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Monday, February 27, 2006

Howdy All!!



Hi everyone, I hope you all had a nice weekend. Well Friday Boater comes home and we exchanged anniversary gift's. I couldn't figure out what to get him so he got money to go towards anything he wants for his boat or whatever. I learned long ago to either give him money or have him go and pick it out..lol he does not like my taste. He gave me a very pretty diamond necklace , the chain is to small so we have to go get another chain. We went out to dinner at this place called SeaSide we had a great time and the food was wonderfull, of course I couldn't eat it all and brought home a goodie bag =) Well on the way home we got some much needed exercise and no it's not the kind of exercise I wanted..lol Boater forgot to put gas in the truck and we ran out of gas coming off of 100 so we had to walk a mile to a gas station and walk a mile back to the truck Fun, Fun. Then we came home for a few minutes and went to this bar down the street we really didn't care for it much so went to another bar. I got tore up!! I don't even remember coming home. I don't plan on doing that again...lol I was so sick Saturday I couldn't keep anything down I just hope that the clomid got to get into my system. I was able to keep that down for like 3 hrs. Sunday we just really hung out. Boater was on my computer most of the day so I watched a few movies on Lifetime and of course watched some of the race, would have watched it all but my sister had come to drop Little Guy off and she actually brought dinner =) Little Guy had a great time over lala's house..lol He gave me such a fit getting him to bed, all he kept saying was lala's house...lol I sure did miss my Little Guy and am glad he's home.
That's pretty much what we did this weekend. Take care and Happy Blogging!!

Friday, February 24, 2006

Happy Anniversary to My Special Man!!

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So long ago We said our vows
Our love was strong and new
When I think back over
Our years together
I'm so thankful that
I found you
You give me strength
When I am weak
In times of sorrow
It's your arms that I seek
You are my sunshine
On rainy days
You are my soul mate
Forever and always
Today is a celebration
Of a love so pure and true
You are truly the love of my life
And I will always love you

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Second Round!


I started my second round of clomid this morning. I am trying to think positive. This cycle isn't as heavy as the last but it's still heavy and the cramping is horrible. Boater was a sweetie last night and made us dinner even though it was only hotdogs and french fries it was still sweet. I have been so depressed since my cycle started Monday evening crying a lot , but today seems like a better day. I'm just hoping that this clomid will slow my cycle down some by tomorrow night. I don't want to go out to dinner with it being so heavy. It just figures I'de have it on my anniversary...lol It does kinda remind me of our wedding day had it then to =0
So I haven't felt like doing anything the past few day's. I feel so lazy but you know how it is when AF is visiting. Little Guy is driving me crazy he keeps taking his clothes off, I know I've put them back on him like 5 times already today..lol He tries really hard to put them back on himself but isn't having any luck. The good thing is, is he keeps his diaper on most of the time.
Well that's about it here.
Blue,
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here's wishing you a HH9M!!!.
I hope everyone has a great day. Happy Blogging!!

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Howdy

Hi everyone, I hope you all are having a great day!! Not to much going on here. It's snowing not sure if we'll get any accumulation or not, but it's still pretty watching it fall. I hope we don't get to much because Boater took the Mustang instead of the truck. I think we were suppose to have rain. I had Boater go out the other night and buy a new brush for our dog, I just couldn't take it anymore..lol so he brushed her really good when he was done it looked like we had another little dog with all the hair that came off of her. That's the only thing I hate about German Sheppard's but they are very protective and that's one of the reasons we got her.
Little Guy is doing good he is finally starting to listen to a point =) He is getting excited about going to LaLa's house (my sister) for the weekend. He likes going to see the cat's and his uncle. Boater and I are suppose to go out to dinner not sure what we'll be doing after that. We had talked about driving to Ocean City for the night but not sure. We went there the day after we got married for a couple of day's we didn't have much money back then so we didn't really have a long honeymoon. I haven't gotten him anything except a card. He said he got all he wanted for his boat and that's all he needs.
Well AF came to visit me yesterday evening. I hate getting it so late in the day. It confusses me on if it is still day 1 or not and I am not gonna call the doctors office so they can make me feel like an idiot. My mom did talk to a midwife this morning and she said that it is day 1 so I'll be starting the clomid tomorrow. It looks like it's gonna be heavy again this month =( I guess I'll be sitting on the floor again until it calms down.
Well I guess I've bored ya's enough..lol I hope everyone has a good day. Happy Blogging!!

Monday, February 20, 2006

Hello =)

Hi, I hope everyone is doing well. I'm doing pretty good not tired today =) . Boater took Little Guy out for some daddy & son time =) I am so glad he does that, they need time together and Little Guy needs time away from mommy. I so don't want him to be a mama's boy, well not to much of a mama's boy...lol Boater took him to the mall I think to get me something for our anniversary. I still can not believe in 4 day's we will be married for 11 yrs WOW it really don't seem like that long. Boater put him on the Merry Go Round here's 2 pic's there not that good would have been better if I was there...lol Why does their hair have to get all flated down by those darn hats =o


I would have taken his coat of to...lol Boater said he got 2 tickets for it because he was going to let him ride it again before they left but Little Guy started acting up throwing fits. Boater said he even threw himself down and hit his head in the process =( So Little Guy didn't get to ride it again. I felt so bad for Boater that had to be embarrassing. So Boater said he's not taking him shopping with him for a while =( .
I just stayed home and chilled, chatted on the phone and vac the floor & furniture. I wish I could find this dog's brush, I have looked everywhere. It seems like ever since we redid the kitchen and the living room I can't find anything. I am playing the waiting game now just waiting for AF to show up. Blue you have been in my thoughts lately do you go today for your test?
Well I hope everyone has a good Monday. Java you've been in my thoughts to =) I hope all is going well for ya. Happy Blogging =)

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Go Dale JR!!!!!

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Woo Hoo the race start's in about 20 minutes. I sure hope Dale Jr has a better year this year.
Not much going on been really lazy except for having to vacuum all the time since my dog is shedding =(. This medicine really has me to where I can bearly keep my eye's open, I don't remember being this tired last time but the good news is today is my last day of the prometrium so now I'll just have to wait for my cycle to start.
Boater cut his finger at work yesterday. Looked like it could have used a few stiches but he wouldn't go to the hospital (men what big baby's).
I hope all my blogging friends have a great rest of the weekend. Happy Blogging =)

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Headless Snowman


We now have a headless snowman. It got up into the mid 50's here yesterday and the snowman had already lost his eyes and smile the day before so when Little Guy looked outside the snowman had lost his nose. I put Little Guy down for his nap and was watching TV waiting for Boater to come home and I herd a thump I look ouside and the snowmans head had fallen off. When Little Guy woke up I told him and he looked outside he didn't even seem upset, I think I was more upset...lol
I am on day 7 of the prometrium 3 more days left of that then hopefully I'll start my cycle soon after that. I shouldn't have it as long as I normally do while being on the clomid since I am going to be taking it 2 days earlier this month.
I am sooo upset at my TV...lol I missed House on Tuesday =( I have it scheduled to record every week well I go to watch it Tuesday night after I got Little Guy to bed and it was not on there. WTF I thought so I checked it and it did have it to record but didn't. I hate missing my shows. I so loved my Tivo much better then this comcast DVR. Thats twice this season I missed a new episode I hope they have reruns of the shows I have missed. If anyone else watches House don't forget it's on This Monday at 8 PM instead of Tuesday.
Yay!!! I'm suppose to get my new computer speakers today and Boater's suppose to get a motor he ordered for his boat.
Boater came home a little upset yesterday. They had a meeting and they are cutting back on everyone's hours no more 20 hrs OT every paycheck =( but they say there will still be OT. This is suppose to go into effect the first week of March. He said that the guys that have been there for a while said that they tried this a few years ago and it didn't work out so I'm hoping that it won't work out this time. I like him having that OT...lol
Didn't do to much yesterday except the dishes and vacuum. Ohh let me tell ya what my little stinker did yesterday. I was trying to unload and reload the dishwasher. Not a thing to do while he's around..lol so I was trying to get him to go in the other room. I was standing facing the sink and the little stinker pulls my pants and underwear down and smacks my butt =0 where in the heck did he get that from, I have never done that to him. I couldn't help but laugh. Kids you got to love them =)
Well I hope you all have a Great day & Happy Blogging!!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

It's Hump Day =)

Good Morning everyone!! I hope everyone had a great Valentine's Day!! Mine was nice =) Boater gave me a dozen roses in a new vase and a bag of Treasures creamy caramel (yummy) and a beautiful card, he is such a great card picker. Little Guy gave me a buttercream candle from yankee candle for my candle warmer Boater tried to get me another candle warmer but they didn't have any and a box of chocolate cover cherries and a beautiful card I almost cried. I felt really bad I didn't get Boater anything from Little Guy =0 I don't know what's wrong with me how could I have forgotten that I always get him something from Little Guy.He made me dinner again tonight (fish & shrimp) We just hung out and spent time with each other and Little Guy. I kinda knew he would be a sleep early tonight he usually is on Tuesday's but we had a great day . I tried to get pic's of Little Guy but it's really hard with him. Here's a sorda good one of him.
I hope I haven't ran anyone away from reading my blog. This dog of mine is shedding already!! I have been vac everyday and everyday I have to empty the darn thing thats how bad she's shedding I though I had a few more months before she did this. I am not looking forward to this snowman melting I don't know how Little Guy's gonna take it I've been trying to tell him that the snowman is melting and going away but don't know if he understands, the only thing the snowman has left on his face is his nose..lol the rest fell off yesterday when it was melting . Not much going on here today I have to unload and reload the dishwasher and vaccuum and figure out what to make with this ground beef for dinner. Happy Blogging!!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

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The Love Of Friendship

Off through the internet
Is where we'll go.
Sending Cupid: his arrow bowed!
Love that's lasting
Is what he sends
His arrow gottcha.
Happy Valentine's Friend!


I hope everyone has a great Valentine's Day filled with Love and Happiness!!!

Cute!!

My little guy is just so darn cute sometimes. When I put him to bed Sunday night he was so worried about the snowman saying he was cold, he didn't have a hat and so on. Then yesterday morning he wakes his daddy up and had his boots on and he even had them on the right feet =) He wanted to go out with the snowman and run around and around.
We took him out in the afternoon after Boater got back from getting stuff for his boat , he did get Little Guy a play drill, stamps for his aqua doodle and trucks to give him for Valentine's Day only thing is Little Guy got the drill out of the bag and was running around with it so we just let him have it then. We had to fix the snowman, he only had one eye snd his smile was gone. He now onle has one face =) We didn't really do much but hang out and played with Little Guy. I did get to lay down for like an hour, this med makes me sleepy. Boater even made dinner woo hoo 2 nights in a row =)
I am going to be getting my fist stamping sets I'm so excited and hope that I can do it. Thanks Gina!! Thats about it. Happy Blogging =)

Sunday, February 12, 2006

SNOW!!!


Yay!! We finally got snow not sure how much we got but the areas around us got anywhere from 15-21 inches, so I'm guessing anywhere in between..lol So we took Little Guy out in it after he ate lunch he was actually ready after breakfast but I still needed a few more cups of coffee..lol
He didn't care for it at first he wouldn't let me put him in it so he just stayed in his little sled thingy, I think it was just to much. Boater built him a snowman I helped some and so did Little Guy =) He finally started walking around in it after it got packed down some. We had a blast, here are some pic's



I know I went a little pic crazy..lol The snowman is two faced...lol When Boater put the face on it he did it on the side so that when Little Guy looks out the window he can see it so then we put a face on the other side so ppl can see it when they ride down the street. We didn't have any hats to put on him =( I hope he don't get cold =0 Ohh I'm now on my new pc with a little bitching (from me) Boater hooked it up for me last night. I just love it and this monitor is awesome. Boater won't keep off of it, I told him he could buy one with his money but of course he said no he was getting stuff for his boat. Well thats pretty much it. I hope all my blogging friends are having a great day!!

Saturday, February 11, 2006

A Better Day!!

I finally talked to someone at the doctors office that actually knew what they were talking about =) I have the right amount of meds it's just they have it written all wrong. I think there is a new Pharmacist where I get my meds at and she must have just graduated from school. But it's all settled and I started the prometrium yesterday morning. I had a pretty good day. Gave me and Little Guy a quick shower since we were waiting for the UPS lady to come and of course she didn'tr come till like 4 PM. So Boater got my desk set up and has the computer set up but has to run the wire for the internet so hopefully I'll be on my new pc tonight. I don't know what he did to this one but my speakers are not working =(. So my mom and I got to the store last night it was crazy you would think we are suppose to get snow today...lol there weren't even any carts available, you should have seen me trying to carry everything I had to get it was crazy. I was upset that they didn't have the cereal I get Little Guy which is Tiger Power he likes it plus it's full of the stuff he needs so I got him the new Berry Rice Krispies. I looked at the cereal that is suppose to be good for you to compair the sugars and other stuff , and it actually has less. I don't want to get into the habit of buying him cereal thats loaded with a lot of sugar. I got my guys there Valentines cards and was looking for something little for Little Guy but they don't really have anything for 2 yr olds and I'm surley not getting him chocolate, so I told Boater to pick him up a heart balloon . He really likes balloons I did get him a little something off the internet. I got hubby the usuall candy heart the pecan one he likes that.
I talked hubby into letting me get the PSP X and new speakers, but changed my mind when I was ordering my pc the PSP X was like $59 and the speakers were like $20 so I go to order them and now the PSPX was $98 something and the speakers were over $ 30 something so were just gonna wait till he gets his bonus check he gets one every month I think it's the profit sharing they have at his work =) I didn't know that they have the restores already in the computers now, hopefully I will never have to use it. Boater wants to restore this one I say good luck!! When I would restore it do to going to bad websites it would take forever it would get to a certain point and stop.
Not much going on today just waiting for Boater to get off work and hook up my computer. I hope all my blogging friends have a great Saturday!

Friday, February 10, 2006

Friday Five =)



:Friday Five:

Five things that make me happy...

1. Boater
2. Little Guy
3. Spending time with friends & family (and chatting with them on the internet)
4. Coffee
5. My Blog

Borrowed from Java's blog
Your Turn!!

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Frustrated!!

I am so frustrated right now. I was suppose to start taken the prometrium today well the pharmacy wouldn't fill my prescriptions yesterday, they had to talk to the doctors office. So I called the doctors office this morning and of course you never get to talk to the person you want plus you always have to leave a message. So they call me back they said they talked to the pharmacy this morning and I asked if it was still ok to start taking them in the late afternoon and the nurse made me feel like an idiot. So Boater comes home with the meds and I am confussed. They have me on 200 mg less of the prometrium then they did last month. Then with the estrogen I was told to take twice a day from days 8-11 and once in the morning on day 12, well the prescription say's take 3 times a day for 4 days. I am going to call the doctors again tomorrow third day in a row and demand that I talk to someone who knows what they are talking about. So I didn't start the prometrium today I want to make sure I'm suppose to only take 200 instead of 400 mg. I am very crampy so I'm hoping that maybe my cycle will start before I call them tomorrow and won't have to worry about taking the prometrium then that will mean we could start trying 10 days earlier, but with my luck it won't come but I can hope right? =) Poor Boater said he almost had a heart attack when they rang it up. They told him it would be $500 and something for the meds =0 he was like and thats with my insurance . The lady forgot to use the insurance card (duh) it was only $60 I am glad he said something.
So he comes home and we get into a big fight over something really stupid and he went to bed at 6 PM =( So he didn't get my desk set up which he said he would do since the pc should be here tomorrow, guess I won't be using it tomorrow =( Nothing much going on but the usual picking up and taking care of Little Guy. The other day he was so silly he runs by me and has his jammie bottoms off, then a few minutes later he runs by me again and now his shirt is off, then the next thing I know he is buck naked going to the bathroom saying bath time. He's so silly sometimesNow if only he would do that to go potty..lol I am thinking about getting a thing for the regular toilet so he can use that instead of his potty. He runs screaming from his potty but I have had him on the regular potty and he seems to like that better.
Thanks Java for giving me the code for the calender and changing the colors for me =) I hope all my blogging friends have had a nice day.

What Kind of Soul are You!




You Are a Peacemaker Soul



You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.

War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.

You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.

Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.



While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.

You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.

On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.

You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.



Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Took the Test!!

I was really hoping to post that the test was positive but unfortunately it was negative. I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. It is really hard to write this post. I called the doctor this morning to find out where I go from here. She wants me to start the prometrium tomorrow same as before for 10 day's then when I get my cycle she's having me take the clomid day's 3-7 instead of day's 5-9 at 150 mg when last month it was 100 mg, then I will take estrogen twice a day from day's 8-11 and one in the morning on the 12th day I forget when she said for me to have sex then I will be on the prometrium again but vaginally (sp) twice a day from day 17 I think for the rest of the time I'm not sure I was really overwhemled (sp). They are suppose to send me a chart to better explain it. I was really surprised she didn't have me come in and get a blood test but I guess the home test are very accurate. I guess it's just not my time yet. I want to thank everyone who has been thinking of me and saying prayers for me I really appreciate it. So please keep saying a little prayer that I will be pregnant soon.
Blue you are still in my thoughts and my fingers are still crossed for you =) remember think positive.
Sorry I haven't posted about it earlier but wanted to talk to hubby first.
I haven't really felt like doing much today but I did get Little Guy's spongebob table moved along with his toys to a different part of the living room . I am hoping to get my desk set up. I should be getting my new pc on Friday woo hoo. I can't wait =) . I changed the song =) did ya notice, I don't really like country but this song just touches my heart.
I hope all my blogging friends have a great day!
oh here's apic of Little Guy trying to hide from the camera yesterday after his shower =)

Monday, February 06, 2006

I'm So Excited!!!

Well Boater went and got his taxes done and we are getting back more then I thought. It is twice as much as it was when I worked. So we are going to be able to pay off my one and only credit card and I just ordered me a Dell computer. It's the Dimension E310 model and it comes with a free flatscreen monitor. I was really surprise that I had to pay extra for a floppy drive to be put in. I also got the wireless keyboard and mouse. I have that now except my keyboard went up when Little Guy spilled my coffee on it but I still use the mouse but it's getting trashed when I get the new one. I was gonna get the PSP X but decided to wait on that maybe he can get me that with one of his bonus checks...lol So I should get it within 3- 5 days Woo Hoo =) Boater's gonna take this one since all he really does is look on ebay but he could be there for hours..lol and I won't have to share anymore since his is still sick. We are gonna put it out in the living room Yay!! now I can put together my new desk .Boater is gonna keep the rest of the money he is talking about getting another (you guessed it) boat...lol The good thing is we don't owe anything from last year so it's all ours. Well looks like a good start to our week hopefully I'll have even more good news come Wed. Happy Blogging =)

UGH!!!!

I am about ready to throw this stupid computer out the window. I sooo want a new one. It has been acting crazy all morning. I turned it on this morning and went to get my coffee I come back and Boater said it wasn't loading so he restarted it and still would load, so I have to shut it down manually =( it did that a few more times. Ok so I'm doing my blog hopping and the blue screen of death comes up like 4 times usually if I hit enter like 4 times it will straighten out nope not today I just get a black screen. I guess thats what I get for buying it off ebay huh?
Boater is out doing his taxes hopefully we'll get enough back to pretty much pay off my credit card. It wouldn't have been so high if we didn't have to get the car fixed so it would pass emissions. got totally screwed by the shop we took it to, so he's getting them done and then we realized the truck has to be at emissions by the 8th so he's doing that, ohh and remailing the money for that ticket he got because the idiot forgot to sign it. He gets it back in the mail with a sticky on it saying you forgot to sign it then he gets a paper in the mail for request to suspened his license (just lovely)
Boater has come up with a name for my blog. he said to call it "A Bitch, A Brat, And A Boater" LMAO (what a hubby huh) if he thinks I'm gonna name my blog that then he's just crazy.
Not much going on AGAIN today I was hoping to just chill with my guys but will have to wait till he gets back from running his errands. I hope everyone has a great day!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

Another Boring Weekend!

I have no life...lol Yesterday was such a nasty day outside. It was raining all day plus we had a few thunderstorms mixed in. I woke up a little before 7AM I thought I herd Little Guy saying mama so I go and open the door and it looked like I woke him up I still don't know if I was dreaming or not. So I took him into bed with me and of course he wouldn't go back to sleep and he was very cranky and started to hit me not hard but still, so I put him in his room to calm down. Then I only had one diaper and couldn't get none because Boater never leaves me the keys to the vehicle he is not using and plus the carseat was in my bedroom and I have no clue how that thing goes in the car...lol so I searched the house and found a few diapers that they send ya in the mail as samples =) Then I chatted with Ali for a while through im which is always nice. Ohh and thanks for letting me be a copycat by putting a weather pixie on my blog. Didn't do to much after that except play with Little Guy he likes to play hide and seek but it really wears his old mama out.
Today has just been a lazy day. I have actually be on the computer most of the day. Boater gave Little Guy a bath then took him to the hobby shop for you guess it more train stuff. Then he took him to see his cousins so they could finaly get there Christmas presents from us but his sister didn't have them this weekend. I don't know what is up with woman when they leave a man and don't take there kids with them, reminds me of my sister. I know one thng if Boater and I ever break up he will never have full custody of Little Guy or any other kids we have together. I would do anything to make sure I would have him, legally anyway So anyhoo then Boater took Little Guy over to Boaters aunts house thats where is mom was so little guy got to see his great grandmom, great aunt and mom mom. I stayed home just to get a little break from the little stinker. I chatted with Holli for a while, then fed Little Guy when they came home then looked for music codes to have music on my blog =) I had a few songs picked out and asked Boater which one he liked so thats the one I put up. I may change it from time to time. I hope it don't get on everyone's nerves.
AF has not made an appearance yet so come on Wed. I am getting very anxious . So I have no idea what were doing tonight. Boater is working on the train putting up lights I think. I have had a hard time posting comments on some blogs so I hope no one takes it personal. Like Ali said on her blog, Java I hope your feeling better today, you and Isabella have been on my mind lately =)

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Made The New's

Boaters work was on the news today due to the roof catching fire in the new building. Luckily no one was injured. Boater was in what they call the old building. They are expanding. It's suppose to be the biggest plant in the world. http://wjz.com/topstories/local_story_033112042.html Here's the link incase you want to check it out.
Not much going on here, you know same old shit different day. Little Guy is still being a little terror...lol Today my mom came home early I guess there wasn't many woman having babies today so they said she could go and Little Guy just loves her to pieces so she visited for a minute and Little Guy went in his room so she snuck downstairs, when he came out and she was gone he threw a fit . I always have the door shut and locked so he won't fall down the stairs even though he pretty much knows how to go down his self but the little stinker knew how to unlock the door and tried going down them quickly so I wouldn't see him. Looks like were gonna have to get another lock to put on it where he can't reach it.
Still no period so thats good I guess I should have it by Sunday that's 28 days but I really don't know how my cycle is due to this PCOS so I looked back at my calender when I got pregnant with Little Guy and decided if I don't have it by Wednesday I'll take a pregnancy test. I am still bloated and my bbs are still hurting I am crampy and my back hurts so we will see. I think I have my hopes up and wished I didn't. It's gonna be so depressing if I am not.
Well thats about it here. I hope everyone has had a great day! =)

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Pic's

Here are 2 pic's of the trains for some reason he has 2 of them on there...lol . Boater got it finished last night I'm sure he'll be adding stuff to it. Don't mind the wires to bad we can't hide them...lol
 
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