Very Upset!!!

Well my mom just got off the phone with my doctor, she called for me since it's hard to understand me right now I'm still swollen. Well my doctor has put the babymaking on hold until I get all the dental work done which is 2 root canal's and a few fillings. I was going to get the root canals done then go every other week for the fillings since it is so exspensive. I mean the root canals are over $2,000 for just 1 so that's over $4,000 and the filling range from $125-$145. I could handle the fillings everytime Boater got paid, but the root canals would go on my charge =(. So now I don't know when we'll be TTC again. I do have extra clomid and my doctor told my mom that she can't tell me not to take them. So we'll see I just might if I get my period. What would you do? I am so upset I can't stop crying. I feel like my hopes have been ripped from me in a matter of a second.
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