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Sunday, July 30, 2006

Little Guy in the Pool

Giving Up.....


Hello everyone, how are ya's? I'm good. I have decided to give up on this cycle. I am on cd 23 and still have not ovulated from what every test and temp is saying. I think I should have ovulated by now especially since I took clomid cd 3-7. I even had o pains around cd 14. I have decided not to do the prometrium this cycle either for one I haven't ovulated yet and for two when I stop taking it I get a really heavy cycle which was fine when I was on the clomid since it kinda stopped it, but with out it I'm affraid I would bleed for what seems like forever. I have bleed for weeks even months at a time and really don't want to go through that so I'll probably will go a few months with out a cycle. I hate that I have PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) . This was my last cycle on clomid so I guess I'll be going to my ob for a referral to go to a RE (Reproductive Endocronoligist).
Boater has taken Little Guy in the pool the last few days and he just loves it. I got some pictures of him yesterday. I tried downloading them to my pc but I don't think that my 2 USB ports in the front are working =( which stinks. I have never used them before and this is a fairly new computer. I'm gonna have to see what the warranty on this is.
Tomorrow is Boater's Birthday he will finally be the same age as me...lol I am like 18 day's older then him, but think it's neat that you can take my birthday (it's the 13th) turn it around and you get his birthday. I have to go out today and get him a card from me and Little Guy and will pick him up a cake tomorrow. Not sure what he wants so he told me he didn't want anything but I'm sure he'll figure out what he wants.
Not to much else going on. I feel like I have no friends anymore, no one really comes to my blog anymore or comment on my myspace Did I do something wrong? there was a time where I would talk to ppl through im's everyday, but that happens now maybe once in a couple months. Ok I guess I'm done feeling sorry for myself.
I hope everyone is having a good weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Hello Pep's =)


Hello everyone, how are ya's? I'm pretty good. Not to much has been going on. We did get the new pool liner installed Tuesday morning and the pool is filled up and finally ready to swim in YaY!! Well it just needs to warm up a little. We did get a solar heater panel for it so we are hoping to start going swimming this Sunday we also wanted to make sure the sand settled again. Little Guy can't wait to go in it.
I posted this on MO but wanted to post it here to Boater was looking on the website for Thomas the tank engine and found out that they have whats called a day out with Thomas The event provides an opportunity for kids to ride on board a train led by Thomas and have their pictures taken with Sir Topham Hatt, the Controller of Thomas' Railway. They will be in our area in late September it cost $16.00 for a 22 mintue ride with Thomas or you can pay $ 22 and ride with Thomas and get a 45 mintue ride on another train plus they have things from petting zoos and pony rides to face-painting and magic shows - . In addition, every location includes a special viewing station for Thomas & Friends videos, story time and temporary tattoos of the Island of Sodor. Little Guy has not stoped talking about it and I can't get him to understand that he has to wait a while till we go....lol I think he's gonna have so much fun. I'm gonna take my new camera and takes pic's and we might even take the camcorder.
We haven't been out on the boat ever since the truck left us stranded. Boater has to put everythng back in it like the seats. the trolling motors, and his fish finder. I am loosing my tan =(
Well I'm on cd 20 now and still don't know if I've ovulated yet or not. I still have not gotten any positives on my OPK's or a peak on my monitor, I am on ov (ovulation) day 2 on my watch. I am temping but it's been getting messed up cuz your suppose to temp as soon as you wake up before you do anything and you have to have so many hrs sleep. The last few weeks my mom's dog has woken me up barking as soon as my mom leaves for work. UGH!! Today I was woken up at 4 AM by Boater I had just went to sleep around 2 something. I had forgotten to bring his clothes up, then the dog woke me up at 6:30 I did temp but didn't record it since my sleep got all messed up. I am not starting the prometrium until I think I have ovulated. I have heard it will stop you from ovulating. Oh I wish and pray so much that I get pregnant this month.
Welp I guess thats it I have such a boring life...lol Take Care Everyone!!
TTFN

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Howdy!!


Hello everyone, how are ya's doing? I'm doing pretty good been bored out of my mind though. It has been way to hot to take Little Guy out. We've been in the upper 90's all week. We did get a new pool liner and it will be installed this coming Tuesday so we'll get at least one month to enjoy it. I just hope it don't take long to get warm that will be our next purchase for it a heater...lol We weren't able to put it were we wanted to due to the water pipes and other pipes coming to the house, so we had to put it where the darn trees are.
Well Boater went yesterday and paid the extra $182 and some change for the difference on the factory fuel pump. We still haven't brought it home but will probably go get it later today after Boater gets home. I'm not sure if we will be taking the boat out anymore Boater is scared we'll be stranded again. I say if that happens then we will take it to the dealer and then sue the guy who worked on it.
At my mom's work they have these book fairs so she pick Little Guy up a few books to teach him how to lace and tie and then a big book with a few stories in it for her to read to him at night. She got me this one book to read to him it is so cute. It's called Love you Forever and it's about a mommy who sneaks into her sons room at night and rocks him while she sings a song to him and it has her doing this through out the boys life even when he grows up and moves away then the mommy calls him to tell him she is old and sick and he goes to her and rocks her and sings the song to her then goes home and starts singing to his new baby daughter. It almost has me in tears everytime I read it to him and he just loves it. He has me sing him the song a few times after I read it to him. Aren't books great =)
Well I'm on cycle day 15 and haven't gotton that I've ovulated on my OPK's ( ovulation predictor kits) or a peak on my fertility monitor. I did start geting fertile day 1 on my ov-watch so I am just gonna pray we catch that eggie. I have had sharp pains on my right side for the last few days so hopefully somethings going on in there.
Welp I guess I jabbered enough. I hope you all are having a great weekend.
Take Care!! TTFN

Monday, July 17, 2006

What a Week!!


Hello everyone, How is everyone doing ? I'm doing pretty good. I haven't updated my blog for a few days so here it goes =)
Well the guy was suppose to pick the truck up last Monday well he didn't come get it till Wednesday evening. He called us Friday afternoon and told us it was fixed and it was a defect in the fuel pump so we didn't have to pay any extra which was good. We went out on the boat Saturday had a good time then we go out on it Sunday and on the way home the truck stalls, Boater gets it started and we were almost to our friends house to drop him off and it cuts out again. This time it wouldn't start back up. Our friend walked the rest of the way home to get his car and came back and took us home. Boater called the guy who was suppose to have fixed it twice now to go pick up the boat and the truck . The guy did do that so that was good. He told Boater that he put an after market pump on it so he's going to get a fuel pump from GM which he should have done in the first place. We thought it was so now the guy calls this morning and tells us it's gonna cost us $180.00 more. I think that is bullshit!! I feel we shouldn't have to pay anymore after what he has put us through. Boater's vacation didn't turn out like he wanted due to this. I am soo glad Little Guy wasn't with us it was way to hot.
My sister, her hubby, her oldest daughter and her daughters best friend came over last Tuesday. We were suppose to go out on the boat but of course the truck was broke down. So we just chilled here. They were only gonna stay one night but stayed two which was nice to have them here for my Birthday. Wow I am 35 now were does the time go. We had a cook out. It was nice would have been nicer if the pool was fixed. I really enjoy my niece and I got to know her friend so that was cool.
Welp I'm on my last clomid cycle I don't feel very positive about this, but will try my best.
Where is everyone? Is everyone just not blogging anymore or am I just that boring that I've bored ya's away?
I hope everyone has had a nice weekend. Take Care
TTFN

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Not to Much...


Hello, how's everyones weekend going? Mines going ok I guess. I am still a little bummed that I just started my 5th cycle. I thought I would be pregnant by now you know thinking it's got to be easier now since I had Little Guy, but it's ending up being harder.
Well Boater started his vacation yesterday. The messed up thing about it is he came home Friday from work and needed to get directions so he could go pick up this trolling motor he got for the boat. So he leaves to go get it and guess what? The truck won't start, it's doing the same thing it did a few weeks ago. So I was like call that guy that worked on it maybe the fuel pump he put on is defective somehow. So the guy came out yesterday and ran some test on it and he said the fuel pump is working it's just not pumping the gas. He's suppose to pick it up Monday afternoon and look at it Tuesday. I am hoping that it is a bad fuel pump, he said he wouldn't charge us if that was the case. So Boater has to wait on going fishing or just taking it out.
I went to the dentist Thursday had a few cavities filled he said he would do them all on the phone then when I get there he said his only doing a couple then 2 next visit ugh!! I am so tired of going I can not wait for all this crap to be over with. I did get kinda ticked off at the receptionist, she comes out and this office is only so big I mean the waiting rm only has 4 chairs well anyhoo she's like are you going to be paying anything on the ballance. I was like What???? I am over paid I gave them $2,532.50 the dau we realized that we would have to pull that second tooth he was doing the root canal in. He told me he wasn't charging me for it but come to find out he is charging me for the time which I understand but don't have me thinking that your not charging me anything. so I was actually overpaid like $400 well not now since I had those cavites filled. So they go into his office then when he came in to work on my teeth he was like yeah the ballance will be like $1,010.00 I was like whatever then he numbs me up and leaves for a few minutes then comes back in saying that with the discount it will be $700 much better....lol I really don't like his receptionist at all. I feel you don't discuss ppls bills were everyone can hear it's not there business!!
I started my 5th cycle yesterday. I got it at 6 pm I hate getting it that late when I'm on the clomid. I like to have a full day of flow for cycle day 1...lol I know TMI but my ob said to count it as day one if you get it up to 12 AM so I guess I'm on day 2. It is knocking me for a loop I am very ,very crampy sharp intense cramps. I was bored the other day and they were talking on this pregnancy board about this woman who does predictions on when you'll concieve and what it will be . She does them for free but you have to wait months for it but it you give her a few bucks she'll have it to you with in 48 hrs. So I was curious and gave in to it. This is what she said it's a little long.

would tell you DEC, so that is either birth month, concieve month or the month you find out in. Would also tell you GIRL.

When it comes to your daughter would tell you that I see a girl with a bit of curly hair. Will usually have curls in her hair when she is younger and would say that everytime her hair is cut above her shoulders you will see this curl come in.

Your daughter loves to build things. loves to play with building blocks when she is younger and then send them tumbling done while she laughs really hard. Will often do this with dominoes and stack them up in really neat patterns just to have the fun of watching them all fall down. Would say that she is very much into lego, likes to create amazing little buildings with them and given enough lego would create "Cities" out of it and probably cover a good portion of her room. i think that you will find that she likes to play with lego more than any other toy. The indefinate possiblities, the endless creative opportunities. Just finds it fun and can spend hours doing it. Also seeing your daughter around the age of 8, and having rather long hair. Prefers to keep it back in a pony tale and then have it braided. This is going to be the way she likes to keep it for almost a year. Keeps it free from tangles, easy to manage, and easy to maintain.

When it comes to career choices would link your daughter to design. I would say that this is more of the inside design of houses/buildings before they are event built. She usually works with colors, and styles of moulding, to acheive a certain look. Often hired by hotels or film industry to help decorate a particular room to a particular theme.

your daughter will have amazing focus and stamina. Able to continue on for hours and often wroking longer hours than she planned on. Something that her husband teases her about. Would say that this career starts around the age of 24, and is very successful before she turns 32. I see her with one girl and one boy and would also link marriage to the age of 29.


I sure hope she's wrong about Dec. I am so corney....lol
I hope everyone's having a nice weekend. I am getting some alone time =) Boater took Little Guy out to get him new shoes and to take him to the park. I am just cramping to much to go I may take a nap. Take Care!!
TTFN

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Another Failed Cycle =(


Hello ladies, How is everyone? I am ok a little depressed though. I took a test this morning and got another BFN (big fat negitive) I don't know how many more I can handle. Why can't I just get pregnant like most ppl. Now it's on to my last clomid cycle before I have to go to an infertility doctor. I guess I don't have to due the prometrium vagianly anymore so I should start a new cycle in a few days.
We went and saw the fireworks on the 4th and Little Guy had a blast. We got him a few glow sticks and he saw this girl using them as a jump rope so he had us make him one then he keep flirting with this lady that was next to us...lol it was so cute. He did pretty good, he did have me cover up his ears durning the finally.
I can't believe I'll be 35 next week =( and that my older brother will be 40 in 2 days wow were getting old.
Boater starts his vacation this Saturday he'll have 11 days off. I'm sure we'll be out on the boat probably every day weather permitting. I am going to be more carefull and put sun block on . I never want to go through what I just did. My shoulder and neck ar a lot better =)
I hope everyone is having a good week. Take Care!!!
TTFN

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Howdy!


Hello friends, how is everyones weekend going? Mines going ok a normal weekend Boater working and me at home cuz he never leaves me the truck, you would think that he would take the car since it would be cheaper in gas.
I am still in a lot of pain from this sunburn. I don't think I had sun poison, I think I just got a really bad burn. It was all blistery and now it's getting like crusty sorry I know it's gross but is looking better everyday.
I had a dentist appointment the other day at 3:30 well I'm putting Little Guy's shoes on and the phone rings which I didn't answer since it was getting late I think it was 2:45 and we were waiting for Boater to get home to leave. So I check the answering machine and it's the dentist wanting me to call him back. UGH!! Well he cancelled me because he sent one lady home and the other went home sick. It kinda ticked me off a little but I was kinda glad he cancelled me. I wanted to call and cancel but Boater was like lets just go and get it over with. I wore a tee shirt and my left shoulder was just killing me. I would have worn a tank top but it was just nasty to look at. So I go next Thursday =(
The last few weeks they have been showing movies on ABC like Toy Story, The Lady and The Tramp so my mom say's thats her and Little Guys date night. Well last night I interrupted them, thery were letting of fireworks a few doors up and it was awesome. First I had him looking at them through the window, then I took him outside and he was just so excited. He was clapping and squealing and kept saying I like fireworks more, more..lol I was really surprised he liked them so much. Last yr they did the same thing and I took him outside and he was so scared he threw up. I can not wait to take him out on the 4TH. I'm gonna have to take my camera. I wished Boater could have seen how excited he was but I guess he will Tuesday. I'm hoping that the ones we go to see won't scare him because they have bigger booms..lol
Well I guess I jabbered enough. You all Take Care!!!
TTFN
 
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