Frustrated!!!

Hello ladies how are you gals doing? I'm doing pretty good. I am getting so frustrated with everything. The dentist calls me at 9PM last night to tell me that I need to go in for another fitting...geesh how many darn fitting does it take. I feel like my life is on hold. We still haven't gotten our truck back, the guy called Saturday and said that he would be putting a new fuel pump in over the weekend. I think he thinks the problem is some kind of plug. He did say that he wouldn't charge us any labor fees but if he has to replace any parts except the fuel pump then we will have to pay for what the part cost.
We called Bath fitters yesterday and they were suppose to come out yesterday at 6 PM then the guy called and said he was running late that he would be here at 7-7:30 well Boater gets home from work at 7:30 and is tired and grumpy and is upset that they were coming out so late so we called the guy and left a message that we will reschedule. So hopefully we can get them out here tomorrow evening. We just want to see how much they charge compaired to doing it ourselves. I really don't know when Boaters going to be able to do it. They changed his hrs again. Well they changes first shifts hrs to 4 AM -1:30 PM 6 days a week. Right now they are doing a rebuild so he'll be working a lot this week
We were talking the other day and have decided to start going birthday shopping for Little Guy and Christmas shopping. That way were not running around at the last minute like we always do..lol I really don't know when to have his party with Boater working weekends and my sister works weekends now to. I told Boater last night that I am NOT going to invite his mom. I am a little pissed at her. Ever since her and Boater got into an argument she has not once called here to see how her grandson is doing. I feel that just because she's upset with Boater don't take it out on my child. You know the thing that upsets me more is that I know how close she is with Boaters sister's kids. I feel like my son is not good enough for them, or maybe it's just that it's Boaters son. I'm not sure if you all know but Boater has another son, he will be 18 in October. His mom or dad werent really there for him all they worried about was a paternity test they never once tried to help him get visitation rights. I mean he was 17 at the time. Well he's only seen his other son a few times then almost 4 yrs ago the mother of his son sent him papers for him to sign so her husband could adopt him. I was against him signing them I thought this was the perfect time to get visitation so what if he would have to pay more for child support we had the extra money. Well one day while I was at work he took the papers signed to her lawyer ohhh I was so upset. So anyways getting back to his mom I just feel that she don't care about Boater or his kids. I would think that she would be there for her kids. Boater has 2 siblings he never met due to them being killed in a car crash on Christmas Eve a few yrs before he was born.
Well I think I blabbered enough=) Have a good day and Take Care!!!
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Happy Hump Day!!

Hello friends, how are ya's? I'm doing pretty good. Not to much going on you know pretty much same shit different day. I did go for hopefully my last fitting at the dentist on Monday I'm just waiting for him to call me to let me know if he needs me to come in one more time since we made a few adjustments or to come in cuz there done. I am gonna feel like a baby I am gonna have to learn how to eat and talk again...lol I just can't wait to get them so I can get an appointment with the RE =)
We went to Home Depot to get a new sink w/Pedestal and toilet and of course they didn't have what we wanted in stock so we had to go to another location. So we got them and tile for the floor. We were gonna get a new medicine cabinet w/mirror but of course the one we wanted they didn't have but will be getting some on the 31st. We are going to call Bath Fitters and see how much it will cost to redo the bathtub. I am getting excited =)
Little Guy is still his ornery self. We are having a hard time getting him to eat dinner. All he wants to do is play in it =( Boater took him to the park today and gave me a little break wasn't that sweet of him. I made him take my camera and take pic's..lol Here are 2 of them you know I can't go with out posting them somewhere..lol


I can not believe my Little Guy will be 3 in almost 3 months. Where does the time go? I get a little upset that if I do have another child soon that he will be 3 to almost 4 yrs older then them. I only wanted a 2 yr gap between them. I should have went to the ob a yr or so before I did.
Welp I guess thats about it here. I hope everyones having a good week. Take Care!!
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I Hate Waiting!!!

Hi everyone, how are ya's? I'm not doing to bad. Well my neice went home on Tuesday and I miss her so much already =( I wished my stupid truck didn't break down again we could have done so much more. I have been thinking crazy the past few day's. My neice has this tattoo on her lower back and it is awesome, so I've been thinking about getting me one not to sure though.
I finally got a call back from the doctors office Friday afternoon but I was putting Little Guy down for his nap and didn't hear the phone and no one else answered it so I had to call them back Monday morning. My ob referred me to Shady Grove Fertility Center. So I will be calling the one RE my mom said was really good. I am waiting to get finished with the dentist first. I have to go for hopefully a final fitting Monday and hopefully it won't take to long after that to get them. I really don't want to go to another doctor looking like this. I swear it seems like it's taking forever. Boater is not to happy about the whole thing. I still can't believe I am going through this at 35 and I just pray that Little Guy will take after his daddy's side of the family.
We have been overcome with Fungus Gnats uggghhh it's so nasty. We tried finding a place that comes out and sprays for them and it took us over an hr to find a place that still does that, so the guy came out yesterday and said there is nothing they can do, that they are coming from the drains =( he said to pour Simple Green down all the drains and they should be gone in about a week. So Boater went out yesterday and got 3 gallons and I was suprised that we hardley saw them after he poured it down the drains. I did have to do the kitchen sink again this morning. So hopefully in a few days we won't see them nasty things again.
Boater went around to a few places the other day to see about putting Little Guy in a program where he will be with other kids and learn different things but the main thing is so he can be around other kids. Well the one place Boater would like to put him in is outrageously priced if you ask me. It's Kinder Care no offence Gina but I think it's just crazy, the only way we would be able to do it is I get a job. there is a program across the street at the Church for 2 half days a week and it's 135.00 a month unlike Kinder Care where they want 104.00 a week for 2 half days. So now we just have to get Little Guy to go pee pee and poopy in the potty all the time unstead of here and there. If we were to put him in Kinder Care they do potty training there but I also can do it at home...lol
Welp I guess I jabbered enough. I hope you all have a great day. Take care!!
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Little Guy on his Bike =)

TGIF!!!!

Hello everyone, how is everyone doing? I am ok I guess, I got sick this morning when I got up. I have no clue why. I don't feel sick except maybe a stuffy nose weird. Boater is home sick were not sure if he has a cold or a sinus infection.
We have had a pretty good week until Wednesday. Boater went to pick up my one prescription and then he decides to go to Home Depot , well when he comes to go home guess what? If you guess that the truck didn't start your right. UGHHH!!! I am so pissed off . So he is giving the guy another chance which is something I wouldn't do. I would take it to the dealer and then take that guy to small claims court. So now I can't go do anything with my neice, she is probably so bored and wishing she didn't come down..lol
I am getting so sick of my ob. I called her last Friday to find out if I really had to go to this appointment and I finally got a call back from one of the nurses on Tuesday. So I tell her what I wanted and I haven't heard back from them. I am just gonna research the infertility doc's myself. This is getting to be a pain in the butt and I'm not getting any younger.
Boater put Little Guy's bike together but he was more interested in his sand box. We went for a night swim the other night around 9 PM it was me my neice and Little Guy and I tell ya he is so ready to learn how to swim. I told Boater that we are going to put him in swimming lessons early next yr before summer hits.
Gina if your reading this I just want you to know that I think about you all the time and have been praying that the lord will give you the strength you need to get through this.
I hope everyone has a good weekend. Take care!!
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Why.....

Hello peps, how are ya's? I'm pretty good I guess. Well I called my ob to set up that appointment and I don't go see her until Septemeber 20th that is the first available appointment . Geesh it's almost 2 months away. Why when you make doctors appointments it seems like your appointment takes forever. I called my doctor yesterday to find out if I really need to come in for this appointment or can she just give me a few names for a RE and then I can go from there, but she never called back. I might just look up one myself I know there are a couple around here and my mom knows an ob at her works who's husband is one and she said he was really good. I didn't want a male doctor but I guess beggers can't be choosers. I'm not even going to take a test this month since I don't see any point in it.I tell ya this is so frustrating. I would not wish this on anyone. You ladies that don't have any problems getting pregnant should thank God everyday that your not going through what I am and a lot of other women are.
I was going to give up blogging since no one comes here anymore, but thats not the reason I started it in the first place. I needed a place to come jot down my thoughts and feelings.
Not to much going on. I have to clean out the fridge and get the house straightened up. I go pick up my niece Monday evening and maybe her friend. They will be staying for a week YAY!!! I miss her, I actually miss them all but not sure if there Father would let them come and stay with me. When my oldest neice lived with her dad he always had an excuse why she couldn't come and stay a few days with me.
I really need to go get my eyes checked. I am having such a hard time even ready cooking directions on the back of the box or bag. I have to get Boater to read it to me most of the time. I guess I'm getting old...lol
I hope everyone's having a good weekend. Take Care!!
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Happy Hump Day!!

Hello how is everyone? I'm doing pretty good. I had to go to my least favorite place today (the dentist) but I didn't get no work done. I'm hoping he'll do the 2 cavities and the crown soon this is just taking way to long for me.
When we left there we stopped at Toy's R Us. What an joke that was.We got Little Guy a sand box I know pretty late in the season but when we had the new pool liner put in they said we needed 8 bags of sand and they only used 3 so we have all that sand left over so why have it go to waste =) I made sure it had a lid to, so if there are any stray cats they wouldn't use it as a litter box. So we decide to get him a bike, we go check out and take the slip to customer service and of course they didn't have it ..hmmm then why have a slip in the slot but anywho they tried to give us the floor model. It looked like someone had been riding it and the tire was flat and one of the training wheels were bent. So after a lot of bitching from Boater we got a different one and they gave us $20 off so we got his bike for $15. The stuff is still in the truck we were to tired to mess with it. I hate how hot weather wears ya out. I'll post pic's of him on his bike when we get it put together. I have been picture happy ever since I got my new camera =)
Well I talked to my sister yesterday and the cats are bye bye. She took them to the pound or something like that I'm sure they have been put to sleep =( I feel horrible but they did have good lives. My sister said that the lady told her that a lot of ppl look for older cats so hopefully someone took them.
I'm gonna call my ob tomorrow to set up that discussion appointment so she can give us the info for the infertility doctor. I guess I need to get a copy of my chart from her. I am really nervous about having to go to one. I tell ya when we decided to try for another baby last November I didn't think it was going to take this long.
I hope you all are having a good week. Take care!!!
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