New Hope!!
Just thought I'de come and give whoever is still reading this an update =)I have new hope on getting pregnant. My mom works at L&D (Labor and Delivery) @ HCGH and was talking to one of the doctors asking if he knew an endo doc I could go to just to straighten out my PCOS and he said what I needed was a RE well she explained that we already went through that and all he did was waste my insurance money so he told her send her to me I'll get her pregnant..........WOOO HOOO So I just got my medical records which I have to pay almost $64 for (aint that crazy to have to pay for your own records) and my moms suppose to set me up an appointment. He is an OB/GYN and my mom knows the woman from the billing department so they won't be putting it down as infertility. I just hope and pray that he course of action dosen't mean I'll have to pay for what ever medicines out of pocket. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what he wants to do and the other good thing is that I'm a little past due for my yearly.Well we are moved in our new house still have a lot of boxes to go through. It's so nice and peacefull here. When we pulled up in the U-Haul the ppl from next door came out with a sign they made welcoming us. They are so sweet they are retired and the nicest ppl you'll ever want to meet. They have their 6 yr old granddaughter a lot and Little Guy's in heaven that he has someone to play with, and they get a long so good. Little guy had his lastday at ELC on the 5th. They had a little graduation for them . It was so cute. I have pictures of it on my myspace, the pic's aren't really that good but Boater broke my camera and hasn't gotten it fixed or gotten me a new one..lolWe don't have our Mustang anymore. Boater hit a deer going to work last week and totaled it =( but they good thing was he was not hurt and we got a lot more for it then we ever thought we would, so now we are on the look out for a more fuel efficient car. I guess thats it for now. TTFN and Take Care!!!
Hello...
Wow it's been like forever. Just thought I would update and I'm bored..lol. It's been pretty laid back till recently. My mom had a heart attack a few weeks ago. They had to put in 2 stints and they may need to put in another. They will find out after the stress test they have her doing tomorrow. She is doing good but gets tired easy and she gets dizzy from time to time. I am hoping they won't release her for a few weeks back to work so she can get some much needed rest.Then Saturday Little Guy was sick. He had a fever that had started friday night. Well he took a nap later in the evening on Sat. and woke up around 8 pm and told me he had to puke, so I took him in the bathroom and he looked like he was going to puke but didn't then the next thing I know he's having a seizure. I have never been so scared so I took and put him on the floor in the hallway screamed for Boater or my mom and Boater called for an ambulance. We found out that he had a febrile seizure ( a seizure brought on by a high fever or a big temp spike) and he also had a double ear infection the right ear was worse, but he never complained that his ears hurt. So we had to follow up with our doctor this past Monday which went good. Little Guy still has a slight fever =( His left ear was good and his right ear only had a little fluid so the medicines working great the good thing is they don't give out ear drops anymore so there has been no fighting him to do that. We are looking to buy a house not really sure it's a good time to do so but we are looking. We did put a bid on a house last week but it wasn't accepted, and it had an in ground pool =( I want a house thats big enough so my mom or Boaters mom can live with us if need be. We are looking to move to PA it's hard to get a house in our budget in MD but we can get a nice house with a nice yard in PA.I am still hoping for a miracle to get pregnant with #2 even though I have not had a cycle since Novemeber . So i suppose unless god gives us some miracle, we'll be a 3 person family for a while. maybe forever. i don't know how to make myself ok with this. it hurts so bad. i feel like i'm in mourning. I don't feel complete. It's been 26 months since we started trying I know a few ladies that are on there second pregnancys since I started. Which I am happy and excited for them. We found out a few weeks ago that Boaters sister was 18 weeks pregnant and that she just really found out herself (how in the world could she have not known) and I really can't get myself excited for her because that baby is probably gonna have a hard life, she has 2 other children that live with there dad. Her 11 yr old daughter has already been caught drinking and getting high. I feel like a bad person for feeling that way.Thats about it. I hope everyone is doing good and I miss all my MO friends. Take care TTFN!!
Little Guy's First Day at ELP
Again...
It was a BFN!! =( I am so depressed and hurt right now. I will not be able to do anymore treatments with the RE due to us using up what my insurance allows and I really don't have the money out of pocket right now since we are looking to buy a house in the mext 6 months. We will not be preventing but I know how I am. I would love to figure out how someome can give up on something they want so badly. I never wanted my little boy (and I thank god everyday for him) to grow up an only child. I wanted him to have someone he could leen on if he ever needed them after Boater and I have passed on. I don't see that happening with Boaters other son since I found out that he don't even want to meet him. Well I've got to go now getting myself to upset.
Yet Another 2WW!!
Well we are now in the 2ww (two week wait) The IUI went great. Now just hope the sperm meets the egg and they are friendly with each other =) Boater gave a wonderful depost he pretty much double himself from last time. He have a whooping 86 million little spermies...lol Last time it was 47 million I think. I did ask about the one follie that was 15.4 mm I wanted to know if it could have still been growing from Wednesday when I did the trigger and she said that, that one will probably release also anything over like 14 mm. So I guess I'll have double the chance this time. I go in for a BPT (blood pregnany test) on the 31st. Please lord let this be the cycle where we make a little miracle!!!!
YAY!!!!
Well I went back Tuesday and the one on my right ovary quit growing =( but I still had the 2 on my left and they were 16.2 and 14.3 and my estrogen shot from 115 to 288. So they had me do another shot at 175 units and come back yesterday (Wednesday). When I went yesterday My follies were 20.5 and 15.4 and my estrogen went up to 482 so since the one that was 20.5 is mature they had me trigger last night, so when you trigger you baby dance that night then go in for the IUI like 36 hrs later when your suppose to be ovulating, so we go in Friday morning for the IUI. I hope Boater can give a great deposit like he did last time...lol I am just soooooo glad that this cycle probably my last with a RE I can actually feel like I'm trying unlike the other cycles that got cancelled. If you are reading this please pray that this one works. Thanks!!!
