother had me hooked on the Redskins the year they won the Super Bowl I think that was in 1991. When I would watch they wouls loose...lol
Well I hope everyone has a good rest of the weekend. Take Care!!!
TTFN =)

Friday, March 24, 2006

Kinda Pissed!!!


Hello Ladies, how are you all doing today? I'm ok my mouth still hurts, I wonder when it will stop.I sat here all day and waited for my doctor to call me and guess what? She didn't, I even called and left another message for her to call me. Oh well I guess I'll have to call again Monday morning.
Boater took Little Guy to the doctors. I was getting worried because I thought he was getting better but he started whining more and I thought he had the cold in his eyes. Well Little Guy has a sinus infection and guess what? Pink Eye in both eyes =( I asked Boater how in the heck could he have gotten pink eye. He said the doctor told him that he could have gotten it from another child or he could have gotten it from rubbing his nose into his eyes wow I never knew that I always thought you got it from someone else. I'm not sure if he got it from when he was at Boaters moms on Monday because the lady she lives with runs a daycare so who knows. I can not believe my baby has to take medicine. This is the first time ever =( The good thing is his lungs are clear.
They changed Boaters hrs and days off at work. It will start the first of April. His hrs are going to be 3 AM-12:30 PM Thursday-Monday. That stinks because now he won't have any days off on the weekend and he'll loose 5 hrs OT a week but he does get time in a half for Sundays so it probably works itself out.
I guess thats about it for my day. I hope everyone has had a nice day. TTFN

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Howdy


Hello Ladies, How is everyone doing? I'm doing ok. My mouth is still sore and I am so hungry all I can eat is soup, applesauce, pudding and stuff like that , but it don't really fill you up. I hate that I have to cook yummy meals and watch my guy's eat it while I'm eating soup =( My dentist called me yesterday to see how I was doing. I thought that was very sweet of him I have never had one call to check up on me. He asked when I was coming in to get my stiches out and I was like hmm I didn't know I had to...lol I thought that they would dissolve, so I go Monday to get them out. It looks like I'll be spending a few more Monday's there...lol
I called my doctor today and of course she was not in today she was at the hospital. So I left a message for her to call me tomorrow. I just don't see the reason why I have to wait. I could understand if I had a bad tooth but I don't yeah I have 2 that need root canals and a few that need filling but I feel if they were that bad the dentist would have pulled them. Plus just a few weeks ago she gave me the go ahead to get dental work done, so maybe if I talk to her since I am a little more understandable she'll give me the go ahead. I really don't want to wait I am getting older I'll be 35 in July.
Well thats about it here. I'll post tomorrow what she saids incase anyone is interested. I hope everyone had a great day. Take Care!!
Happy Blogging!!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Very Upset!!!


Well my mom just got off the phone with my doctor, she called for me since it's hard to understand me right now I'm still swollen. Well my doctor has put the babymaking on hold until I get all the dental work done which is 2 root canal's and a few fillings. I was going to get the root canals done then go every other week for the fillings since it is so exspensive. I mean the root canals are over $2,000 for just 1 so that's over $4,000 and the filling range from $125-$145. I could handle the fillings everytime Boater got paid, but the root canals would go on my charge =(. So now I don't know when we'll be TTC again. I do have extra clomid and my doctor told my mom that she can't tell me not to take them. So we'll see I just might if I get my period. What would you do? I am so upset I can't stop crying. I feel like my hopes have been ripped from me in a matter of a second.
I hope everyone has a great day!! Happy Blogging!!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Well....


Hello ladies, how is everyone doing today? I could be better. I tested this morning only to get another BFN (big fat negitive) I think my doctor is off today, so probably will have to wait till tomorrow to find out what to do next.
I went to the dentist yesterday and they pulled all the teeth that needed to be pulled on both top & bottom which was 12 total. Wow I didn't think it was that many. The ones on the top were surgical extractions so I have stiches on each side. I really didn't expect him to pull them but this way I'll be done quicker. I have to take penicillin every 6 hours and he did give me oxycodone for the pain but I have just been using tylenol extra strength. My face is swollen . I just look like someone punched me a few times in the face..lol
We are feeling a little better I still have a little bit of a stuffy & runny nose, Little Guy has a little cough, but is pretty much back to himself =)
I want to thank everyone who's been praying for me and keeping me in there thoughts. I guess I'm not gonna have a 2006 baby =( I just hope I can have another. I guess all I can do is try and pray!!
I hope you all have a great day!! Take Care!!
Happy Blogging!!!!

Friday, March 17, 2006

TGIF & Happy St. Patty's Day!!!


Hi everyone!! Happy ST. Patty's Day to all you irish guy's & gal's =) . Please if you go out and celebrate please don't drink and drive and be safe!! How is everyone today? Not to bad here I have the sniffles =( but I usually don't get anything more then that. My guy's aren't doing so good. Little Guy is starting a cough but only when he sleeps and it don't wake him up so that's good he did have a little fever this morning but it's gone now, he is also a little stuffy. I am surprised he got sick he hardley gets sick. I told Boater yesterday that he was going to call the doctor today when he comes home if he's not doing any better.
My dog seems to be sick to. I woke up yesterday morning and she had diarrhea =( she did it twice in the kitchen and 4 times on the new carpet UGH!!!. So she spent a lot of time outside yesterday and then Boater woke me up this morning cuz she went on his clothes. I don't know what's wrong with her, I don't think she had gotten into anything.
Well thats about it here. I hope everyone has a great Friday and if I don't post this weekend have a great weekend. Take Care!!!!
Happy Blogging =)

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Hump Day =)


Hi everyone, how is everyone doing? I hope good. I'm doing pretty good. Little Guy's fever broke yesterday =) He still is not himself, still very cranky and whiney. I think he gave his daddy his cold and then daddy gave it back to him. He hasn't let me get anything done around here the past few day's, hey I'm not complaining...lol
I had to follow Boater to the body shop to drop off the truck due to him having an incident with it a week or so ago. That didn't take no time at all I was surprised since rush hour was about to start. I need to drive more I was so nervous and I was driving the truck and the mirror is all messed up. I choose to drive it only cuz I'm more use to it then I am the mustang and would rather drive something I am more familiar with when I'm driving somewhere new...lol
Boater got another raise today. Woo Hoo it was 6% so he got $1.25 Not bad. That's $2.65 so far this year =) I am so proud of him.
My one tooth still hurts not as bad though, atleast my gum isn't swollen anymore. I just can't wait to get this all done and over with so I don't feel like a hillbilly anymore.
I hope everyone has had a great day. It is cold and windy here =( Take Care!!
Happy Blogging!!!

Monday, March 13, 2006

Our Monday!


Hi everyone! How is everyone doing today? I hope good. Not to much going on here pretty much same ole same ole =). Little Guy started a fever last night, but he's not stuffy, coughing or pulling on his ears which he's never had an ear infection before so I'm not sure what it is. He is pretty much himself except a little cranky. He's still eating . So I've been giving him children's tylenol trying to get it to break. I hate it when he don't feel like himself.
I went to the dentist today for a cleaning and gum scrapping. It was ok but I don't think he had my right side numbed up as much as he did the left side and boy did it hurt when he did this one tooth and it still does. The only thing I can take for it is tylenol =( I go back again next Monday for an assessment and hopefully he'll do the impressions. I bought the most exspensive toothpaste in my life...lol It's suppose to be really good and it cost me $20. I hope this guy isn't gonna try and drain me for stuff that don't really need to be done. I really do like him and he's not bad to look at either (hey I can look)...lol
I am in the waiting process now on the TTC. The chart they gave me has for me to test on day's 27 or 28 so that's this Sunday or Monday . I will probably test on Monday. I sure hope I get a BFP. I am not going to get my hopes up as much as I did last month.
It was such a nice day here today I think it got up into the 80's. My mom did take Little Guy out for a little bit but she said he started getting hotter so she brought him in. She took off to watch him because Boater was suppose to have had a dentist appointment today to but she didn't put him down . She said she would fit him in if she could but he was booked up =( So he goes with me next week.
I hope you all have had a great day. Take Care!! Happy Blogging!!!

Friday, March 10, 2006

UGH!! My Hair =(


Hi, How is everyone this Beautiful Friday? I'm good. I don't know what's going on with my hair. Ever since Sunday like at the crown of my head and half way down it's like oily. It feels like I put gel in it and looks like I haven't washed it in weeks and it's kinda sticky . I wash it really good and make sure I rinse it good and it still looks that way. Does anyone know what I can do? I'm wondering if it has anything to do with the estrogen I took I finished that on Saturday morning. I use to have such pretty hair until after I had Little Guy but this is just crazy!!!!
I am on day 18 now of my cycle . We haven't babydanced as mush as I would have liked but Boater has been working hard so that kinda puts a damper on things. I am gonna buy me one of those Clear Blue Easy Fertility Monitor's . I have looked them up online and they run $100 and up but have found some on Ebay for $45 that are brand new so I am going to get it. I am hoping that I won't need it next month but will have it incase I do, and if I don't need it I can always resell it. My mom had talked to my old ob/gyn that I had when I was pregnant with Little Guy and she said that it could take me 3-4 months =( I kinda knew it wouldn't work the first month but I sure was hoping.
Not to much going on here today. I have a few dishes to wash. I will probably take Little Guy outside to play since it's gonna be near 70 out today.
I hope everyone has a great Friday. Happy Blogging!!!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Happy Hump Day!!


Hello, How is everyone? I hope all is doing good!! I'm doing ok nothing really going on here. My mom finally got a hold of my ob/gyn today (she was off yestersay) and she gave me the ok to go ahead. So I am happy about that. I didn't want to have to put off trying to get pregnant. I sure hope I didn't chase anyone away and I hope no one thinks differently of me.
I am still using those test strips to see if I am ovulating and they still say that I'm not but I have been having pains in my side for the last 2 day's. I did give Boater the night off last night, he wasn't feeling good plus Tuesday's he always goes to bed earlier then usual. I'm just hoping I didn't mess it up. I am on day 16 I have read that you normally ovulate 5-9 day's after the last pill of clomid , so today is day 8 from there. I start the prometrium vaginaly twice a day tomorrow (fun,fun) I sure hope it works this time. I want to have a baby this year and time is running out plus it would be fun to be pregnant with my MO friends =)
Little Guy found a new show he likes and it is driving me crazy it's all I hear...lol It's called The Wonder Pet's it's a new show on Nick. He is so cute when it comes on he jumps around and squeal's with excitement. Has anyone seen this yet? Ohh I almost forgot Little Guy tried to brake my arm the other day , He almost shut my wrist in the door. I know he didn't mean it but boy did it hurt and you should see the ugly bruse I have on it.
Well that's about it here for today =) I hope everyone has a great day . Happy Blogging!!!

Monday, March 06, 2006

Hello =)

Hi everyone, I hope everyone is having a great day. Mine has been so-so. I had to go to the dentist . He really didn't do anything but take x-rays. I have to get the ok by my ob/gyn before he will touch me due to me trying to get pregnant. He did say that I would have to get the rest pulled on the top =( I'm not to happy about that. Why did I have to inherit my parents genes...lol I knew that this day would come but thought it wouldn't be for a long time. I take great care of them and this is what I have to go through. I just pray that Little Guy get's his from his daddy's side. I soo do not want him to go through what I have had to go through. So my mom's gonna call my ob/gyn tomorrow since it's a little hard to understand me and if she say's it's ok I go on Monday for a cleaning and I think a gum scraping ohhh fun, fun. I will probably have to get like 2 or 3 pulled on the bottom but he said they look good =)
We are still babydancing I am on day 14 now. I have been doing the ovulation test's but they say I haven't ovulated yet. I have had pains in my sides so who know's, Boater say's he don't think they are working...lol I'm not sure. I have never has this kind I have used the regular test before and these are test strips, but I have read that clomid could through it off so I'm wondering if the estrogen I took could do the same.
Little Guy is doing good still ornery as ever. He did seem to enjoy his mom mom today so thats good. Boater's grandmom is in the hospital she went in today due to chest pains. Please say a little prayer for her that it's nothing serious.
Well that's it here. I hope everyone has a great night and as always Happy Blogging!!!

Friday, March 03, 2006

TGIF!!!


Hi everyone, I hope you all are having a good Friday so far. Mines been ok so far =) I've been up since 6:15 =0 can ya beieve it...lol Boater went to work later today so i got up to spend some time with him before he left. Not to much going on. It's pretty much same old sh** different day.
Little Guy is doing much better Boater went out Wed. night and got him this stuff called Little Colds and I gave it to him twice and he woke up yesterday like he didn't even have a cold =)
Well we started babydancing if anyone is still interested in our journey TTC #2. That's one of the best parts of it...lol I am only on day 11. This chart they sent me has for me to babydance from day's 10-16. I am just praying that it works this month. Boater got me some ovulation test strips, they are a little different then what I used last time but you get 20 strips instead of 7. I wanted to get the Clear Blue Easy brand but didn't want to spend the $40 for only 7 test's. Maybe next month if it don't happen for me this month, but I'm keeping everything I have crossed =)
Where is everyone? ...lol
Well that's about it here. I hope everyone has a great day. Happy Blogging!!!
Ali: I just want you to know that I'm thinking of you and I am here if you need someone to talk to.


Congratulations Java & Family on the birth of your Little Girl!!!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Bored!!


I am sooo bored..lol I've tried to go on my favorite message board and it's down =( I wanted to see if Java had her little Isabella yet and how it went. I hope all went well and they are going good.
My Little Guy has a cold =( I hate when they don't feel good, but the good thing is he don't really get sick that often (knock on wood) he's still ornery though..lol
I finished my last clomid on Monday and started the estrogen yesterday. Sheww it sure does give you hot flashes, I could just go and stand in front of the freezer naked =o
Don't really have anything to do I've already cleaned the kitchen and I vacuumed really good yesterday and cleaned the bathroom. I may just take a nap later which I haven't done in ages. I have no plans on going out anytime soon. I wasn't going to post this but ohh well it's my blog right..lol I have had a partial plate in my mouth since I was 19 well Friday night when we came home from the bar I was so drunk when I got sick I accidentally flushed them down the toilet. I was sooo hysterical and still can not believe I did that. It's really time I got a new one anyway but I'm sure I'll have to have more pulled. So I go Monday to get evaluated. I just hope it don't interfere with me trying to get pregnant. I'm just glad we have dental insurance we didn't with Boater's other job . So I'll probably be a real couch potato until I get them fixed. I feel like an old lady...lol
Well that's about it here. I hope everyone is having a good day!! Happy Blogging!!
 
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