Obsessed!!

Hello everyone, How is everyone doing? I'm pretty good. I was sitting here yesterday and came to a realization, I am getting so obsessed with trying to get pregnant. I come on the computer and after I do my morning routine I am on pregnancy boards at the TTC thread and the Clomid threads. I even bought that OV watch the other night and I also bought me this stuff called Fertilitea it's designed to support the entire reproductive system and help increase your chances of conceiving. I printed the ingredients out and had my mom take it to work with her to ask one of the doctors if they thought it would be harmful to take and they said no. See I don't know why I am so obsessed I wasn't like this when we were TTC Little Guy, why am I now ? I wonder if it has anything to do with me getting older, I so worry about being pregnant at 35 which I will be in a few months. I did call the doctor today to let her know that I want to wait and see if AF comes. I also wanted to know how long should I go before she thinks I need to have it brought on by medicine or what to do when it does come, but of course she was not in so I have to wait till tomorrow to hopefully talk to her.
Everything else is going good I go for that second root canal this coming Wednesday and I am not looking forward to that at all! Boater went and got the rest of his cleaning . The poor guy needs 4 root canals due to him grinding his teeth at night. The dentist said that he has the worst case he has ever seen.
When I got us our shower today I was getting dressed and Little Guy was in the tub and before I knew it he had pooped in the tub...lol
Well I guess I've bored ya's enough =) I hope everyone has been having a great couple of day's. Take Care!!
TTFN

I'm Out For 2006

I got another BFN this morning so no 2006 baby for me =( I am really starting to hate my body!! I am not gonna call my doctor I am just gonna wait for my period to start on it's own and not take anything to bring it on. I got pregnant with Little Guy when it came on it's own. I still have one more cycle of clomid left so maybe it will work.

Rain, Rain Go Away!!!

Hello everyone, How is everyone's weekend going? It has been raining here since Friday. I hope is goes away soon I mean we really needed it but why can't it rain during the week well except on the day's Boater has off..lol
I got a couple pic's of Little Guy, was hoping to get some really good ones but he is so hard to get pic's from and now I'll say smile and he will for a sec but then has to open his mouth up really big =) But here's my Little Guy and his new do



He had to be on his slide. I will post better ones once I get them. I would have taken and posted pic's earlier but this tooth has been keeping me up at night so I haven't really done anything. I know one thing I will never and I mean never take oxycodones again. I took 3 the other day not all at once but through out the day and I got sick as a dog off of them. I threw up for a straight hr. they didn't even really take the pain away it just let me sleep for 2 hrs. Poor Little Guy kept coming in and saying Mama you ok. My muscles are still sore. I should have listened to my mother...lol How in the world can ppl get hooked on them things.
One more day till testing. I really do not want to and get another BFN I know that I haven't been trying for long but to get them over and over again can be a little depressing.
Well I hope everyone has had a great weekend and much better weather. Take Care!! Happy Blogging.

Howdy!

Hello ladies how is everyone? I'm ok but in a lot of pain =( Well as you all know I went to the dentist yesterday and he finished that one root canal well the best he could get it anyway. I was a little sore when I left but last night around 10:30 my tooth was throbing and hurt all the way up to my eye and my ear. I tried taking tylenol but that didn't help so around 3 AM I decided to try half of one of the oxycodone he gave me when I had my teeth pulled which I didn't even take for that, but after about 1/2 hr I took the other half I did get a little bit of sleep but got up at 7 AM and took another one..lol which is helping some .He has me on amoxicillin incase of infection. I won't be so happy to go there anymore. I go back May 3rd for the other root canal he said that tooth isn't as bad so thats good. We had to take Little Guy with us but as soon as they call me back Boater takes him to the mall for lunch and to ride the Merry Go Round and they played outside some and saw some ducks. Boater said he tried to get his hair cut again at Cartoon Cuts but they had a long wait =( You sure knew when they came back all you kept hearing was. Mama, I want my Mama, I want Nate-Nate's Mama. He sure is a mama's boy...lol I felt so bad for my Little Guy. The dentist went out in the waiting room and got him and let him come back for a little bit. I thought that was really sweet of him to do that. I really do like this dentist.
Boater took off today to take care of Little Guy since I am in so much pain. They are out getting Little guy's hair cut finally. I will post pic's later. I even got Boater to go to the Carter's and Osh Kosh outlets on Tuesday. Now little Guy is ready for spring & summer but right now I think we skiped spring and went straight to summer. Boater took Little Guy to the park today and he said he was chasing the girls around...lol one of the moms said wow he's starting early =)
I hope everyone has a good day. Take Care!! TTFN =)

Don't Like Chocolate!!

Hello ladies how is everyone? I am good. Can you believe that Little Guy don't like chocolate? I thought all kids did. The Easter Bunny brought him a Spongebob chocolate egg that is hollow inside with candy well we gave it to him yesterday and he took a bite out of it and spit it out and took a piece of candy out of it, then I tried giving him some other choclates yesterday and today and he just say's bluck...lol I swear if he didn't look so much like his daddy that they had to have switched him at birth. He don't like a lot of things I like. I guess his daddy will eat his bunny =)
So the dentist office calls today to remind Boater that he has an appointment on Wednesday (they are closed on Tuesday's) So I was like ok then the woman was like would you like to switch appointments with him (woo hoo) of course I said yes and I told her that , that was what he was trying to do the other day when he called but I don't think she understood him. She said she didn't that she thought he was wanting to make a same day appointment. I am so happy yeah I know happy about going to the dentist I need my head examined. That one tooth has been bothering me the last few day's.
I am in my 1 ww now not that I even think I ovulated. My bbs are really tender but they were in January also so I'm trying not to get my hopes up. I did get a response to that study I found online with the OV Watch and they are only doing it in Atlanta :(
I hope everyone has had a great day. Take Care!! TTFN

Hi Everyone, How is everyone's Easter going? Our's was nice. Little Guy & I had breakfast with my mom. She made sausage gravy for her and me and Little guy had french toast sticks. Boater had to work till 12:30 so the Easter Bunny was a little late getting to our house. Little Guy was so excited that the Easter Bunny came, he came out into the dinning room with a look on his face kinda like the kid on Home Alone except with his hands on his face...lol We had a nice dinner with my mom and Little Guy at everything on his plate I was surprised that he ate all of the ham. I was really hoping the Easter Bunny would have brought me a white chocolate bunny ( I just love white chocolate) But I guess I have been bad...lol I can not believe that my sister or brothers couldn't even call and wish my mom a Happy Easter. S0 even though she lives downstaires I called her. She thinks I've lost it...lol Well thats pretty much our day. I hope everyone has had a Wonderful Easter with lot's of love and friends and family!!! Take Care!!

Happy Good Friday!!!

Hello ladies, how is everyone doing this beautiful Friday? I'm doing ok have been getting headaches the last few day's but other then that doing pretty good. Boater was a little upset that I have to wait two weeks to go back to the dentist. He even called to see if they would just give me his appointment next week I don't think she understood what he was saying. Oh well.
I couldn't talk Boater into taking Little Guy to see the Easter Bunny yesterday or to get his hair cut. He was to wrapped up in trying to get his one boat motor to pump water, it's the one he's selling with the boat. I tell ya guys must love there boats I know he has had almot 2000 ppl look at his listing and he has 21 ppl watching it.
Boater did take Little Guy today to see the Easter Bunny =) He said he was all ready and was wanting to sit on his lap until he was put on his lap...lol Boater said that he was fine for a few minutes but right when they were ready to take the picture he started crying. He did get one with him smiling some but he looks like he has had enough...lol Here's the pic.



Look at that hair UGH!! Boater said he went to Kids Cuts in the mall but they had a 2 hr wait and he was like forget that, So he took him to the toy stores and came back with a bunch of those Geo Tracks, Little Guy just loves the choo choo's .
It's Good Friday, How many ppl don't eat meat on Good Friday? I am not catholic but we don't eat meat on Good Friday. My mom surprised us with some really yummy crab cakes =)
I hope everyone has a great holiday weekend. Take Care!! TTFN

Ticked Off!!

I am so ticked off right now I could spit nails. I got a call from the dentist office and they cancelled my appointment for today due to the dentist son being sick and he had to go pick him up from daycare. I understand that, that is not why I'm upset. I'm upset because now I have to wait 2 weeks to get these stupid root canals done. I could have went in next Thursday at 10 AM but it's kinda hard when I have no one to watch my son. Then she tried to get me in on Wednesday when Boater is off but he has an appointment to get the other side of his mouth heavy cleaned and I was told Monday not to schedule anymore appointments on the same day he has one and not to schedule them on his day's off. I just hope that this cap stays one till then and that this cotton he has in my tooth won't bother it.
So now Little Guy will probably not go and see the Easter Bunny =( . I am gonna get him ready just incase I can talk Boater into still taking him, plus the boy really needs a hair cut even though I love his curls. AHHH I feel a little better now...lol
I hope everyone has a great day! Take Care & Happy Blogging!!

In a Bad Mood

Hi ladies, how is everyone today? I have been in a bad mood all day and have no clue why...lol I even picked an arguement with Boater. I am cramping so maybe I'm pms'ing a little early.
I found out that the elementary school down the street has a program for 2 yr olds. So I had Boater call them yesterday and of course they are not taking anymore applications =( I need to call them back to see when they will be taking them again. I think he would really enjoy being around kids . I really don't have any friends that I hang out with and my brother and sisters kids are 10 and older plus they live over an hr away.
I was looking around online and found this study thats for that OV watch I posted about in my last post. They are looking for woman that have Infertility, Anovulation and Polycystic Ovary Syndrome and who take clomid. So I emailed them to get more information.
Boaters got 2 bids on his boat and 15 watchers..woo hoo I am glad that he had gotten bids on it...lol I go back to the dentist tomorrow please keep your fingers crossed that he can finish the one root canal and hopefully they other one won't be so bad and he can finish that one to. Then all thats left is the fillings woo hoo. I am hoping Boater will take Little Guy to get his picture taken with the Easter Bunny. The mall is like 2 seconds away from the dentist's office.
I hope everyone had a great Hump Day. Take Care!!
TTFN

Hello Pep's =)

Hi everyone, How is everyone doing today? I am good but in a little pain...lol I went to my second home today (the dentist) and he still wasn't able to finish the one root canal but got a lot futher so he put more medicine in it and even soaked a cotton strip and put that in my tooth and caped it again. I go back Thursday and hopefully he will be able to finish that one and start on the other one and hopefully he won't have the same problem with that one. He did do impressions today =) . I tell ya men are big baby's Boater got his right side top and bottom heavy cleaned and all he did was whine and pick an arguement with me and his mom. His mom don't even want to talk to him anymore. He was mad because I had an appointment the same day as him and he had to sit in the waiting rm after he got his work done waiting on me and couldn't go home and take some advil and rinse his mouth out with salt water UGH!!
Little guy is doing good still a little stinker and some day's are better then others. Today he is acting up because he didn't get a real nap. I just don't know what to do everything I try don't work.
I am on day 17 of my cycle and still haven't gotten a smiley face on the Clear Blue Easy digital ovulation test's or a peak on the Clear Blue Easy Fertility Monitor =( I am getting upset. I don't know if my LH surge is low and it's just not detecting it or I'm just not going to ovulate this time. I thought for sure I was getting ready to ovulate the other day I had cramps and pains in my bbs (boobies) I have been baby dancing every other day just incase. Blue is that what you did every other day? They have a new thing out that supose to tell you the four best day's to conceive. It's called the OV Watch you wear it to bed for at least 6 hrs and it takes readings every 30 minutes. I might look into that if it don't happen for me this month but they want $189.00 for that and thats just for 3 months , the sensors for it are $99 and I think that only last for a month. I might even just say the heck with it and just wait for my cycle to start on it's own and not having medicine bring it on. I just don't know what I'm going to do. I just want to be pregnant so bad. Thats pretty much all I think about except for my teeth....lol When I first decided to go back to the doctors I was hoping to be pregnant by Christmas but I had to have all these test done and didn't even get to start until January, and here it is April and still not pregnant.
Boaters doing ok with his new hrs I think he only get's one day off this week. That kinda stinks but the money will be good. He put his other boat on ebay so hopefully someone will buy it. I was hoping that that money would be for the one he just bought but he say's he needs it for stuff he wants to do to his new one.
Well thats about it here =) I hope everyone has had a nice weekend.
Take Care!! TTFN

Happy Hump Day!!

Hello friends, how is everyone doing today? I am good I went to the dentist to get those root canals done but he started on one and my canal is calcified (sp) so he put some medicine in it to see if it will soften up and he caped it. So I go back Monday. He said that he'll be able to due the impressions then to that my gums are healing really good woo hoo finally. We had to take Little Guy with us, Boaters mom couldn't watch him today. So Boater took him to the mall and he rode the Merry Go Round and ate pizza (his favorite) Boater said he was really good today which is surprising.
It feels weird having Boater home on Tuesday's & Wednesday's.He got a new used boat off of ebay well I actuall won it for him he's not that good on bidding...lol I try telling him do not bid until there is 1 minute left but you know men they hardly listen. He had to drive to Harrisburg, PA this morning to pick it up. It's a little bigger then his other boat and it came with a nice motor , so hopefully there will be enough room for all three of us. I don't think we'll take Little Guy out that much on it but it would be nice to take him out a few times. We were thinking about taking him out either this month or next month while it's still warm out but not hot.
I am on day 12 now of my cycle. I started doing to ovulation test's this morning but of course I'm not ovulating yet my fertility monitor has it as high fertility but not peak. So now the baby dancing can begin =). I read that if you take robitussin a few days before and the day you ovulate it can help with the cervical mucus I hope thats not TMI...lol so I am doing that. I am gonna try everything I can to try and have a 2006 baby.
Well that pretty much whats going on here. I hope everyone has had a nice few days. Take Care!! TTFN =)

What a Beautiful Day!!

Hello ladies, how is everyone doing today? I'm good just a little tired. It was so nice here yesterday. My sister and her hubby and 3 of her kids came over. Little Guy just loves when they come over (he get's spoiled with attention) They played outside yesterday for a good while. Little Guy didn't get his nap so when they left a little after 7 PM he wanted to go right to sleep..lol I kept him up till about 5 of 9 figuring that he would sleep through the night. Wrong answer the little stinker got up around 12:45 AM so I tried to get him to fall back to sleep before Boater got up for work but that didn't happen, so after Boater left for work I took him in my bed and we fell a sleep watching tv. We didn't get up till 10:30 wowser.
I took the last of the clomid yesterday, and I got the fertility monitor Saturday but I'm not sure it will work for me on this cycle. You can only program it up to cycle day 5 well Saturday I was cycle day 8 I am still gonna try it but I did get me the digital clear blue ovulation kit just incase =) almost time for the babydancing to begin woo hoo.
I go Wed. for the root canals he said I can decide to get one done or both I think I'm just gonna go for it and have both done. I can handle it...lol
Boater started his new schedule today he had to be there at 3 AM . He was in bed at 7 last night. I feel like I'm never gonna see him. He usually comes home and sleep most of the time. I did talk him into taking some vitiamins. He started those on Saturday and I have noticed that he's not so tired and has not fallen a sleep after he gets home for work. Plus I have been making him lunches trying to get him to eat better.
Not much else going on here.
I hope you all have a Great Day!! Take Care!! TTFN =)

Little Guy's First Ice Cream Cone =)

Hi I just wanted to share these pic's with ya's. My little curly q had his first ice cream cone. Boater brought him home one of those drumsticks from work. =)