Little Guy's First Day at ELP

Again...

It was a BFN!! =( I am so depressed and hurt right now. I will not be able to do anymore treatments with the RE due to us using up what my insurance allows and I really don't have the money out of pocket right now since we are looking to buy a house in the mext 6 months. We will not be preventing but I know how I am. I would love to figure out how someome can give up on something they want so badly. I never wanted my little boy (and I thank god everyday for him) to grow up an only child. I wanted him to have someone he could leen on if he ever needed them after Boater and I have passed on. I don't see that happening with Boaters other son since I found out that he don't even want to meet him. Well I've got to go now getting myself to upset.