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Saturday, December 31, 2005



New Years Wishes For You!

H ours of happy times with friends and family
A bundant time for relaxation
P rosperity
P lenty of love when you need it the most
Y outhful excitement at lifes simple pleasures

N ights of restful slumber (you know - dont' worry be happy)
E verything you need
W ishing you love and light

Y ears and years of good health
E njoyment and mirth
A angels to watch over you
R embrances of a happy years!

Please have a safe and Happy New Year!!

Oh Well

I am a little upset =( We were suppose to go to my sisters for a party tonight, but Boater decides after we get a sitter for Little Guy that he don't want to go. We never go out for New Years and was hoping to go out and have fun. Oh well .
Little Guy woke me up this morning a little after 5 AM soaked so I changed him and the little stinker would not go back to sleep. I think I have finally stoped bleeding YIPPIE ..lol My sister is coming today to take my nephew (my brothers son) home and pick up the furniture. I guess I'll be sitting on the floor until Wednesday...lol Well off to get some coffee in me maybe it will wake me up.

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Finally!!

Well I didn't hear anything from the doctors yesterday . I think I went to late to get that test for them to get it back yesterday. So I called them today since they hadn't called yet and it was going on 2 PM and of course I had to wait for a nurse to call me. I went to lay down for a little while and wouldn't you know it they called not once but twice....lol The second time they call they wanted to let me know my pap smear came back normal =) Of course my test came back negitive so they called me in a presciption I can not for the life of me remember what it is but I take it for 10 days . It's suppose to stop the bleeding with in those 10 days then I should get a period with in 2 weeks of ending the medicine and I'll start taking the clomid on the 5th through the 9th day of my cycle and then after that the fun begins =) Boater just went to get the meds and I love this insurance. When we were trying to have Little Guy the insurance we had at that time wouldn't cover it we paid like $95 for it. It only cost $10 this time woo hoo and while he was at Giant he got me 6 bottles of pumpkin spice creamer (mmmm)...lol
I didn't take my brother and nephew shopping yesterday . My brother wasn't feeling good plus it gave my nephew time to find the gift card we gave him which I ended up finding =) So I took them out today . First we went to get my nephews hair cut. Little Guy and I just waiting in the truck. I did see the mail man and UPS guy that always came to my old job but didn't get a chance to say hi. I even saw this girl I use to work with but I was trying not to let her see me, I can not stand her...lol Then we went to Target to exchange stuff for my brother and I got Boater a few t-shirts then off to Walmart so my nephew could get a game for his Xbox. I had a pretty good time it was nice to get out even though it was raining.
My sister invited us to there place for New Years Eve. I wasn't sure if I would be able to go because the only person I had to watch Little Guy is Boaters mom and he hadn't talked to her since Christmas when she hung up on him, but he did call her today to see if she could watch him I think his cousins will be there so that would be great they just love Little guy so much and he just lights up around all of his cousins so I'm sure he'll have a ball. I'm hoping to get piss drunk....lol I have 4 packs of mudslides in the fridge from Christmas plus their suppose to have drinks there . I haven't partyed (sp) with my sis in a long time.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Just blabbering...lol

I can not believe how forgetful I am sometimes . I mean do you start loosing the ability to remember stuff when you hit 30? My memory has been going down hill slowly these last few years....lol Little Guy wanted to go downstairs and play with his cousin so I figure what the heck I need to get in the shower anyway so I come upstairs and the next thing I know the guys are here to fix the counter top. I had totally forgot they were coming but Yay it's fixed =)
When Boater came home we went to get that test done and you might have already read my comment from my previous post but we sat there for 45 mins waiting just to get a blood test done. Boater kept falling asleep I am just so glad he didn't start snoring...lol then when they kept calling ppl back he was like umm when is she going to get this blood drawn I've been up since 2:30 and would like to go home (men) . I just figured they were busy but when I got done and we left he said that the lady forgot to tell them I was there so hopefully they'll get the results in tomorrow so I can start taking this medicine so I can finally stop bleeding for more then a day or two
Tomorrow I am going to take my brother and his son to get my nephews hair cut then probably to Target so my brother and exchange his clothes that didn't fit him and my nephew can get a game and if we find the gift card we gave him then I might take him to walmart. I can not believe he has lost it already, why don't kids listen to you when you tell them to put that stuff away so they won't loose it.
We will be getting our furniture on Jan. 4th I am so excited =) So we call the Salvation Army to donate our old furniture and they won't take it due to it haveing like 2 little holes in it. I sometimes wish I never traded my pick up truck in for a blazer . We could have used it a lot of times and plus it would have been paid for by now...lol But luckily my sister wants it so now we have to find a way to get it to her she lives in PA. We decided to get rid of our cats =( just don't really have the time for them anymore. We have had them for like 7 or 8 years they are like my babies but the good thing is my sister is going to take them so I can always go and visit them. I was surprise she wanted both at first she's like we'll take garfield I was like ok now I just have to find someone to take cosmo she didn't realize I was getting rid of both and I told her I really didn't want to seperate them even though they are not related they have been together all of there lives so we were talking and she said she was taking both YAY!!! =) Well I guess I've bored ya's enough ...lol

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Our Christmas

We had a great Christmas. We got up around 8 and Little Guy went out into the living room pointing and saying ohhh whats that =) I fed him his breakfast then it was off to open presents. He had the hang of it this year, and got way to much ...lol Boater and I didn't give each other a lot , the new furniture and new desk was a big part of my Christmas presents =) He did get me a new coffee pot and new sneakers and he got a train. The coffee would have been better if I had that pumpkin spice creamer, I ran out and didn't realize the store closed early on Christmas Eve. I remembered and I was 1 hr to late =( My sister and her 5 kids and her boyfriend and her oldest daughters boyfriend came over. Boater called his mom he was suppose to go over and pick up his neice, nephew, mom & sister. I don't know what happened but the next thing I know Boater is upset and his mom hung up on him, she never called back and he didn't call her back so they never came over. I hate the way she makes him feel. How can a mother choose between her children, as long as I've been with Boater it has always been about his sister and bearly about him (strange) My sister announces that she got engaged Christmas Eve morning. I had a feeling that was gonna happen. This will be her 4th marriage, she gets divorced and then engaged thats her patteren. So she's suppose to get married next Christmas Eve, at least she's waiting a year .Three of my nieces stayed over and Boater and I took them shopping today. Little Guy stayed with his Uncle and cousin, I could not believe how crowded every place was it was crazy!! I know we were shopping for like 7 hrs. I wished they could have stayed longer. I miss them. I have to go for that stupid pregnancy test tomorrow it's just a wast of time for everyone IMO. I just want to stop bleeding. Well I guess I should go make sure Boater gets up for work and then I'm hitting the sack. I hope everyone had a great holiday!!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Happy Holidays!!

I want to wish all my friends a Very Merry Christmas. I hope Santa brings you everything you want. Enjoy your friends and family and please be safe.
From Our Family to yours =)

Friday, December 23, 2005

GRRRR!!!!!

I am so pissed I could spit nails. I called the doctors office since they hadn't called me yet and they didn't know anything yet so I took a shower and as soon as I got out of there they called my doctor still wants me to go in for a pregnancy test. So now I have to wait till Tuesday to do that so that means more bleeding I could just cry. It's crazy there is no possible way I could be pregnant unless that shit thew in the window while I was sleeping not bloody likely.
We didn't go shopping yesterday Boater was to tired . He was suppose to have off today but volunteered to work . So we are going out tonight, no if ands or buts about it! Boater was a little upset yesterday, his mom called and he asked her if she was coming over on Christmas and she said probably not because she didn't get Little Guy anything and she feels bad. I say Christmas is not about that she could still come over and spend time with him and her son . It's not like were not use to her not getting us or him anything. I still have lots to do but feel so wore out I have no energy even all this coffee I drink don't help =) Oh BTW Java Mama I tried those holiday creamers from coffee-mate all except the peperment (sp) and my favorite is the pumpkin spice I am hooked and not looking forward for the holidays to end...lol Well got to go feed Little Guy =)

Thursday, December 22, 2005

YAY Finally!!

I got another call from the doctors office. They want me to come in and get a pregnancy test just to make sure I'm not pregnant which I know I'm not (haven't had sex in almost 2 months due to this bleeding =( ) So the nurse is suppose to see if I can just take a home test, she's suppose to call me back tomorrow . I just had that Hysteroscopy done and I have been bleeding ever since so there is no way I could be...lol . So anywho they want to start me on that medicine that will get rid of the bleeding, then it will bring it back on like with in 2 weeks then I will take the clomid. Please keep your fingers crossed and say a little prayer for me =) I am starting to get excited. Boater better be taking his vitamins....lol
We are going to go shopping today after Boater gets home. I want to go tomorrow but he wants to go tonight. Hopefully we'll get done with the Christmas shopping and I can finish getting this house together. I still need to paint the kitchen door, wash everything like the dishes that have been sitting around for almost 4 months due to remodleing the kitchen. I can not believe how fast this year has gone by.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Test Results

I got a call from the doctor's office of course it was a nurse and not my doctor =( Everything looks good my doctor wanted to know if I have had my period yet so I told her I started bleeding after I got the test done and have been ever since so she's suppose to let my doctor know and I also want to know when will she be putting me on the clomid I know that It will probably be next month since I have my cycle that if thats what it is I have no clue how am I suppose to know if I have been bleeding off and on more on then off since Oct 28th. If she has me do the same as I did when I got pregnant with Nathan then she'll have me take the clomid from day's 5-9 of my cycle and I am past that for this month.
Not much else is going on. I have to clean up some to get ready for company on Sunday. I am hoping Boater picks up some stuff for me to make cookies . I haven't made Christmas cookies gosh shince I was a teenager. Here's our tree we put it up over the weekend. I still have to put some bows on the top . I'm not to thrilled about it. I need to get some hooks , we put everything away Sunday night and when we went out shopping on Monday we got Little Guy some ornaments (spongebob, patrick, Dora and a hallmark my third christmas) .

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Saw Santa Today

We got up early today and took Little Guy to see Santa =) . I dressed him in his Christmas outfit not that you can really see his sweater =(. He was so excited to go see Santa. The drive to the Mall Little Guy kept saying where's Santa Clause. We get there and thank god there was no line there were like 2 in front of us. When it was our turn Boater put Little Guy on Santa's lap and he started crying =( We did get an ok picture after about 5 shots..lol . Santa was playing patty cake with him.

After we went and saw him we went and got Little Guy a bunch of toys. Then we stoped in to look at the trains. We came home feed Little guy and changed him then back out we went. Then came back home and had my brother watch him and we went out again. I am so pooped =) but it was a good day . Came home and helped hubby make potatoe salad for his party at his work . Ohh the guy came out and fixed the door so we can use the oven now YAY!!! something inside was slanted a little plus it was missing a screw wow it's a brand new stove maybe from moving it around . We are going to be working on putting everything back in the kitchen this week everything needs to be washed I am so glad we now have a dishwasher it's so pretty to...lol it is stainless steel inside and out . I still haven't heard anything from my doctor and I am still bleeding. I don't know how much longer I can put up with it. Well I'm off to wtch my soaps =)

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Bored

I have been so bored these past few days. I can not find anything to get in to. I can't decorate for Christmas Boater still has not gotten the stuff out of the attic (Uhg!!) hello Christmas is like in a week. Still have lots of shopping to do which I figure we'll do Monday. I'm hoping to take Little Guy to see Santa Clause and I'm hoping by taking him early Monday morning the line won't be so long. He is such a restless kid he don't like staying or standing in one spot for very long. I hope he don't scream this year, he has been going around saying santa clause and getting excited everytime he see's him on TV . I ask him if he's gonna sit on Santa's lap and he say's ummm hmm so we'll see. Can't make cookies, still no oven. Someones suppose to come out Monday to look at it. I think it might be operator error...lol
I am getting anxiious waiting for the doctor to call . I have been bleeding ever since I got those test done last Monday it's like I'm having a regular period. Who knows with the way my cycle goes all I know is I am SICK of bleeding. I don't think I'll be taking the clomid this month. I should also be getting my test results from my pap smear here soon. So hopefully I'll be getting a card in the mail...lol thats what they do if everythings ok =)
My poor animals, Little Guy has been chasing the cats around trying to pull their tails and he'll go up to the dog and pull her ears and try to ride her if she's laying down he is so rough even with me I'll be standing there say getting a cup of coffee and he'll just run up to me and body slam me . When I say something to my mom or doctor about it I get well he's all boy (what does that mean) lol He is over his cold . I just hate when he's feeling bad , but I have been pretty lucky with him he's only gotten a cold a few times, he's never had an ear infection and the doctor said if he hasn't had any by the time he's 2 then he most likely won't get them at all. He is talking more and more each day. He loves to do puzzles and he's very good at them.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Good Evening

Not to much has been going on, I haven't gone shopping yet. Boater was to tired yesterday and we had to wait for his friend to come over today to see why the stove and dishwasher wasn't working . They are working now but the stove's door won't shut all the way unless you lock it some feature it has on it, but you can't use the oven when the door is locked so Boater is suppose to look at it tomorrow we'll see. I just can not wait for every little thing to be done so I can have my kitchen back..lol I am hoping to get our new furniture before Christmas we were told we'll probably get it the first week of January but I can hope right =) Little Guy has been very cranky in the evenings these last few days, he still has a little cold . He should be getting over it here in the next few days. My moms friend has a little girl that can read already and she's not even 2 I watched her on our local news station and it's amazing. I can kick myself in the ass . I have the same program but keep forgetting to play it. So I have decieded to play it for him every morning after he eats breakfast and in the afternoon when he's done eating lunch. If anyone is interested it's called "Your Baby Can Read" it's a 5 DVD set. The website is www.yourbabycanread.com . Here is the link to the interview my mom's friend was in http://www.thewbalchannel.com/news/5216239/detail.html

Monday, December 12, 2005

Doctors Appointment's

Well I went to have the Hysteroscopy test done to see if I had a polyp in my uterus or any fibroids and they didn't find anything so my doctor did an endometrial biopsy. She said she would have the results in about a week. Then she might put me on this medicine to bring on my period and start me on clomid (YAY!) finally =) . So after we left there we went to visit my mom at work to kill time before Little Guy's 2 year check up. He weighs 30.2 lbs doctor said that was in the 75th percentile and he is 34 3/4 inches tall which is in the 65th percentile . He is doing great =) I just love going for his well baby check ups . He didn't have to get any shots today except a flu shot which he goes back in a month for another one. Thats about it for my day. I was going to go shopping for some christmas presents but am cramping to bad ohh and bleeding again =( . So were gonna go out tomorrow .

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Good Morning

I am trying to figure out how to get this blog set the way I want it with no luck...lol Not much going on today. Boater (my hubby) is installing the sink and diswasher today YAY!!! we would have had the stove hooked up last night but it don't have power going to it so the guy who did the wiring is suppose to come here tomorrow and fix the problem. I just hope everything is done a few day's before Christmas. I want to make cookies with my little guy this year. Little guy has a cold :( it was just a runny nose then a stuffy nose now he's coughing a little still running around and eating normally. He goes for his 2 year check up tomorrow so I just hope they give him his shots with him having a slight cold. I still can not believe he's 2 already, time flies.

Hello

Yay! I finally got a blog =) I have been wanting to have one for a while now but never took the time. Boater and I decided to try and have another baby so I figured I'de start one now to have a place to go and jot everything down. I sometimes wished I was like most woman who can have kids whenever they want . I have polycystic ovarian syndrome and had to take fertility pills to get pregnant with my son. I was hoping once I had him that it wouldn't be hard to get pregnant again but I was wrong. So I went to the doctors about a month ago due to bleeding for 3 weeks which is one of the things I have suffered with since I started my period. The doctor had me get an ultrasound done and they think I may have a polyp so I go Monday to get a Hysteroscopy and if they do find one then I have to get a procedure done with a d&c then hopefully I can start taking the clomid.
 
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