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New Hope!!

2008-06-10T12:21:00.004-04:00

Just thought I'de come and give whoever is still reading this an update =)
I have new hope on getting pregnant. My mom works at L&D (Labor and Delivery) @ HCGH and was talking to one of the doctors asking if he knew an endo doc I could go to just to straighten out my PCOS and he said what I needed was a RE well she explained that we already went through that and all he did was waste my insurance money so he told her send her to me I'll get her pregnant..........
WOOO HOOO So I just got my medical records which I have to pay almost $64 for (aint that crazy to have to pay for your own records) and my moms suppose to set me up an appointment. He is an OB/GYN and my mom knows the woman from the billing department so they won't be putting it down as infertility. I just hope and pray that he course of action dosen't mean I'll have to pay for what ever medicines out of pocket. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what he wants to do and the other good thing is that I'm a little past due for my yearly.

Well we are moved in our new house still have a lot of boxes to go through. It's so nice and peacefull here. When we pulled up in the U-Haul the ppl from next door came out with a sign they made welcoming us. They are so sweet they are retired and the nicest ppl you'll ever want to meet. They have their 6 yr old granddaughter a lot and Little Guy's in heaven that he has someone to play with, and they get a long so good. Little guy had his lastday at ELC on the 5th. They had a little graduation for them . It was so cute. I have pictures of it on my myspace, the pic's aren't really that good but Boater broke my camera and hasn't gotten it fixed or gotten me a new one..lol

We don't have our Mustang anymore. Boater hit a deer going to work last week and totaled it =( but they good thing was he was not hurt and we got a lot more for it then we ever thought we would, so now we are on the look out for a more fuel efficient car. I guess thats it for now.
TTFN and Take Care!!!

We are Moving...

2008-03-21T10:15:00.011-04:00

Hopefully anyway.. Were suppose to settle on April 30th. I'm excited and scared all at the same time. It's a little farther then what we wanted and a little more then we wanted to spend but we just couldn't pass it up =) Boater will be commuting 1 1/2 hr each way, thats the only sucky part about it. Here are a few pic's of the outside. I will post pic's of the inside once we have moved in and made it feel like home =)

Hello...

2008-02-27T12:09:00.007-05:00

Wow it's been like forever. Just thought I would update and I'm bored..lol. It's been pretty laid back till recently. My mom had a heart attack a few weeks ago. They had to put in 2 stints and they may need to put in another. They will find out after the stress test they have her doing tomorrow. She is doing good but gets tired easy and she gets dizzy from time to time. I am hoping they won't release her for a few weeks back to work so she can get some much needed rest.
Then Saturday Little Guy was sick. He had a fever that had started friday night. Well he took a nap later in the evening on Sat. and woke up around 8 pm and told me he had to puke, so I took him in the bathroom and he looked like he was going to puke but didn't then the next thing I know he's having a seizure. I have never been so scared so I took and put him on the floor in the hallway screamed for Boater or my mom and Boater called for an ambulance. We found out that he had a febrile seizure ( a seizure brought on by a high fever or a big temp spike) and he also had a double ear infection the right ear was worse, but he never complained that his ears hurt. So we had to follow up with our doctor this past Monday which went good. Little Guy still has a slight fever =( His left ear was good and his right ear only had a little fluid so the medicines working great the good thing is they don't give out ear drops anymore so there has been no fighting him to do that.
We are looking to buy a house not really sure it's a good time to do so but we are looking. We did put a bid on a house last week but it wasn't accepted, and it had an in ground pool =( I want a house thats big enough so my mom or Boaters mom can live with us if need be. We are looking to move to PA it's hard to get a house in our budget in MD but we can get a nice house with a nice yard in PA.
I am still hoping for a miracle to get pregnant with #2 even though I have not had a cycle since Novemeber . So i suppose unless god gives us some miracle, we'll be a 3 person family for a while. maybe forever. i don't know how to make myself ok with this. it hurts so bad. i feel like i'm in mourning. I don't feel complete. It's been 26 months since we started trying I know a few ladies that are on there second pregnancys since I started. Which I am happy and excited for them. We found out a few weeks ago that Boaters sister was 18 weeks pregnant and that she just really found out herself (how in the world could she have not known) and I really can't get myself excited for her because that baby is probably gonna have a hard life, she has 2 other children that live with there dad. Her 11 yr old daughter has already been caught drinking and getting high. I feel like a bad person for feeling that way.
Thats about it. I hope everyone is doing good and I miss all my MO friends.
Take care TTFN!!

Little Guy's First Day at ELP

2007-09-04T11:01:00.000-04:00

Again...

2007-09-01T10:21:00.000-04:00

It was a BFN!! =( I am so depressed and hurt right now. I will not be able to do anymore treatments with the RE due to us using up what my insurance allows and I really don't have the money out of pocket right now since we are looking to buy a house in the mext 6 months. We will not be preventing but I know how I am. I would love to figure out how someome can give up on something they want so badly. I never wanted my little boy (and I thank god everyday for him) to grow up an only child. I wanted him to have someone he could leen on if he ever needed them after Boater and I have passed on. I don't see that happening with Boaters other son since I found out that he don't even want to meet him. Well I've got to go now getting myself to upset.

Yet Another 2WW!!

2007-08-17T15:51:00.000-04:00

Well we are now in the 2ww (two week wait) The IUI went great. Now just hope the sperm meets the egg and they are friendly with each other =) Boater gave a wonderful depost he pretty much double himself from last time. He have a whooping 86 million little spermies...lol Last time it was 47 million I think. I did ask about the one follie that was 15.4 mm I wanted to know if it could have still been growing from Wednesday when I did the trigger and she said that, that one will probably release also anything over like 14 mm. So I guess I'll have double the chance this time. I go in for a BPT (blood pregnany test) on the 31st. Please lord let this be the cycle where we make a little miracle!!!!

YAY!!!!

2007-08-16T10:44:00.000-04:00

Well I went back Tuesday and the one on my right ovary quit growing =( but I still had the 2 on my left and they were 16.2 and 14.3 and my estrogen shot from 115 to 288. So they had me do another shot at 175 units and come back yesterday (Wednesday). When I went yesterday My follies were 20.5 and 15.4 and my estrogen went up to 482 so since the one that was 20.5 is mature they had me trigger last night, so when you trigger you baby dance that night then go in for the IUI like 36 hrs later when your suppose to be ovulating, so we go in Friday morning for the IUI. I hope Boater can give a great deposit like he did last time...lol I am just soooooo glad that this cycle probably my last with a RE I can actually feel like I'm trying unlike the other cycles that got cancelled. If you are reading this please pray that this one works.
Thanks!!!

Nate at the Howard County Fair!!

2007-08-13T12:45:00.000-04:00

Update!!

2007-08-13T11:08:00.000-04:00

Well I went in Wednesday for more bloodwork and another ultrasound and I had a few more follies but still all under 10 mm so they kept me on 100 units and had me go back on Friday. My estrogen went up to 116.
I went Friday and I had one that was at 10.9 and my estrogen went down a little to 112 so they had me up my injections to 125 units for Friday and Saturday and I had to go back yesterday for more blood wrok and yet another ultrasound. I really do look like a junkie now not only do I have bruses on my arms but I have them on my belly to :o
So I go in yesterday and guess what?? I have 3 that are measurable woo hoo. One at 11.3 mm on my right ovary and two on the left one at 13 mm and the other at 14 mm and my estrogen went up a little to 115, they did bump up the meds to 175 units which I am soo glad they had a sample cuz I had ran out. I go back tomorrow (Tuesday) for more blood work and ultrasound. I am praying they are at least 18 mm or higher so we can trigger tomorrow night and have the IUI on Thursday. I hope this is it for me I'm not sure if we will be able to see the RE anymore since I think we will be at the allowance for infertility treatments. Again if your reading this and you pray please say a little prayer for me. Thanks!!

Feeling Useless =(

2007-08-07T12:17:00.000-04:00

Well I started spotting on Saturday 7/28 so CD 1 was actuall 7/29. I went in for my cd 3 bloodwork and ultrasouns and everything was ok to start the injections that night . My RE had me doing 75 units a night for three nights then I went back Friday CD 6 for bloodwork and ultrasound. I had follies but none measurable yet which was ok cuz it's still early in my cycle. My RE had me do 3 more night of 75 units and then had me come back yesterday for more bloodwork and another follie scan. Still nothing, I have 15 follies on each ovary but none meassurable all around 10 MM but my estrogen did go up from 65. something to 71 so maybe there is a little hope there. My RE bumped up my meds to 100 units for yesterday and today. I go back tomorrow for more bloodwork (I look like a junkie) and another follie scan. If you are reading this can you please say a little prayer that there would be at least one follie that is growing. I am so depressed it just seems like nothing they give me is stimulating my stinking ovaries. UGH!!! I never knew it could be so frustrating.

Moving On....

2007-07-20T17:41:00.000-04:00

(Read previous post first)
Well I finally got a call from my nurse with our plan for this up coming cycle. The Dr. is gonna have me do an injectable which is follistim ( a hormone identical to follicle-stimulating hormone (FSH) produced by the pituitary gland. FSH helps to develop eggs in the ovaries) I have to go in on Thursday the 26th for an injection class. I am to go get bloodwrok and ultrasound on CD (cycle day) 3 and if everything is ok then I will start the injections that night and do it for 3 nights. After that I'll go back in on CD 6 for more bloodwork and another ultrasound to check the follies I may need to do one more dose that night not sure. Thats the furthest I know of as of yet..lol I was hoping our insurance would have paid for the meds but they only paid for the Progesterone Suppositories well after a copay. I did get the meds through a pharmacy my doctor uses and got a hugh discount. I was so excited with all the money I saved =) I am atill taking provera and am hoping to start my cycle by Wednesday but don't want my CD 3 to be before Thursday (when I have the injections class) Whelp that where we are right now. I am actually getting excited which I haven't been for a few months.
TTFN

2007-07-13T22:01:00.000-04:00

Well I turned 36 today. It was a nice day. We went out last night and had my birthday dinner since my sister was suppose to come over today but didn't due to her hubby having swimmers ear. It was really nice celebrating with my dad. I went out with my mom today and we got pampered. We got our nails and feet done woo hoo it was nice. I was just a little upset that some of my online friends didn't even say happy b-day to me.

I went Monday for my first follie scan (where they do an ultrasound to see if you have any follicals what holds the eggs) and blood work. I had 12 on my right and 10 on my left none that they could measure meaning they were all under 10mm and my estrogen was 66. something, so they had me come back Thursday. I go Thursday and still have the same amount of follies but they are still not maturing and my estrogen went down instead of up so they cancelled this IUI cycle =( I was so upset I couldn't stop the tears that were flowing down my face. I felt like such a big baby. So I started provera today and should start a new cycle with in 13 days. I had such high hopes this month. I did ask the nurse to ask the doctor about doing something other then clomid this up coming cycle , but he won't be in till Monday so hopefully I'll hear something then.

Here we go AGAIN!!

2007-07-03T09:13:00.000-04:00

Well I started my cycle last Thursday, so that ment I had to go in for bloodwork and a vaginal ultrasound on day 3 which was Saturday. I am soooo proud of myself. The office I go to is closed on weekends and you have to go to Annapolis or Rockville. I told Boater if I ever had to go on the weekends he was taking off and taking me. Well he was sick last week and took off 2 days so there was no way he could have taken me. I drive but hate to drive places I don't know where I'm going and I'm not to fond of highways or interstates, but guess what?? I did it. I drove to Annapolis. I didn't want to miss the test since I was suppose to start the clomid that day and they won't let you start it unless you get those test done. So they called me back that afternoon and gave me the go ahead to start taking them so maybe the third time will be a charm. If I get the IUI done I will be finding out if I'm pregnant around Boater's B-day. Wouldn't that just be a great birthday present. When I was pregnant with Little Guy we found out the sex on his b-day so maybe it will be lucky this yr to =)

Not to much else to report. We got Little Guy a playset a couple weeks ago and he is in heaven =) Here's a few pic's

Well..

2007-06-11T11:58:00.000-04:00

Looks like IVF is not an option for us at this time. The insurance isn't covering what we hoped they would and with me being a SAHM we just decided to do a few more IUI's and if that don't work which my RE feels very optimistic that it will. We will save up for IVF probably early next yr. Our truck gets paid off in July so thats going to be a lot more money for us and we don't really have a lot on Boaters credit card. I was even thinking about getting a job not because we need the money but I think there are a few stores I could work at part time and get like 25 thousand for infertility treatments but thats only if the IUI's don't work and plus I could use the time just to get out more =).
We enrolled Little Guy into an Early Learning Program that starts this upcoming school yr. He'll go every Tuesday and Thursday from 9:30-1:30. The only thing I don't like is that he will be getting put into the 3 yr old program and will be 4 two months after it starts. I hate that since his birthday is in November he will be with some kids that are a yr younger then him. I just don't want him to get bored. He is so intelligent, he is always amazing me. I just know he'll love it (hopefully he will listen...lol) I just love that little bugger to pieces =) I thank god everyday for him.
Well I guess I'll update when I start the nect IUI cycle. Take care!!!!
TTFN =)

It Was....

2007-06-02T07:56:00.000-04:00

Another BFN!! =( (Big Fat Negative)
I had Boater call our financial coordinator Wednesday to see if we were able to do another IUI (Intrauterine Insemination) and if it didn't work again would we still be able to do IVF (In-Vitro Fertilization) He said we would probably be able to do an IVF cycle. So we meet with our RE yesterday. He wanted to do a few more IUI's because he feels I will get pregnant this way but our problem is money. Our insurance pays 10 thousand for infertility and that's it. We have already used almost half of that. So we will probably go for one cycle of IVF if it gets approved through the insurance. The medicine for this cost's anywhere between 3-4 thousand, we are hoping the insurance company will help pay for them.
They do have a program thats called "IVF Shared Risk Refund Program"
For a fixed fee, you have six chances to overcome infertility through IVF. And if treatment isn't successful you'll receive a 100% refund.
Guess what the fixed fee is????? 20 thousand dollars. Ummm does anyone have some money I can borrow.....lol
I may just take a break for a month to just relax and chill, not sure.

The wait is on!!

2007-05-21T10:30:00.000-04:00

Well I'm a few days late posting this.
We had our second IUI last Thursday morning the 17th. It went great. Boater has to go first and give them his swimmers, then they wash it get all the gunk and bad spermies out and inject all the good ones, which was a whopping 47 million. The doctor said that was impressive and that he gets a gold star....lol My cervix bled a little after she pulled out the catheter, so I spotted a little. When we did the first IUI in March we had 21 million swimmers and no spotting. So I'm hoping this is it even though my temps aren't showing that I ovulated. I did a trigger shot so I should have ovulated . I go for my BPT (blood pregnancy test) on May 31st. Anyone reading this please say a little prayer for us. Thanks!!!
In other good news it has been 6 months yesterday since I quit smoking!! GO ME!!!

Update!

2007-05-15T10:17:00.000-04:00

I'de say hello ladies but no one comes and visits anymore so I'll skip that part....lol I started a new cycle on April 29th. I went in last Wednesday for my cycle day 11 blood work and ultrasound to check and see if I had any follies maturing and of course there wasn't any maturing. I had 11 on my right ovary and 8 on my left. My estrogen was 95. I had a good feeling since my estrogen was higher this cd 11 then last month's cd 11. They had me come back in Saturday morning for another ultrasound and blood work which was cd 14. I had 1 follie maturing on my right ovary Yippie!! It was 14 mm so they had me come back Monday for more blood work and another ultrasound and it was 17.6 mm it has to be at least 18 mm to be mature. I thought I would have to go back in this morning for another scan but I got the call from my nurse yesterday that I do not have to go in today to go ahead and do the trigger tonight and baby dance, then nothing tomorrow, then Boater will go in first Thursday and give them his deposit..lol then I'll go in an hr and a half later for the IUI. I am soo excited to be able to actually feel like I am trying. I am hoping that since the egg is on my right this time that, that will make all the difference. I guess we'll found out in 2 weeks if were gonna have a Feb. baby =)

Cancelled!!!

2007-04-17T09:16:00.000-04:00

Hello, how are ya's? I'm doing ok I guess =) Thought I would get on here and update.
I went to the doctors Friday for another scan and bloodwork. I still had the same amount of follies but no yet that they could measure. So they wanted me to come in Monday for another scan and more bloodwork (I swear I'm gonna look like a junkie) So I go in yesterday which was CD 17 and guess what?? Still nothing they could measure (meaning nothing maturing) and I had less follies
=( So you have to wait till the afternoon to find out what your next step is. The nurse calls me and tells me my doctor wants me to come in Thursday for another scan and bloodwork. I asked her do you really think there will be something there, I mean I am on CD 17 and theres nothing to measure and it's getting late in my cycle for me to ovulate, she said that if there is nothing there Thursday then the doctor wants to cancel this cycle. I just went a head and asked if I could cancel it now and start the prometrium so we can start another cycle. She called me back and told me the doctor said that was fine and that we will be doing 100 mgs of clomid this up coming cycle instead of 50 mgs. So come on 13-15 days so I can start a new cycle and hope and pray I have some follies that are maturing this time around. I soo hope I did the right thing I guess it wasn't Deja Vu like I had last posted =(

Deja Vu!!

2007-04-12T10:39:00.000-04:00

Hello , how is everyone? I'm doing ok I guess. I named this post Deja Vu because that's what I feel this cycle is. I feel like I am reliving my cycle from last month all over again.
I went in Tuesday morning for my CD 11 follie scan and bloodwork. Once again I have a bunch of small follies but nothing they can measure. So then I had to wait for the nurse to call me back to let me know what I'm to do now. I had to go for my yearly check up so I didn't get to talk to the nurse. This is the message she left. She said my estrogen was 78 and my LH was 10 don't ask me what this means cuz I have no clue. She said I had 15 follies on my right ovary all less then 10 mm and 10 on my left all less then 10 mm. I have to go back Friday (tomorrow) for another follie scan and bloodwork. See Deja Vu. The days are even the same so far. I hope there will be more then one that they can measure tomorrow.
I had to get my yearly done since it was over a yr since my last one and the RE's nurse kept bugging me about it. I had to go to a different doctor well I didn't have to but after cussing out my old ob/gyn's office I was to embarrassed to go back. So I went to the doctor I had when I was pregnant with Little Guy. She don't deliver babies anymore =( She has her office at her home now. She must have just had it built because is smells new and it is so nice. She has a lot of land, she also had 2 horses. Of course Little Guy saw that when we pulled up so while I was getting my exam Boater and him went out to see the horses. It went well so now I just have to wait for the results from the pap to come back. Little Guy is still talking about going to the doctors and seeing the horses...lol
Not to much else going on. I hope everyones having a nice week and that your taking care of yourselves!!!
TTFN

Not Much!!

2007-04-03T11:49:00.000-04:00

Hello , how are ya's? I'm doing ok I guess. I'm getting so tired of this TTC I really don't know how much more I can take. I don't understand why some girls/women that won't be good mothers druggies and so forth are able to have children but kind caring loving ones have a hard time. I just hope it will happen soon. It's been a year and 3 months well actually on my 7th month with help. I started a new cycle on Saturday and boy is it a doozie. I had to go in yesterday for a CD 3 workup but they only did the ultrasound (gross) since they did bloodwork last week. I got the go ahead to start the clomid. I'll be going next Tuesday for my first follie scan. I am hoping that there will be at least 2 that they can measure, unlike last time when there were none until cd 14 and then I only had one. I did get a little piturbed (sp) that they didn't up my dose of clomid. I don't want to use up all my money for infertility treatments on our insurance on IUI's I only want to do a few then I guess it will be IVF if the IUI's don't work =( not sure. I am going to ask my RE what the next step is going to be.
Little Guy is doing good. I was surprised at how much I missed him Sunday night when he stayed over his grandmoms so I could go to the doctors yesterday.
Welp I guess thats it. I know you all are probably getting tired of all this TTC talk. Well I hope you all have a nice week!! Take Care!!
TTFN

It's A......

2007-03-28T11:52:00.000-04:00

BFN!!!!
(big fat negative)

OH Well on to another cycle!

1 Week Down 1 More To Go!!

2007-03-20T12:10:00.000-04:00

Hello, how are ya's? I'm doing pretty good I guess. It's been one week since the IUI and I am getting very anxious. I am having major doubts that it worked. I have had sore bbs but cracked that up to being the trigger shot since it does contain the pregnancy hormone. I tested today to see if the trigger was still in my system and it was a neg so YAY thats gone now I can obsess over symptoms...lol or lack there of. I still have sore bbs and a little cramping but I think it may be from the prometrium (progesterone) they have me taking vaginally twice a day. I know I'm suppose to be thinking positive but it's hard when BFN (big fat negatives) is all you get. I'm thinking about testing at home before I go get the blood test on the 27th even though I won't get the results till the afternoon. I just don't want to be bawling like a big baby when they call to tell me it's a BFN.
It has been 4 months today since I smoked a cigarette!!! WOO HOOO!!
Everything else is going good. Boater hasn't called his first son since we went to lunch and he hasn't called Boater either. Boater is a little upset on how he left with out really saying goodbye. I hope he calls him tonight but we will see. I hope everyones having a good day. Take Care!!!
TTFN

And The Count Down Begins!!!

2007-03-15T08:37:00.000-04:00

Hi, how are ya's? I hope everyones doing good =) I'm doing pretty good except for missing free coffee at Starbucks...lol
Well Tuesday was the day. Boater came home early he was suppose to drop his guys off at 11:45 well he didn't feel comfortable with that so he called to see if he could do it there and he was able to. My appointment for the IUI was at 1:15 so he didn't think he had time to go do that then come and pick up me and Little Guy and make my appointment. I had never gotten ready so quick. I had 20 minutes to brush my teeth, put my make-up on, do my hair, and finish getting dressed. We got there and me and Little Guy hung out in the truck. Boater didn't take long at all so we had like an hr to mess around. We went to the mall and let Little Guy ride the merry go round, then we got him some ice cream and us some Starbucks. I am sooo hooked on there pumpkin spice lattes. We then drove for like 20 mins and it was finally time for the IUI. Wow it sure was quiet in there nothing like it is in the morning, but I didn't have to wait long. The doctor came in the rm and went over stuff and you have to verify that your getting the right stuff and they also ask for your ID. He said that this procedure only needs 5 million swimmers and after Boater's were washed we had 21 million woo hoo. The whole process took only 5 minutes. I was expecting it to hurt but it didn't. They have you lay there for another 5 minutes when the procedures done. I now have to take prometrium (progesterone) vaginally twice a day untill I get the blood test done. When we came home I took a nice nap (I had been really tired since the trigger shot) and Boater took Little Guy to the park. Please if you are reading this say a little prayer for us that were gonna catch that eggie. Thanks!! I go in on the 27th of this month for a blood pregnancy test. Please dear lord let it be positive!!! Take Care!!
TTFN

A Great Day!!

2007-03-12T11:04:00.000-04:00

Hello pep's how is everyone? I'm great I had a pretty good day yesterday.
I had to get up at 5 AM to get ready to go to the doctors. I had a 9 am appointment but they called and said to try to be there at 8 AM since they were going to be very busy. They weren't that busy when we first got there, but boy did it get busy quick. All I was there for was the usuall bloodwork and ultrasound which was done pretty quick. My one and only follie (what holds the egg) grew and was 19.3 WOOO HOOO they said I would probably trigger that night and have my IUI (intrauterine insemination) on Tuesday but I had to wait till they got my bloodwork back. They called in the early afternoon and said it was a go!! YAY!!!! I am soo excited. I sooo pray the first one works. Boater gave me the trigger around 8:30 pm . It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, needles don't bother me. I just wished he was a little faster...lol
Yesterday afternoon Boater and I met up and had dinner with his ex and their son her hubby and another son she has at Olive Garden. I was soo nervous. It went ok I guess Boaters son didn't talk much but that could be because he stutters . All in all it was ok. I think we'll be going to her house next so Little Guy can meet his brother. I'm hoping anyway.
The only bad part of the day was when we came home from the docotrs and found out Little Guy was sick. He was vomiting and had a little diarrhea. I got him to sleep and he woke up once to throw up then I got him to sleep again and he woke up like an hr later and seemed like his old self. My mom said he didn't throw up anymore and still hasn't. Today he is back to normal. I guess it was just a 24 hr bug .
I hope everyone had a great weekend! Take Care!!
TTFN

Anxious!!!

2007-03-11T06:08:00.000-04:00

Hello, how are ya's? I'm doing better.I hope everyone's having a nice weekend.
I went in for another follie scan on Friday and I have a bunch of small follies on my right ovary (still none they could measure) and on my left ovary I have one measuring 13.8. I asked her what they like them to messure and she said 18 so I go back today to get it looked at again. I am so excited to have one. I was hoping for 2 but it only takes one right.
Guess what else? Boater talked to his first son and his ex and his son does want to meet me. He thought I had all his business on a website like do you know this person type of thing. So we are going out to dinner today. It's going to be Boater and I, His ex, her hubby Boaters son and another son his ex has. We would take Little Guy but he don't do well in restaurants I am so nervous I could scream...lol Please wish me luck for today I sure could use it.
Little Guy is doing pretty good. We got him a game for his v-smile and you have to put your name in it and he can almost spell his name he is off on the last 2 letters. He just amazes me more and more everyday.
Well got to run. Take care!!!
TTFN

A Rough Day!!

2007-03-07T09:13:00.000-05:00

Hello, how's everyone? I'm doing ok I guess. I had a really rough day yesterday.
I went yesterday morning for my cd 11 workup. They take blood and check for follicals to see how many you have and what size they are. Well the tech said my lining was perfect but didn't have any follicals on either ovary that she could messure. There were a bunch of small ones. I asked if this cycle was a bust and she said no not yet that I may have to take more meds she wasn't sure. I was so upset I almost bawled my eyes out right there but I waited till I got in the truck. So my nurse called me this afternoon after the doctor looks over my ultrasound and bloodwork and said that he wants me to come in on Friday for another look which will be cd 14. I asked the nurse what happens if there is no change and she said that some woman go till cd 20.
Then...
I had Boater call his ex because she wanted us to go out to dinner and we haven't heard from her in like 2 weeks. Well a little bit after he got off the phone he said to me "she said something that is bothering me" so I was like ok what was it he said that she said that she talked with their son and he don't want to meet me right now, that I am to pushy because I made a myspace page and aired out their business". I was both hurt and pissed more hurt though. I doubt he has even seen the myspace page to begin with. All I have on Boater's space is where it has who I like to meet I put his first son. I didn't put his name or anything else and further more there he hardley has any friends on his myspace and bearly gets any visitors. I made that myspace for Boater in the hopes that maybe his son myspaced and if he ever looked Boater up then he would see that Boater wanted to meet him. Also ppl that know Boater know he has another son I mean come on. I just don't know how someone can judge you with out even knowing you.

Blog Challenge # 2

2007-03-02T09:30:00.000-05:00

If you were given $100 RIGHT NOW for you to go buy whatever you want, on yourself, where would you spend it and on what?

I would pamper myself. I would go and get a full body massage and if I had any $ left over I would get a manicure and a pedicure. Gosh that sounds sooo fun =)

Blog Challenge # 1

2007-02-28T09:52:00.000-05:00

First Kiss:

Ummm I am really having a hard time remembering..lol I know most ppl don't forget this...lol I remember it was with a guy named Tommy who was my first real boyfriend. Sorry =( Did I fail the challenge??? LMAO

Wooo Hooo!!!!

2007-02-26T22:37:00.000-05:00

Well we had a great weekend. Friday evening I took my mom out to get our nails done. It was nice, I think I will probably start doing this about every 2 weeks or once a month. Then when I got back home Boater was giving Little Guy a bath. He had me finish him up while he went and picked my ring up. I was soo surprised he gave it to me and didn't make me wait till Saturday. He was so sweet, he proposed to me again. I would really love to renew our vowes one day. I think that would be so romantic. Boater had to work on our Anniversary. He brought me roses home we chilled a little bit and then he took like a power nap as I got ready since he was taking me out to dinner. We had an awesome meal and I had 4 drinks, I did not want to get drunk and have a repeat of last yr.. no way!! LMAO He had to work Sunday so we wraped it up and came home around 9. I really enjoyed him =)
I also started my cycle on our anniversary, well I started a little spotting on Friday but nothing really until like early Saturday morning . They count day one as the first day of real flow...( I know TMI) So the plan was take Little Guy over Boaters mom last night that way I'm not dragging him out real early in the morning then go to my cd 3 appointment then go get him, but it decided to snow and they were talking about freezing rain. So I had Boater call out and take me. Sorry I don't drive in the ice..lol You know we got up and the roads were fine UGH!!! So anyhoo I went for the cd 3 workup and came home to wait for the nurse to call and say everything looks good go a head and start the clomid. So YAY!!!! I'm on clomid again!! I"m on my way. Next Tuesday will be cd 11 and they start checking your follies to see if you have any eggs and how mature they are. I am getting so excited and can't wait. Maybe starting on my anniversary will be good luck.
Welp thats about it. Take Care!!
TTFN

Happy 12th Anniversary to My Special Man!!

2007-02-24T14:47:00.000-05:00

So long ago We said our vowsOur love was strong and newWhen I think back over Our years togetherI'm so thankful that I found youYou give me strength When I am weakIn times of sorrow It's your arms that I seekYou are my sunshine On rainy daysYou are my soul mate Forever and alwaysToday is a celebration Of a love so pure and trueYou are truly the love of my lifeAnd I will always love you.

This is the ring my wonderful husband gave me. Pictures just don't do it justice. I had such a hard time getting this picture..lol

A Wonderful Day!!

2007-02-22T09:21:00.000-05:00

Hey how are ya's? I'm doing better I was in a little funk there for a few day's but I'm better now. I think it was due to the meds they have you take. I know most of you know this already since I posted it on MO but just wanted to jot it down here to.
Boater had the day off so we were getting ready to go to the oulets. I was getting ready to put Little Guy's coat on and my mom came home. So we asked him if he wanted to come or stay home and I was surprised that he actually wanted to stay home. It was nice it being just Boater and I. I had planned on going to coach, carters, osh kosh, and a whole bunch others. When we got there we went to the coach's outlet. I did get a purse (a small one but enough for me I don't really like to carry around a purse but now that I need to wear glasses to read anything I figured I'de get one big enough for my wallet, glass case and cell phone) and matching wallet but was disappointed in the selection. They have a better one on Ebay...lol (but who knows if your getting a real one there) When we left there we went to Carters and I didn't like there selection so we decided to go to the other outlet a different time. We went to a jewelry store just to look and we saw a really nice 1 ct princess cut solitaire engagement ring. So we talked to them to see what was the best price they would give it to us for then we left and got something to eat. We went to a few more places and didn't really care for anything so we decided to leave. To my surprise Boater went back to the jewelry store and got me the ring for our anniversary . I had to get it sized so Boater's suppose to pick it up Saturday. I was not expecting that at all. He is such an incredible guy when he wants to be. Here is a pic of my (little)purse and wallet.

On the babyfront still waiting for AF to come for a visit then we will finally be trying again Yay!! I can't wait!!
Little Guy is doing good. Still as ornery as ever =) We've started doing like pre k every morning. I got that hooked on phonics for pre k and he amazes me.
I hope everyone had a great day to.
TTFN

Go Me!!!!!

2007-02-20T11:01:00.000-05:00

It has been 3 months today since I smoked a cigarette!!

Howdy!!

2007-02-19T10:16:00.000-05:00

Well there hasn't been to much going on. It has been really cold here for the past week or so. We got a little bit of snow and a lot of ice last week and it's still nasty out except the roads..lol
I took my last of the provera yesterday so I am hoping to start my cycle by Wednesday only because I have to go in for a CD 3 blood work and transvaginal ultrasound and if it falls on a weekend I have to go to a different office and Boater will have to either go in late or take off since I will not drive to that one ( I know I'm a chicken) I am just so glad to finally be on the way to trying again.
We had a nice Valentine's Day. Boater got me way to much junk...lol
I had Little Guy make him a card and he said that was the best card he had ever gotten =)
Our 12th anniversary is this coming Saturday wow I can't believe it's been that long. I'm not sure if I'll get any surprises. We are going out Wednesday and looking at coach handbags and wallets and cell phones since I broke down when I went for my no menses workup. I'm just glad my mom was watching Little Guy and not Boaters mom cuz Boaters mom don't have a car.
Boaters oldest son is doing a lot better . He had a cat scan done on Valentine's day and the mass on his lung is completly gone, and he won't have to get surgery now. Thank God!! They are talking every couple of day's Boaters affraid to call to much because he don't want to overwhelm him and he don't want to not call and make him think he's not thinking about him. His ex wants us all to get together for Dinner so we all can meet. I will probably have one of our moms watch Little Guy not that he don't do well in resturants it's that she wants to sit around and talk and I'm affraid that being there to long will make him bored..lol I am soo nervous about meeting his son.
Welp thats about it for now.

Sooo Bored!!

2007-02-08T13:40:00.000-05:00

Hi! How's it going? It's been pretty boring here. I feel great and am healing pretty good. The incisions are still tender but thats it. I went for my follow up last week and he said they looked good and to take it easy for the next 10 days.
Well I had to wait almost 2 weeks to go in for a no menses workup to get this cycle a kick start because they wanted to make sure my liver enzymes where back to normal so I go tomorrow morning for that (Thanks Mom) and hopefully will start it with in 13 day's.
Boater has his taxes done already we should actually be getting it tomorrow WOO HOO. He is getting a great refund this yr (8 thousand back). I think some of the reason is that he made 20 thousand more this yr and that we saved a lot of the receipts from the dentist and the doctors and prescriptions. So we will from now on save everything. They even put down the money it cost in gas back and forth from the doctors.
Boater went Tuesday out to lunch with his Ex and their son. He said he had a really good time. I think he'll be taking Little Guy to go meet him next time. Little Guy is excited to have a brother but you know at his age he dosen't really understand. Boater finally got a picture of him while they were out. His ex is suppose to send some of his graduation pictures also. It's funny how you picture ppl and they are like totally different. The last picture Boater got of his son was when he was like 5 so you kinda base what you think he would look like at 18. Wow was I surprised. He doesn't really look like Boater he has some features like his nose and chin but thats about it. Boater took my camera with him and they looked at the pictures of Little Guy and his ex said that he was a cute kid but didn't look anything like Boater Ummm hello he looks just like him I think ...lol
Little Guy is doing good. He got to play in a wee wittle bit of snow yesterday and he was over the moon...lol He is getting so smart. Ohh I'm not sure if I posted this before or not but he is potty trained has been right before he turned 3 YAY!!! I think I'm gonna call the church across the street and see if they are excepting any kids.

What an Experience!!

2007-01-24T12:52:00.000-05:00

Hello!!! How is everyone? I hope good. I'm doing good. I had a little stay in the hospital the last few days. I have had these attacks ever since I had Little Guy. It's horrible chest pain like someone turning a knife in there with horrible gas and vomiting. I haven't had one in like 2 years. Well Wednesday night I got all comfy after my guys went to bed and started watching my shows from the day. I had a snack of pepperoni and crackers. I woke up at 5 AM with what I thought was heartburn so that lasted about 1 hr. I got up Thursday and felt pretty good I ate some pepperoni on my sandwich for lunch and had hotdogs with cheese and salsa mm yumm for dinner. At around 10 PM I started with again what I thought was heartburn so I got a zantact from my mom and and it just got worse I had that attack from 10 pm till about 2:45 am when I finally vomited. Well I knew then I was having what we thought were gall bladder attacks. I got up Friday and felt pretty good. I didn't really have anything to eat but crackers and a little bit of chips which again was a bad choice on my part. I started feeling bad again. Boater was like this is enough you need to go to the ER . I really didn't want to go but decided to get a shower and go, well while I was in the shower the pain went away so I told Boater I didn't know if I still wanted to go or not. I really don't have anyone to watch Little Guy, but he still thought I should go. I went to the bathroom to do my hair still debating whether or not I should go and had to pee-pee..lol I knew then there was something wrong. My pee was a color I have never ever seen pee be before like a bright orangeie yellow color. So we took Little Guy over Boater moms and off to the ER we went. It wasn't that busy and I was seen in no time. I told them I thought it was a gall bladder attack so they did blood work and a gall bladder ultrasound. The ultrasound showed I had gall stones and my blood work showed my liver enzymes where through the roof so of course they admitted me. I saw a surgen that night sometime. He said that I had passed a gall stone and most likely it got stuck in my bile duct since my liver enzymes were elevated and that I needed a MRI to see if there was one in there or not if there was then they would have to do a procedure call an ERCP (click here if your interested http://digestive.niddk.nih.gov/ddiseases/pubs/ercp/index.htm ) which this artical says you get a sedative during the procedure but they actually knocked me out thank goodness. I was also a little jaundice. So I had to wait till Sunday for the MRI ( which is another story) and as you probably already figured out I had one stuck in there. I got the ERCP on Monday and of course the stone passed in between the MRI and the ERCP but everything went great so they gave me the option of going home and coming back to get my gall bladder removed or staying and having it removed the next day. Well duh I'm already here I would be stupid to go home (still in pain) just to go through all the red tape again. So I got the darn thing out Tuesday morning and came home Tuesday night. It was done Laparoscopic so hopefully the healing process won't be to bad and it won't interfere in me doing that IUI this coming cycle. I had pretty good care there and was on morphine most of the time. I did have one nurse that I'm going to write a complaint about and the MRI run around which I got the head of administration on.
I am really hurt that none of my friends come to my blog or my myspace anymore =( Especially the last few entrys that have been important to me. I know ppl are probably getting tired of hearing the same stuff over and over again about us TTC but it is very and I mean very important to us.
Boater has been talking to his first son every couple of days . I am really hoping that we can build a relationship with him. =)
Well I hope everyone had a better weekend and start of the week then I. Take Care TTFN!!

Ohhh I have me a little artist on my hands I think..lol The other day Little Guy was drawling on his doddle thing my mom gave him and he said look mommy it's you. I was stunned that he drew what looked like a person for just turning 3 I think he did a great job what do you think? I just had to take a picture since it was on the doodle thingy..lol

Finally!!!!

2007-01-18T09:45:00.000-05:00

Hey everyone, how are ya's ? I'm pretty good I guess. I'm getting anxious about this cycle coming up, I just hope I have someone to watch Little Guy when I go in for the folli checks.
Well Boater finally met his first son on Sunday night. Wow how life can change in an instant. We had gotten a call from the phone company (due to me having an unpublished number) from his ex saying it was urgent for him to call her. I was on pins and needles until he came home cuz I just had a bad feeling something was wrong. So Boater finally gets home and calls and she tells him that his son is in the hospital and the doctors think he has lung cancer because there was a spot on his lung in the x-ray. So he was on his way out the door when she called to tell him that the doctors think his son had a seizure in his sleep ( he has epilepsy which they found when he was in kindergarden or first grade) and fluid went into his lungs and that he was gonna be ok. So the cool part was he was still able to go and meet him after 15 yrs =) Boater said he thought it went pretty good and that when he first went in the room he said he asked him if he wanted a hug and he said yes so he did get to hug him to awww =) Boater took pictures of him and Little Guy, just Little Guy and me and Little Guy with him to show I thought but he gave them to him (why give him a pic of me ?)He even started asking questions about Little Guy which made me feel good maybe Little Guy can get to know his big brother. Something I have been wanting for Boater ever since we got together even more so since we had Little Guy. His son was released from the hospital on Tuesday. Boater talked to him twice on Monday but nothing since then. His ex got some kind of surgery yesterday so they are pretty busy. I think Boaters gonna call tomorrow if he don't hear anything.
Not much else going on at the moment. I am surprised how quiet everything is on here like my myspace wow I haven't had a comment in like 17 -18 days and this blog hardley ever sees visitors anymore...lol
I was gonna go and get that blood test done yesterday but looked at the lab slip and I have to fast for 12 hrs so I decided to get it done tomorrow. Ohhh I pray my wbc is ok and that it is still going down. My RE didn't say a word about it but as soon as I saw my nurse that was pretty much her first words to me...lol
Welp thats it today. I hope everyone doing good!! Take care!!!!
TTFN

My Update =)

2007-01-12T23:05:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone, how are ya's? I'm doing pretty good. Well most of you know I went for my follow up appointment today with the RE. It went pretty good. He explained everything to us about the test we had done and he thinks I have a good chance at getting pregnant. He was really excited that I quit smoking he kept saying how awesome it was. I will be doing the IUI (intrauterine insemination) when my next cycle starts, so it will probably be the end of this month or the begining of next month since I always have to take something to bring it on. My nurse said to call her on cd 30 if I haven't started it yet.I am on cd 17 today. So once I start my cycle I have to go in on cd 3 and get blood work and a transvaginal ultrasound, if everything comes back ok I will start the clomid (50mg) that day for 5 day's, then I will go in on cd11 for more bloodwork and another transvaginal ultrasound to check to see if I have any follicals growing and if there is then to see how big they are. I may need to make a few trips in to keep checking since they may not be ready on cd 11, Once it or they reach the size they want then I will give myself a shot in the belly which is called a trigger and that will ensure ovulation with in 36 -40 something hrs so they said once I do the shot I will have the IUI 2 days after . I just hope I get good results on just 50 mg of clomid. Welp I guess that sums it up. I think a BFP (big fat positive) pregnancy test would be nice right around our anniversary =) Oh yeah and he took me off the metformin WOO HOO my behind will be very happy...lol and drinking coffee's not gonna bother me either YAY!!!!

Happy 18th Birthday Amber Lynn!!!! I love you bunches!!!!!!!

Wow it's been a few weeks...

2007-01-03T21:38:00.000-05:00

Hello everyone, How are ya's? I'm doing pretty good. wow I didn't realize it has been a few weeks since I updated. I have been busy.
We had a nice Christmas =) Little Guy must have had Santa fooled with all the gifts he got..lol I got a few sweaters and snow boots. I didn't really want much I mean it's for the kids right ( even though we all can be kids inside from time to time) plus I spent way to much on my eye glasses hehe. My mom had to work Christmas so I made dinner, I made the side dishes on christmas eve and cook the turkey and ham on christmas. My sister and her family came over, we had a good time. Boaters family didn't stop over. One of my neices stayed over for a few days then my sister picked her up and took Little Guy for a few day's ( woo hoo a much needed break) I was so bored...lol I couldn't wait for him to come home I missed him soo much. I think Boater missed him as much as I did =)
They brought him back on New Year's Eve and stayed to help bring in the new yr. Boater and my BIL (brother in-law) were drinking red bull with shots of jagermeister in it and also drinking beer, my sister was drinking baileys irish cream in her coffee then she had some parrot bay (sp) captian morgan drinks, I couldn't drink =( not with being on this medicine, but we all had a good time. My BIL got so sick about 1/2 hr before midnight. Oh while Little Guy was away, Boater and I were watching TV I guess it was about 1-2 in the morning and we heard something and saw a car going up the road with it's lights off didn't think nothing of i at the time but noticed around 4 am that someone had thrown a bolder at our snowman snowglobe =( what is wrong with ppl ?? We were able to fix it but we lost a lot of the snow.

I went and had my crown put on last week. I go Monday to get 2 cavities filled and guess what??? I'm finished!!!! woo hoo he did say that I was probably due for another cleaning. So I guess I'm not done..lol

Well I didn't start my cycle on Christmas eve or christmas =) I started getting a little worried because I usually get it with in 3 days after taking the provera but this time I got it late on the 5th night . I was able to get that sonohysterogram done. I got it done today actually and my doctor did the procedure. He thought that I might have had uterine fibroids from what it looked like on this other test I had done, but nothing my uterus looks good so he said for me to make a follow up appointment and we can go over all the testing and most likely start the IUI (Intrauterine insemination) next cycle WOOO HOOOO!!!!!! I'm so gosh darn excited. I go for the follow up next Friday (Jan 12th) You should have seen me I was jumping up and down in the elevator cuz I was so excited LOL. So the only thing that I think that can stand in my way now is my WBC . I go next week to get that tested again, and I have been praying everyday that it is where it's suppose to be.

Little Guy has been doing pretty good. He started having the sniffles and the sneezies (hopefully I don't get it. I don't think that will help with my WBC) He still is himself for the most part. He just loves everything everyone gave him for christmas. I think his favorites are the v-smile, a fisherprice digital camera ( which takes crappy pic's but he don't care..lol) play-doh activity set and lincon logs. I was amazed at how quick he caught on to the v-smile he's such a smart little boy. He is doing great with going potty he has a peepee accident here and there but thats it.

Boater has been on vacation since the 22nd, he goes back to work tomorrow. I'm kinda looking forward to it. I love him to peices but I want my computer back!!! He won't use his and I refuse to. He is still smoking more since he has been on vacation and he smokes in that rm and I do not want to smell it!! I'm surprised how much I think it stinks. I know I know I walked around smelling like that for 22 yrs. I have not smoked it is like day 44 with out one =) Woo Hoo go me. I guess that about it. I hope everyones holidays were great ones and that everyone have a very happy, healthy and very prosperous yr ahead. Take Care!!!
TTFN

Feeling A Little Down!!

2006-12-15T21:46:00.000-05:00

Hi ladies how is everyone? I'm pretty good just been thinking. It has been a yr and one month since we started trying to have a baby even though I didn't start any treatments till January. I was really hoping that we would have had a baby by now or I would be pregnant at least. I went for my no menses workup Tuesday and they put me on provera for 10 days which upset me a little because the RE put me on it for only 5 day's last time and I asked the nirse and she had no clue so I should have AF on Christmas
( Merry F****** Christmas to me huh....lol) I'm sure I'll either get it Christmas Eve or Christmas. No Christmas miracle for me =( As I was getting the vaginal ultrasound done the tech counted the follicals on each ovary where the eggs grow and she said I had 8 on each ovary I asked her if that ment that I could ovulate this upcoming cycle and she said yes. I was surprised I thought the eggs started growing when you start your cycle.
Little Guy had his 3 yr checkup and his height is 38 1/4 75th percentile and his weight was 35.8 lbs 80th percentile, he has met or passed the development for his age. He got a flu shot since they widened the age range to 59 months. I feel better safe then sorry. He did really great getting it to he just watched the nurse and said owwwe that hurt.
I finally went and had an eye exam on Wednesday and the doctor said I was really far sided so I get to wear glasses which I knew would happen. I got a cute blue pair . I actually wanted 2 pairs but they were both very exspensive so I only got one for right now. I forgot to ask the eye doc if I have to wear them all the time. I asked this only lady who had done a few eye tests on me and she said yes I am going to make sure when I got pick them up.
I also went and had my stitches taken out Wednesday the doctor said it looked good but today O was looking at it and just happened to touch my ear slightly and here comes some TMI some puss and blood came out and it actually did it on both ears. I'm not sure if it is infected or if he just didn't get it all out. I guess I'll be calling him on Monday. I am sooo tired of going to the doctors or going to get tests done.
I hope everyone is having a good start to their weekend!! Take Care!!!
TTFN

Weekly Update...lol

2006-12-09T09:41:00.000-05:00

Hello peps what's up? Same Ole Same Ole here. Were doing pretty good. I got my surgery done over a week ago and am doing pretty good. I go Wednesday to get the stitches out.
I went to my PCP this past Thursday and she had me get a CBC done 2 day's before I went to see her. Well the bad news is it is still elevated, the good news is that it is slowly coming down. It was 13.0 this time. I go get more bloodwork done in a month. I just hope and pray it is 10.8 or lower. She did say that she didn't want me to have to get a bone marrow biopsy if I didn't need one... WHAT????? that scared the crap out of me. So if you could add me in your prayers I would really appreciate it.
I finally got my results from the HSG and the doctors say's it looks like I may have Uterine fibroids. So he wants me to get a sonohysterogram is an ultrasound a speculum examination is performed to localize the cervix (identical to a conventional internal examination by a gynecologist). A betadine prep is then used on the cervix. Thereafter, a thin relatively soft catheter is placed through the endocervical canal into the endometrial cavity. A small retention balloon is inflated at the end of the catheter to hold it in place and the speculum is removed. A transvaginal ultrasound is then performed while sterile saline is injected through the catheter. I had this done about a yr ago when they thought I had a polyp, so hopefully there will be nothing there. I cancelled my follow up appointment with them that I had for Monday I figured why go when all he'll probably say would be umm you need to get that test done before we go any futher. I did make an apoointment for a no menses workup. Just another wasted cycle =(
It will be 19 day's at 3 pm since I quit smoking. Yay!!! I didn't think I could go cold turkey like that. I tried to quit before and used the patch and had bad cravings and started smoking after 11 day's. Boater was buming about 2 cigs a day from his coworkers, he don't smoke any when he's home. I guess thats better then 2 packs a day. My mom went a week in a half then smoked a cig at Little Guys b-day party but hasn't smoked any since. Hopefully they will just not want it like I do.
I am so ticked off. I sold my OV Watch on ebay and the lady never paid. I had that payment was due in 7 day's which would have been a Tuesday. well a day or two before she sends me a message through ebay telling me she can't pay till Friday cuz thats her payday. Well no payment so I messangered her Friday night to see if she would be paying and no response. I still have not heard from her and I've sent her a few emails. I made an Unpaid Item dispute against her. Still nothing after a week. I also left negative feedback . I just don't know why ppl bid on stuff they don't intend to pay for and I had another person that had bidded on it
=( Ohh well I have it relisted so hopefully it will sell.
Little Guy is doing good. He had a nice party but it was small since my sister had to work and her kids didn't get to come. I should have just had it at Chuck E Chesse. it probably would have been cheaper..lol He goes for his 3 yr check up this coming Thursday. I can't wait to see how much he has learned in the last yr and how much he has grown.
I guess thats about it. I hope everyone is having a nice weekend.
Take care!!!! TTFN

Happy 3rd Birthday My Little Guy!!!

2006-11-29T23:17:00.000-05:00

Wow I can't believe that three yrs ago today I was having my little miracle =) We had such a great day. Geoffrey the giraffe from Toy's R Us called and wished him a happy birthday this morning. Then we took him to Chuck E Cheese for lunch he is such a flirt..lol He had a blast, he didn't want to leave ...lol after that we took him to Toy's R Us with soem money we took out of hid piggy bank. A friend of ours got him a railroad crossing bank that makes noise when you put the money in so we figured we would cash some in and save some. He got a tractor thats in the movie cars and it makes the same noise as they do when Mater scares it...lol and a mater to go with his lightning mcqueen, 2 nerf or something,like that swords,a car's hidaway (like a little tent) and they gave him a crown that said it's my birthday and a balloon. We came home and my mom had to work tonight so she gave him his gifts before she left. She gave him a glow in the dark Thomas shirt and Over the Hedge dvd. After dinner our friend came over and we opened gifts and had cake. All in all I think he had a good birthday. I am upset cause I didn't get a pic of him blowing out the candle but Boater said we can get one off of the video we took. The candle we used was just a number candle but is was used on all three of our cakes. I think thats cool =) Here are some pic's.

Doing Pretty Good!!

2006-11-26T09:00:00.000-05:00

Hello, How is everyone? I'm good Not to much going on you know same s*** different day =) Well we got hypnotized last Monday to stop smoking. It was a lot different then what I expected. On the way home Boater and I got into a stupid argument and I smoked a cigarette =( I have not smoked since. I don't have the cravings like I did when I tried to quit with the patch. Everyday get's easier and easier. Boater has smoked a few cigarettes but hasn't had any in a few days, my mom had a cigarette that night and a few puffs here and there. I am so glad to be on the way to a healthier life.
I still have not heard the results from the HSG which is kind of pissing me off. I did call and make my follow up appointment. I was hoping to get in before December but our appointment is December 11th =( I just hope my cycle don't start before then or it will be another wasted cycle and I am getting sick of those. I am not getting any younger. I am upset with myself. I forget a lot to take my temp when I get up in the morning. How am I gonna know I ovulated if I keep forgetting that.
I went to the surgeon on Wednesday and now I'm just waiting for them to call me to get this cyst removed I have a few little ones behind the other ear so he's going to remove them to. They give you a local and then cut them out. So hopefully soon. I guess I will reschedule my follow up appointment with my PCP if it's not done before then. I am praying that my WBC will be normal next time I go. I have to get a repeat CBC done 2 days before I go back to her.
Little Guy woke up around 2 AM and he had a slight fever and threw up. He seems a little better this morning , he still has a slight fever. I hope it's like a 24-48 hr bug. I don't want him sick on his birthday which is Wednesday. We plan to take him to Chuck E Cheese for lunch and have a little cake after dinner with a few gift's. We are having a small party for him Saturday. I had planned on a Thomas the train theme for the party but some little one changed there mind. He wants a "Cars' theme you know the movie. I just wished I didn't already buy that Thomas shirt.
Ohh I relisted that OV Watch on Ebay and it sold. I can not believe I got $4 more for the monitor. I guess since it's fairly new ppl just don't know just how exspensive they are. I am kinda upset with the person that won it though. I have that it must be paid for with in 7 days from the end of the auction. It ended the 21st so she should pay me by the 28th which is Tuesday. Well I get an email from her telling me she can't pay till Friday. UGH!! why do ppl do stupis stuff like that if you don't have the money don't bid. Oh well.
I hope everyone's haveing a good weekend. I miss my comments well not a lot of ppl come here anymore. Sorry to be so boring. Take Care!!
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Hello Friends!!!

2006-11-18T09:17:00.000-05:00

How's it going? I hope all is well. I'm doing ok Not to much going on. Same shit different day.
I still haven't gotten my results from the HSG yet =( I emailed the nurse Monday night and didn't hear back from her so I called her Thursday and she was out of the office due back in Friday. So I called her yesterday morning and she didn't have my chart so she said the doctor was probably reviewing the HSG and she will call me as soon as she has the results. UGH!!! I have talked to a few woman who have had this done and they all got there results the same day. My nurse did say I could make my follow up appointment. I tried to make it but was not feeling good yesterday and spent most of the day on the potty =( I don't know if I am coming down with anything or if it's the metformin I'm taking. I hate this medicine you have to watch your sugar and carb intake or you will be running to the potty. I have had a hard time even drinking coffee. I am hoping to get my follow up appointment scheduled Monday morning.
My appointment with the surgeon I had for this past Thursday was cancelled because he had to leave early and there was no way I could go in earlier, so I have an appointment Wednesday with another one. I guess it's a good thing since the one surgeon will be on vacation for 2 weeks after Thanksgiving. I just want them to take this darn cyst out asap so I can get another CBC done to see if that was the reason. I am praying that it is. I'm just nervous that my RE will not do anything till we figure out why my WBC is elevated.
I decided that since I was seeing a RE that I didn't need my fertility monitor or my ov watch anymore so I put them on Ebay. I was surprised that I only sold the monitor.I bought it brand new for $88 used it only 2 months so I had like 14 test strips left and I got $91 for it with the test strips. Boater said I put my starting bid for the ov watch to high. I bought it for $189 with 3 sensors used it for 2 months so I have one sealed sensor left and put my starting bid for $100. I had 6 watchers but no one bidded on it =( So I relisted it starting at $85, so keep your fingers crossed that it will sell and I get at least $100 for it.
Guess what were doing Monday??? We are finally going to go get hypnotized to quit smoking. I know why not just try and quit on our own easier said then done. It's gonna be me, Boater and my mom. We are gonna be there pretty much the whole day since they do it one at a time. I just hope it works. It would be so awesome to come home and not smoke and have an extra $450-$500 a month.
They changed Boaters day's again at his work. I think it's because they are short handed and a little slower in the winter. He was working 6 days every other week and they took away his Sunday's which is premium pay. Now he only works 5 days a week but he got Sunday's back.
Wow Little Guy's birthday is coming up way to fast. I can't believe he's gonna be 3. Why do they have to grow up so quick =( He is doing an awesome job going to the potty. I still put a pull up on him when he sleeps and when we go out. I am thinking we are gonna try venturing out without one when we go out again well not the next time cuz we will be going out Monday all day but like when we go to the store or over Boaters mom's. His talking is getting soo much better he still has problems with like his f's and s's and some other letters but we are working on them. I got his 3 yr check up scheduled for December 14th. I can not wait to see how he's doing. For you mommies that have taken there kids for the 3yr check up, what all do they check?
Welp I guess I've bored ya's enough ohhh BTW Java you have not been a horrible friend to me at all!!! I know your busy and that you have your hands full. I hope everyone's having a good weekend!! Take Care!!
TTFN

One step closer... I hope.

2006-11-09T10:58:00.000-05:00

Hello friends, how are ya's? I hope good. I'm doing ok, still stressing a little but not as bad.
I went Wednesday morning to get the HSG (hysterosalpingogram) test done. It was the only appointment available, I was so nervous cuz it was only cd 8 and I thought I'de still have my cycle, but it stoped after cd 6. Wow I don't think I have ever had one that short except while I was on clomid. I'm getting ready to go and they have you take antibiotics just incase you have an infection . They don't want it passing through your uterus and fallopian tubes . It made me so sick . I am just glad I woke up early and started getting ready . So I go get the test which wasn't that bad except they have you straighten out your legs. Which is kind of hard when you have a speculum in ya....lol I don't know the results yet. So that was the last test in the prescreening. I'll make a follow up visit once my results come back from the HSG and hopefully we can do the IUI next cycle. I am hoping that since I had a fairly normal cycle so far that maybe just maybe I'll ovulate on my own. I can only hope =)
I also had a follow up with my PCP. I got all the paperwork I need to go see a hematologist. We got to talking and she was checking my Lymph nodes in my neck and I told her about this sebaceous cyst I have behind my ear. So she looked and it and tried to pop it with no luck and boy does it hurt today. She thinks that could be a reason my WBC is elevated . She said she has seen it in ppl with acne, so she wants me to go to a surgen to get it removed. I go to one next Thursday. So right now we are putting going to see the hematologist on hold. So now she has me taking antibiotics UGH!! I feel like I have been living on those things ever since I started going to the dentist.
I hope everyones having a good week. Take Care!!!
TTFN

A Little Scared!!

2006-11-05T10:42:00.000-05:00

Hi pep's, How are ya's? I'm ok I guess. I got the results from my repeat CBC and my white blood cell count is still elevated. The first time I had it done it was 15 something , this time it was 14 something. They want it to be somewhere around 4,300 and 10,800 . So now my PCP wants me to see a Hematologists since it is still elevated. I am a little scared. I am affraid something is really wrong with me. I don't feel sick or anything. I wonder if there are just some ppl that have a higher one for no reason. I'm scared that it could be something that will keep me from trying to have another baby let alone not be able to watch my Little Guy grow up into a young man. My mom say's I need to stop worrying but how can I. I tried making an appointment with one but all I got was an answering machine and they haven't called me back. I have Boater all scared to.
Well I went for my CD 3 workup on Friday. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be with my cycle being as heavy as it is. They do bloodwork to check your hormone levels like your estrodiol (sp) then they do a transvaginal ultrasound to check for cyst's. I don't have any cyst's to worry about and my estrodiol levels were a little elevated but the nurse said thats common for woman who have PCOS. So on with the prescreening. All I have left to do is that HSG, the nurse wants me to get it done on cd 12 but thats on a Sunday and the radiology place is not open on Sunday's so I'm going to schedule it for Saturday and am still praying this bleeding will be gone. I just wished I had normal cycles. I mean there are a lot of woman who have normal cycles even though they are anovulatory.
Welp I guess that's it for now. I hope everyone's having a nice weekend. Take Care!!!
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Our Trick Or Treating and other Stuff =)

2006-11-01T12:36:00.000-05:00

Hello ladies, how are ya's? I'm good just realaxing after all that walking last night..lol Little Guy had a great time. We went to this one neighborhood where Boaters cousin use to live they go all out every year. He got so many compliments on his skeleton costume. He's missing the hands because they were to big so I just left them at home. Boater wore that ugly mask but only for a little while but the kids got a kick out of it. After a little while Little Guy wanted to go up to the house all by himself, he is just getting so independent =( . We took a bag also and would dump the candy in it when the pumpkin got a little heavy. We did that for about 2-2 1/2 hrs then we went to Boaters aunt's so his mom, aunt and grandmother could see Little Guy. Boaters mom took him around to a few houses, after that we went to Boater's ex-bil's to see the kids there Little Guy ate and we hung out for a little bit then we came home. We had a great time. Here are some pic's I had a hard time getting ones due to there being sooo many kids.

The last pic is Boaters mom w/Little Guy. I tell ya the pic of me stinks...lol I never look in a pic like I look if I look in the mirror...lol
When we got home I noticed Aunt Flo came to visit woo hoo. I know you think I'm weird getting excited about starting my cycle. So I called the nurse today and since I got it after 5 PM today is cd1. I go Friday morning for my cd3 bloodwork and vaginal ultrasound I am so nervous I have never had one of them while bleeding (YUCK!!) So I have to take Little Guy over to Boaters moms early that morning. I'm still praying that it will end by cd10 so I can get that HSG done I am tired of waiting I want to get started with this already. I went and had the repeat CBC done today I just hope my white blood count is normal and I got the other test done that the lab missed the last time for my RE. I did ask the nurse if they got back Boaters SA and she said that they did but the doctor hasn't signed off on it yet but she did tell me everything looked good which I kinda figured...lol Welp thats about it here I hope everyone's doing good.

Congratulations Purplemama and family on the arrival of baby Mayson on 10/25/06

Take Care everyone!! TTFN

BRRR it's Cold!!!

2006-10-24T09:20:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how is everyone today? I hope good and warm. I'm pretty good.It is really chilli this morning.I guess winters on it's way .
I want to congratulate Blue and her family on the arrival of their little girl on Saturday!!
I went and had my hair done Friday. I didn't get a new style like I wanted because I couldn't figure out what it was that I wanted. I got it highlighted with a toner and all the yucky stringy dead ends cut off and had her do long layers. OMG it looks so much fuller. Everyone loves the color. I think it may be a bit to light but they say it isn't. I tried to take a pic of it but they weren't turning out good at all...lol
Sunday I got up early and went shopping with my mom. We went to Target and Kohls. I didn't get anything from Target but I got a few tops and a suede coat which I needed badly. When I got home I finished getting Little Guy ready to go see Boaters mom, sister, neice and nephew. We had a pretty good time after that we all went over to see his Aunt and grandmom and his grandmom could not believe how big Little Guy's getting but it has been about 6 or 7 months since they have seen him.
Yesterday I had to get up early again to go and get a no menses workup, which is bloodwork and a vaginal ultrasound. They have to make sure your not pregnant before they give you anything to take to bring on your cycle. The good thing is they call you the same day . The lady who did the ultrasound said my lining was very thick and that I should go and stock up on pads or whatever cuz it's gonna be a bad one =( So I got the go ahead to start the provera but he only has me taking it for 5 days instead of 10. I just hope that it brings on my cycle and that since I'm not taking it for that long that it won't be to heavy and will stop before cd 10 so I can get this HSG done. We took Little Guy with us yesterday and after we got there Boater read a booklet that says they would rather you not bring children with you so you don't hurt the other ladies feeling that are having a hard time getting pregnant. So I had Boater take Little Guy down to the truck. So now I'll have to find someone to watch Little Guy everytime I go which will probably be a lot =( Boater had his SA done Friday. My nurse did call me back yesterday and told me that they have most of my test back but were missing some so she called the lab this morning and they missed a few so now I have to go and get them done again next week when I go get another CBC done.
I finally made my appointment to go and get this impression for a crown. I go tomorrow afternoon. It was so nice this past month or so to not go to the dentist but I should only have like 2 more visits maybe three if I get the zoom done.
Welp I gotta go, I hope everyones doing good!! Take Care!!
TTFN

Weekly Update...lol

2006-10-19T10:07:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how's it going? It's going ok here. Most of you know that I got some of my bloodwork back and my white blood count is elevated. Which means infection, I was so worried and still am I went to the doctors yesterday about it and she thinks it's from this cold I got at the end of last month and still have this cough that won't go away, so she gave me azithromycin to take and I need to go and get another CBC (complete blood count) done in 2 weeks. Boater had to go also to get a referral for the SA (Semen Analysis) he has to get done which I thought was funny, he never needed a referral the other 2 times he did it. I was so surprised she didn't have him go for chest x-rays he coughs all the time, she did give him an antibiotic and an inhaler. She does want him to come in for a physical.
Here I am waiting for them to give me the go ahead to start the provera to bring on my cycle and I found out today that I have to go in for a no menses workup which is more bloodwork and an ultrasound and this is only done in the morning between 7:30-9 AM so I'm going Monday at 8:30 since Boater is off. I read all my paperwork they gave me except that duh!! I could have done this 2 weeks ago =( I just want to get this 100 and something day cycle and then this upcomming wasted cycle over with and move on to one were we will actually be trying to get pregnant, and I just pray that I won't bleed to long so I can get this HSG (hysterosalpingogram) done . They got back all of Boaters infectious disease bloodwork which was negative of course and my Cystic fibrosis test which was also negative. They are still waiting on my infectious disease bloodwork and what ever else they test the female for like hormones to some back.
We will probably be going to do that hypnosis to quit smoking in the next week or two ahhh I hope it works that will give us an extra almost $500 a month.
Little Guy is doing good, he's still my little stinker =) Welp I guess thats it. I hope everyone's having a good week. Take Care!!
TTFN

Howdy =)

2006-10-15T12:09:00.000-04:00

Hello Ladies, how are ya's? I hope your having a nice weekend! I'm doing good. I'm bored and a little tired today. I noticed I haven't posted anything in the last week so i figured I would since it would pass the time...lol
We were suppose to have the Bathroom redone starting Tuesday but the guy who was suppose to come cut himself and had to go to the hospital, so they sent anohter guy out Wednesday. It was suppose to be a 2 day job but the guy got it done in one which was cool. He was here for 12 hrs. I did not want to go through another day of chasing Little Guy around so he wouldn't get into the guys stuff. Boater started putting the new sink and toilet in Thursday but was having problems with the sink. So Friday we had to go get bloodwork done for the RE and I had to get that bloodwork my PCP wanted. That was crazy, Little Guy wouldn't listen kept running around the place playing with the water thingy. They call us back and he was trying to get into the medical waste trash and playing with the sink. I'm just glad Boater didn't have that much blood work to be done, so he took him outside while I finished up. They took 9 vales (sp) from me. I did get a paper in the mail saying that my renal ultrasound came back normal. After we did that we picked my mom up at work since she didn't drive in and it was right next to the place we were getting the bloodwork done. We had to go to Home Depot for some stuff for the bathroom. Boater got most of it done yesterday. Here's some pic's they are not that great it's a small bathroom. I didn't get before pic's =(

The walls above the tile are a light blue. It's hard to see on the pic's and when your in there...lol so we might get a little darker blue and just pray we don't get anything on anything..lol. It also needs a new vent cover which we forgot to pick up.
Yesterday I noticed Spot (Little Guys pet frog or toad the dentist gave him) just didn't look good so I got something to just poke him with and he was hard as a rock (eeewww) Little Guy was so upset he was crying and he said he had to get another one, so we will probably have a little funeral for him when Boater gets back from getting yet another motor for his boat. I wish my period would just come already I am on cd 100 today =( I want to get these other tests done so we can get on with it. I am tired of waiting..lol I'm going to get my hair done this coming Friday. I'm not really sure what I want. I do know I want it highlighted to try and cover up some of this gray hair. I want something different. My hair has gotten so thin in like the last 2 yrs so I need volume. I may get a perm not sure, I've been looking at hairstyles on here but haven't found anything I like. I hope I can find something I like. Welp I guess thats it. I hope everyone's having a great weekend!! Take Care!!
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Here's the Little Stinker =)

2006-10-07T20:15:00.000-04:00

and a sneak peak of his costume, he don't have the hands and feet on.

and one with what his daddy is going to be...lol

Well...

2006-10-06T18:09:00.000-04:00

Hello peps , how are ya's? I'm pretty good. We went and met with the RE today and we really liked him. He wants to get test done. I have to have a lot of bloodwork done and a HSG (hysterosalpingogram) It is an x-ray procedure performed to determine whether the fallopian tubes are open and to see if the shape of the uterine cavity is normal. This test has to be done between cd 5-10 I just hope I don't bleed that long because I won't be able to get the test done. I have to also get bloodwork and a vaginal ultrasound done on cd 3. Boater has to get a SA (Semen Analysis) done and he is able to do it in the privacy of our home =) he just has to have it there with in an hr so thats cool. after all the tests are done then we will meet back up with the RE and go from there. I think he wants to do an IUI (intrauterine insemination) The good thing about going to him is that they monitor you, they take blood test on cd 3 and ultrasounds to see how your eggs are developing. I am a little confussed as to when I have to get what test done but the nurse wrote it all down for me so I'll look over it when Little Guy's in bed. I am also on prenatal multivitamins. He didn't take me off the metformin =( but he gave me the extended release, it's suppose to be more gental on your stomach, he said that it actually helps the clomid and other medicines I may be taking. and I was like well I've been taking it since the end of May and it's not doing anything but making me run to the bathroom. He said that it could take up to 8-9 months to actually see if it's working or not. I can't think of anything else right now my head is still spinning. Ohh and of course he wants Boater and I to quit smoking which we have been talking a lot about so the nurse gave us a booklet on stop smoking in one hr. They do hypnosis it's cost $450.00 but if you happen to pick smoking back up then you can go back as many times as need be for free. We will probably be doing this.
I also went and had my renal ultrasound done, the tech said everything look good even though there not suppose to discuss that with you. I am hoping to maybe get all the bloodwork I need done from my PCP & RE on Monday. I just want to get these test done asap.
I hope everyone had a good day and have a great weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Getting Anxious!!

2006-10-05T10:23:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how is everyone doing? I'm doing pretty good. My cough is finally going away. Most of you know that the RE's office called me Tuesday they had an opening for Friday and of course I took it wooo hooo, then afterwards I was worried that Boater wouldn't be able to get off. I tried to get him to switch with someone but he's gonna go in till 9 that will give him 5 hrs so I guess thats better then nothing. They switched his days off again he now has off Sundays and Mondays one week and Sundays the next which is ok he has a day off on the weekends but he won't be getting what they call premium pay =( He told them he didn't want off on Sundays but he don't really have any seniority and the other guys don't want to give up that money.
I figured since he would be home early I would call the radiology place I have to go to to get that renal ultrasound, to see if I needed an appointment so I go tomorrow at 2:30 . I have to drink 16 oz of water an hr before and I can't go to the potty hmmm I wonder what that has to do with my kidneys. The only other thing I have to get done is the bloodwork and I'm not looking forward to that because I can't eat or drink for 12 hrs which I am fine with the not eating part. Ohhh I remember what it's called when your blood pressure is only up when you go to the doctors. "White Coat Syndrome"...lol
I have to call the dentist and make an appointment to get this impression done for my crown and 2 cavities filled then I am done =) I've been putting it off since i had a cold . I also have to get these old eyes checked .
Boaters first son turned 18 yesterday. I wish I knew of a way to find him so he can be a part of our lives. I would love for Boater to get to know him and for Little Guy to know his half brother . I did make Boater up a myspace page just incase. I know a lot of ppl have found ppl on there so all I can do is pray. I even found 2 friends I knew when I was a kid. I know his son is probably hurt that Boater hasn't been in his life but the boys mom made that very hard. The last time Boater went to see him she had him arrested under false pretensions. I just hope his son understands and will be able to forgive him.
I have noticed that Little Guy is acting a little better so hopefully he's getting out of that terrible 2 stage. Boater took him yesterday to get his hair cut. No more curls =(
Boater finally talked to his mother the other day and I think he's taking Little Guy to see her this weekend, which kinda upsets me because the woman hasn't even called to see how her grandson is doing in over 6 months then all of a sudden Boaters gonna take him to see her . If it was up to me I wouldn't take him and I know I'm wrong but thats just how I feel.
Well I guess I jabbered enough. I hope everyones good. Take Care!!
TTFN

More Waiting!!

2006-09-29T18:45:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how is everyone's Friday going? Mine was ok I guess..lol I went to my new PCP to get the referral I needed and of course my blood pressure was through the roof it was 126/100 she even did an EKG which was normal. I need to go get blood work done to check my cholesterol and all that good stuff. I even have to go and get a renal ultrasound. I guess she just wants to make sure I am in tip top shape...lol My appointment was for 12:30 and they called to see if I could come in at 11:30. I just wished I knew all this yesterday before 1 PM because I would have never cancelled my appointment with my Reproductive Endocronoligist I had for 1:15 now I have to wait till October 27th =( They did put me on the waiting list incase anyone cancels, so I'm praying someone does. I just wished I wasn't such a procrastinator and found all this stuff out with the referral a week ago. I go back to my PCP on the 23rd. She was really worried about my blood pressure, she checked it again before I left and she said it was better so she won't put me on any pills at this time. It is always high when I go to the doctors. I think there is a word for that but can't think of it off hand. I am gonna take it everyday since I have the machine (from when I had to do it everyday when I was pregnant with Little Guy) for 2 weeks before I go back then she can see what it is normally.
I hope everyone had a great Friday. Take care!!
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So Frustrated!!!

2006-09-28T18:29:00.000-04:00

Hello peps whats up? Not to much here. Welp I had to call and cancel my appointment I can not get a referral from my ob because she is a specialist and they can't write referrals to other specialist. So I call the primary care doctor on my insurance card and guess what? They are not accepting new patients UGH!!!! I was on the phone all afternoon and I couldn't get an appointment with any other PCP unless that PCP was on my card and this was after we called the insurance company to make sure we would be able to use my insurance card and they said yes. So I finally found a doctor and I can use my card they just make you sign a waver so thats cool and whats even cooler is my appointment is tomorrow. So hopefully I will get the referral I need and reschedule my appointment with the RE. I just hope I don't have to wait forever. I can not believe how insurance companys are I mean I have great insurance but all this red tape if for the birds. Ok my venting is done...lol
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I'm So Bad!!!

2006-09-27T09:06:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how are you gal's doing? I'm doing ok I guess. I wish this cold would go away. Well I cussed out my ob office yesterday. I called them on Monday after Boater got off the phone with the insurance company to have them write me up a referral. I went and took a nap and when I got up there was a message from them, it was to late to call them back. So I called them yesterday morning and the nurse told me I had to get it from my primary care doctor so I told her what the insurance company said. She then tells me she'll call me back. A different nurse calls me back and tells me they do not write referrals that she called my insurance company and they told her that I needed to go to my primary care doctor. Ohhh I was pissed why would they tell me one thing and tell them another. I think I hung up on her, then I called back to see how I go about getting my medical records because I am just so tired of that office don't get me wrong my ob is great it's just her employees that suck and I don't want to deal with that place any longer. So I just told them off and made sure I told them that they were the most incompetent ppl I have ever met in my life. I called my mom and she talked to one of the doctors that use to work in that practice and they told her that they did write referrals, so she's going to call my ob Thursday when she's at the hospital to see if she'll write me up one. She was not in the office yesterday and she is on a vacation day today. I called the insurance company back to make sure what they told Boater was right and it was. So please keep your fingers crossed that my ob will write me one I mean she's the one who referred me in the first place.
After all that we went out to get Little Guy some more fall/winter clothes and a few brithday and Christmas gifts. We got him a V-Smile with 3 games, we got him hooked on phonics since he don't get into the your baby can read dvd's, a Spark Art Creativity System & Easel this thing is neat here's a pic

We got a few different things to go with it, we got him a kid tough digital camera since he won't leave mine alone =) a few games and a few other things I can't remember so we are on our way Yay!!! I can not believe we started already , we are usually the ones that wait till the last minute. Sheww I forgot how tiring shopping can be. Then when we got home and settled Boater informs me we have ants again we get those darn things in the spring and fall so I straightened up the kitchen which wasn't that bad, I did have a cake on the counter so maybe that drew them in.
Boater got his stiches taken out on Monday and the doctor pulled one and it broke off inside so he goes today to see what they can do about it.
Welp I guess thats it =) I hope you all are having a good week. Take Care!!
TTFN

I Hate Colds!!!

2006-09-24T20:21:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies how are ya's? I'm doing better. I have been sick sionce Wednesday thanks to Boater. I haven't had a cold this bad in a long time. It started out as a sore throat, then coughing. Ohhh my mussels right under my rib cage hurt sooo bad Friday from coughing then it moved to my nose and eyes. I have a little cough now so hopefully it will go away soon. I'm just glad Little Guy don't have it as bad. He has coughed and sneezed here and there. I'm hoping thats it.
Boaters hand is doing pretty good one of the stiches feel out but it looks like it's healed he goes tomorrow to see about getting the rest out. I am just so glad that he didn't cut any tendons.
He's going to finally call the indurance company tomorrow to see about the referral I sure hope I don't need one. I am getting really excited that my appointments coming up this Friday and I don't want to have to reschedule it. I just hope that my period stays away. I mean I've been on the same cycle since July 8th so whats a little while longer.
I need to get him to hook up my printer/scanner so I can scan those pic's of us w/Thomas.
Guess what he brought me home on Friday???? Flowers! Awwww what a sweetie =) Makes you feel good to get them when you look like shit...lol
I guess thats about it. I hope you all are doing great Take Care!!!
TTFN

Little Guy's Day out with Thomas

2006-09-19T21:45:00.000-04:00

We went and rode Thomas. We had a pretty good time but were a little disappointed. We got our tickets for the 2:15 ride so we got there about 12 or a little after. We stopped and got lunch, then we went and got our picture taken with Thomas. I wished I would have taken a picture of Little Guy's face when he saw Thomas coming up the track =( We tried asking one of the staff where to get them taken with Sir Topham Hatt, but they only knew of Thomas. So we went to get the picutres that were taken and figured out where to get the ones taken with Sir Topham Hatt, but it was time to ride Thomas. Little Guy really enjoyed it.We got our picture taken on the ride to. After that we went and had just Nathan's picture taken with Thomas then off to get his taken with Sir Topham Hatt. We walked in to where he was and Little Guy waved to him then ran the other way...lol he did not want to get his picture taken with him so we did a family pic. We got the combo deal so you were able to ride another train so we went and did that. Little Guy fell alseep in his daddy's arms but only for like 10 mins. After that we went to get him some temporary tattoos and go to the petting zoo and all that fun stuff and guess what? They were closing everything up =( I guess you have to go bright and early, so we are thinking about going again when it comes back in December. We did have a good time. Out of all the pictures they we got taken we only got one of Little Guy with Thomas and one of all of us with Thomas except my mom she didn't want to get in the pic. I'll have to scan them but here are a few of Little Guy.

What Ya's Think??

2006-09-18T19:40:00.000-04:00

Little Guy and I were goofing off taking pictures last week. I thought I'de post one (it's not that great) so you gal's can see my new grill....lol Don't mind the hair I just washed it and combed it and I have no make-up on.

What a Weekend!!

2006-09-17T09:37:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how are you all doing? I'm doing pretty good. I'm sure most of you know what happen from MO but wanted to post it here to.
I was getting Little Guy ready for bed and he hates getting his teeth brushed (he just started this) So he had put part of a car in his mouth and I took it out and told him not to do that cuz it could make him choke and I looked at the car as I was putting it down and was telling him that one of the wheels could come off ,so he started crying a little. I started brushing his teeth and all of a sudden he starts choking, gasping for air and then he starts vomiting I freaked out and took him down to my mom, he's still gasping for air and vomiting, My mom started doing the heimlich maneuver as I was calling 911 OMG I have never been so scared and terrified in my whole life. He started breathing better as we were on the phone with 911. When the ambulance came he was pretty much back to normal but still coughing here and there. I still had the ambulance take him to the hospital just to be on the safe side. On the way there in the ambulance Little Guy was worried because we left the TV on and he thought it was fun riding in there. The doctor checked him out and said he was fine. thank god. The car he stuck in his mouth wasn't missing any pieces so I have no idea why this happened. I tell ya I don't know what I would do if anything ever happened to my little guy.
One of the fireman that responded got hit by a car when they got here. They said he was doing good but his leg was pretty banged up. I am still so tired from that night. I got Little Guy to sleep I think around 1 AM and I stayed up to make sure Boater was up no later then 3 AM for work, so after I got him up I went and got Little Guy and took him to bed with me so I could make sure he was ok.
Then yesterday right before I put Little Guy to bed Boater calls me to tell me he'll be late that he cut his hand at work and just got back from the hospital and they wanted to investigate it. He got 6 stiches and may have cut the tendons so he may need surgery. He has to go to this place that deals with work related injuries for a referral to see a hand specialist. He said he never should have went to work because he was a little tired from the night before.
Little Guy is back to his ornery self =) I just wish I could get those images out of my head. Boater did go out friday afternoon and got him a critter cage for that darn toad, and he also got him 2 gecko's w/cage and the whole setup. The pet store down the road is going out of business so Boater got them pretty cheap.
Not to much else is going on I just hope I'm not next. I got my packet from the infertility center and I was reading it and it say's that I need a referral from my primary care physician. UGH!!! I have been to a regular doctor in I don't know how long...lol So I'm gonna have Boater call the insurance company Monday and see if I really need it and if I do is there anyway I can get one with out having to see my primary care physician. I just hope if I have to see the regular doctor that I'll be able to go before the 29th. I tell ya if it's not one thing it's the next.
I hope everyone has had a good weekend. Take Care
TTFN!!

Ouch!!

2006-09-14T21:32:00.000-04:00

Hello peps whats up? Not to much here. It's been yucky here for the last few days. It's the great kind of weather for napping. Boater called the dentist yesterday because I was crying just trying to get them in and out so we went today to have them adjusted. We had to wait a little bit when we first got there cuz the dentist was out so when they called me back I hear the dentist come in and he's talking to Little Guy and he was saying don't let him go, catch him, and I'm like what in the world are they talking about. So when the dentist came in to talk to me I was like what is he playing with? He said I brought him in a toad to play with. I sorda had a feeling he was gonna say that...lol so now we have a toad (how lovely) My gums still really hurt and I do have a sore on the left side but they were tolerable. I have to rinse with salt water and I have this stuff called orabase it's like a liquid band aid for your mouth, but I manage to get it all over the inside of my mouth and lips. I got my lips stuck together yesterday....lol I would really love to have implants. I was talking to the dentist and he said to give it like 2 more yrs they will be a lot cheaper. Boater said we would look into that =)
We went Wednesday to pick up the truck. They said it was the wires to the fuel pump. It cost $517 something. Boater is still a little leery about driving it, but who can blame him I know I would be. He said that he's not gonna be comfy driving it until we have filled the tank up at least 5 times. It would break down after filling the tank I think 2 times. I asked Boater if we were still going to take that guy to small claims court and he said he didn't know. I sure hope we do.
Well some of you know I finally made the appointment for the RE. I got on September 29th I was really surprised I didn't have to wait longer. I just hope Boater can get off of work at 12 instead of 1:30 if not then I'm gonna have to reschedule cuz I really want him there with me. I think my mom might even get off at 12 so she can keep Little Guy for me.
Well Little Guy is finally doing pretty good with going to the potty, well pee pee anyway. Yesterday was the first time he pooped in the potty and he did it again today so hopefully were on the right track.
I hope everyones having a good week. Take care!!
TTFN

So Embarrassed!!!

2006-09-11T22:43:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how's it going? I'm doing pretty good =) So we get a phone call last night from the dentist (yeah on a Sunday night at 8:50 PM) saying that they are finally done. So I went in today to get them and they fit good and look great. After I ate dinner I wanted to brush my teeth and I couldn't get them out, so I go ask my mom how she takes hers out and still they wouldn't come out. Boater called the dentist a few times and finally got a hold of him and you know what? He came to my house to help me. I couldn't believe that..lol I felt so embarrassed especially since he brought his girlfriend with him, but he filed it down some and I was able to get them out myself..lol Now I feel like I have a sore on the one side of my gums =( but he said they just needed to toughen up. They fit so good I would be surprised if I flused them down the toilet....lol He did look at Little Guy's teeth and said they looked good and Little Guy said mommy brushes them all the time...lol and the dentist said that mommy does a good job. That makes ya feel good =)
I am thinking about calling and setting up my appointment with the RE tomorrow. I am so nervous. I feel like I have the never ending cycle. I am on cd (cycle day) 66 thats what 2 months with out it. I mean normally I wouldn't complain I would just be happy that I wasn't bleeding for that long, but I can't get pregnant without it.
We will be getting our bathroom done on October 10th woo hoo I can not wait. They said it will only take 2 days so thats great. We still need to get a medicine cabinet and decide on the color. We want to get it painted and the floor done before they come.
I am getting so siked to take Little Guy to go ride Thomas (I promise I won't talk about it anymore..well until we go anyway ) I got those shirts in and they are to cute I can't wait to take pictures of him in them.
I want to start Birthday & Christmas shopping. I really want to get him that V-Smile. Does anyone have it for there kids? I'm not sure if I want to give him that for his birthday or for Christmas.
Well I've probably bored ya's enough =) I hope everyone's doing good. Take Care!!
TTFN

Howdy All!!

2006-09-01T00:07:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies how are ya's? I'm doing pretty good. I ordered the tickets for a Day Out With Thomas. We are going on September 19th and Little Guy can't wait. It's going to be us three and my mom. I just can't wait to see his little face when he climb aboard =) I was loking around on Ebay yesterday and I was trying to price partry supplies for his birthday I am trying to get stuff a little early so I'm not running around like a chicken with there head chopped off. Well I came across this cute T-shirt

I just had to get it for him to wear but I got him long sleeve due to it being in November. So then I was just checking out some other shirts she does. They are all embroidered and I saw this one

I couldn't refuse..lol you may have to click on the pic to get a better look. So we are all set for riding Thomas. You know I will be snapping pic's the whole time.
I went to the dentist for my final fitting woo hoo. He said I should have them by Wednesday hopefully, so you know what that means I will most likely be calling the Reproductive Endocronoligist another wooo hoo I am so sick of this never ending cycle I could just scream but it does have it's perks...lol
Well Bath Fitters came the last night and we will be having them do the tub and they will also be doing the walls YAY!!! no more tile to have to wipe down (half the walls have tile on them) We got new tile for the floor and it has a little hint of tan and blue in it so I would love to paint the the walls where theres no tile the blue color in the tile. Boaters not to happy about that, but I think it would make everything stand out better and plus who wants an all white bathroom. You would have to wear sunglasses in there....lol I will have to take before and after pic's.
Well most of you know that my truck still isn't fixed we had to get it towed to the dealer today which cost $110 the guy at the shop that has been messing with it was only going to charge Boater $50 to tow it there but he didn't want to give him anymore of his money. So now we'll just have to wait to see what the real problem is. I sure hope it don't cost much. Why did my warrenty have to expire. I knew we should have renewed it but I really didn't think we would have problems with it, it don't even have 30 thousand miles on it. I wanted to thank Java again for looking up that information for us, your a sweetie =)
Thats about it here. I hope you all are having a great week. Take care!!!
TTFN

Frustrated!!!

2006-08-29T10:00:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies how are you gals doing? I'm doing pretty good. I am getting so frustrated with everything. The dentist calls me at 9PM last night to tell me that I need to go in for another fitting...geesh how many darn fitting does it take. I feel like my life is on hold. We still haven't gotten our truck back, the guy called Saturday and said that he would be putting a new fuel pump in over the weekend. I think he thinks the problem is some kind of plug. He did say that he wouldn't charge us any labor fees but if he has to replace any parts except the fuel pump then we will have to pay for what the part cost.
We called Bath fitters yesterday and they were suppose to come out yesterday at 6 PM then the guy called and said he was running late that he would be here at 7-7:30 well Boater gets home from work at 7:30 and is tired and grumpy and is upset that they were coming out so late so we called the guy and left a message that we will reschedule. So hopefully we can get them out here tomorrow evening. We just want to see how much they charge compaired to doing it ourselves. I really don't know when Boaters going to be able to do it. They changed his hrs again. Well they changes first shifts hrs to 4 AM -1:30 PM 6 days a week. Right now they are doing a rebuild so he'll be working a lot this week
We were talking the other day and have decided to start going birthday shopping for Little Guy and Christmas shopping. That way were not running around at the last minute like we always do..lol I really don't know when to have his party with Boater working weekends and my sister works weekends now to. I told Boater last night that I am NOT going to invite his mom. I am a little pissed at her. Ever since her and Boater got into an argument she has not once called here to see how her grandson is doing. I feel that just because she's upset with Boater don't take it out on my child. You know the thing that upsets me more is that I know how close she is with Boaters sister's kids. I feel like my son is not good enough for them, or maybe it's just that it's Boaters son. I'm not sure if you all know but Boater has another son, he will be 18 in October. His mom or dad werent really there for him all they worried about was a paternity test they never once tried to help him get visitation rights. I mean he was 17 at the time. Well he's only seen his other son a few times then almost 4 yrs ago the mother of his son sent him papers for him to sign so her husband could adopt him. I was against him signing them I thought this was the perfect time to get visitation so what if he would have to pay more for child support we had the extra money. Well one day while I was at work he took the papers signed to her lawyer ohhh I was so upset. So anyways getting back to his mom I just feel that she don't care about Boater or his kids. I would think that she would be there for her kids. Boater has 2 siblings he never met due to them being killed in a car crash on Christmas Eve a few yrs before he was born.
Well I think I blabbered enough=) Have a good day and Take Care!!!
TTFN

Happy Hump Day!!

2006-08-23T21:48:00.000-04:00

Hello friends, how are ya's? I'm doing pretty good. Not to much going on you know pretty much same shit different day. I did go for hopefully my last fitting at the dentist on Monday I'm just waiting for him to call me to let me know if he needs me to come in one more time since we made a few adjustments or to come in cuz there done. I am gonna feel like a baby I am gonna have to learn how to eat and talk again...lol I just can't wait to get them so I can get an appointment with the RE =)
We went to Home Depot to get a new sink w/Pedestal and toilet and of course they didn't have what we wanted in stock so we had to go to another location. So we got them and tile for the floor. We were gonna get a new medicine cabinet w/mirror but of course the one we wanted they didn't have but will be getting some on the 31st. We are going to call Bath Fitters and see how much it will cost to redo the bathtub. I am getting excited =)
Little Guy is still his ornery self. We are having a hard time getting him to eat dinner. All he wants to do is play in it =( Boater took him to the park today and gave me a little break wasn't that sweet of him. I made him take my camera and take pic's..lol Here are 2 of them you know I can't go with out posting them somewhere..lol

I can not believe my Little Guy will be 3 in almost 3 months. Where does the time go? I get a little upset that if I do have another child soon that he will be 3 to almost 4 yrs older then them. I only wanted a 2 yr gap between them. I should have went to the ob a yr or so before I did.
Welp I guess thats about it here. I hope everyones having a good week. Take Care!!
TTFN

I Hate Waiting!!!

2006-08-17T11:28:00.000-04:00

Hi everyone, how are ya's? I'm not doing to bad. Well my neice went home on Tuesday and I miss her so much already =( I wished my stupid truck didn't break down again we could have done so much more. I have been thinking crazy the past few day's. My neice has this tattoo on her lower back and it is awesome, so I've been thinking about getting me one not to sure though.
I finally got a call back from the doctors office Friday afternoon but I was putting Little Guy down for his nap and didn't hear the phone and no one else answered it so I had to call them back Monday morning. My ob referred me to Shady Grove Fertility Center. So I will be calling the one RE my mom said was really good. I am waiting to get finished with the dentist first. I have to go for hopefully a final fitting Monday and hopefully it won't take to long after that to get them. I really don't want to go to another doctor looking like this. I swear it seems like it's taking forever. Boater is not to happy about the whole thing. I still can't believe I am going through this at 35 and I just pray that Little Guy will take after his daddy's side of the family.
We have been overcome with Fungus Gnats uggghhh it's so nasty. We tried finding a place that comes out and sprays for them and it took us over an hr to find a place that still does that, so the guy came out yesterday and said there is nothing they can do, that they are coming from the drains =( he said to pour Simple Green down all the drains and they should be gone in about a week. So Boater went out yesterday and got 3 gallons and I was suprised that we hardley saw them after he poured it down the drains. I did have to do the kitchen sink again this morning. So hopefully in a few days we won't see them nasty things again.
Boater went around to a few places the other day to see about putting Little Guy in a program where he will be with other kids and learn different things but the main thing is so he can be around other kids. Well the one place Boater would like to put him in is outrageously priced if you ask me. It's Kinder Care no offence Gina but I think it's just crazy, the only way we would be able to do it is I get a job. there is a program across the street at the Church for 2 half days a week and it's 135.00 a month unlike Kinder Care where they want 104.00 a week for 2 half days. So now we just have to get Little Guy to go pee pee and poopy in the potty all the time unstead of here and there. If we were to put him in Kinder Care they do potty training there but I also can do it at home...lol
Welp I guess I jabbered enough. I hope you all have a great day. Take care!!
TTFN

Little Guy on his Bike =)

2006-08-11T13:00:00.000-04:00

TGIF!!!!

2006-08-11T11:12:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how is everyone doing? I am ok I guess, I got sick this morning when I got up. I have no clue why. I don't feel sick except maybe a stuffy nose weird. Boater is home sick were not sure if he has a cold or a sinus infection.
We have had a pretty good week until Wednesday. Boater went to pick up my one prescription and then he decides to go to Home Depot , well when he comes to go home guess what? If you guess that the truck didn't start your right. UGHHH!!! I am so pissed off . So he is giving the guy another chance which is something I wouldn't do. I would take it to the dealer and then take that guy to small claims court. So now I can't go do anything with my neice, she is probably so bored and wishing she didn't come down..lol
I am getting so sick of my ob. I called her last Friday to find out if I really had to go to this appointment and I finally got a call back from one of the nurses on Tuesday. So I tell her what I wanted and I haven't heard back from them. I am just gonna research the infertility doc's myself. This is getting to be a pain in the butt and I'm not getting any younger.
Boater put Little Guy's bike together but he was more interested in his sand box. We went for a night swim the other night around 9 PM it was me my neice and Little Guy and I tell ya he is so ready to learn how to swim. I told Boater that we are going to put him in swimming lessons early next yr before summer hits.
Gina if your reading this I just want you to know that I think about you all the time and have been praying that the lord will give you the strength you need to get through this.
I hope everyone has a good weekend. Take care!!
TTFN

Why.....

2006-08-05T08:56:00.000-04:00

Hello peps, how are ya's? I'm pretty good I guess. Well I called my ob to set up that appointment and I don't go see her until Septemeber 20th that is the first available appointment . Geesh it's almost 2 months away. Why when you make doctors appointments it seems like your appointment takes forever. I called my doctor yesterday to find out if I really need to come in for this appointment or can she just give me a few names for a RE and then I can go from there, but she never called back. I might just look up one myself I know there are a couple around here and my mom knows an ob at her works who's husband is one and she said he was really good. I didn't want a male doctor but I guess beggers can't be choosers. I'm not even going to take a test this month since I don't see any point in it.I tell ya this is so frustrating. I would not wish this on anyone. You ladies that don't have any problems getting pregnant should thank God everyday that your not going through what I am and a lot of other women are.
I was going to give up blogging since no one comes here anymore, but thats not the reason I started it in the first place. I needed a place to come jot down my thoughts and feelings.
Not to much going on. I have to clean out the fridge and get the house straightened up. I go pick up my niece Monday evening and maybe her friend. They will be staying for a week YAY!!! I miss her, I actually miss them all but not sure if there Father would let them come and stay with me. When my oldest neice lived with her dad he always had an excuse why she couldn't come and stay a few days with me.
I really need to go get my eyes checked. I am having such a hard time even ready cooking directions on the back of the box or bag. I have to get Boater to read it to me most of the time. I guess I'm getting old...lol
I hope everyone's having a good weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Happy Hump Day!!

2006-08-02T21:54:00.000-04:00

Hello how is everyone? I'm doing pretty good. I had to go to my least favorite place today (the dentist) but I didn't get no work done. I'm hoping he'll do the 2 cavities and the crown soon this is just taking way to long for me.
When we left there we stopped at Toy's R Us. What an joke that was.We got Little Guy a sand box I know pretty late in the season but when we had the new pool liner put in they said we needed 8 bags of sand and they only used 3 so we have all that sand left over so why have it go to waste =) I made sure it had a lid to, so if there are any stray cats they wouldn't use it as a litter box. So we decide to get him a bike, we go check out and take the slip to customer service and of course they didn't have it ..hmmm then why have a slip in the slot but anywho they tried to give us the floor model. It looked like someone had been riding it and the tire was flat and one of the training wheels were bent. So after a lot of bitching from Boater we got a different one and they gave us $20 off so we got his bike for $15. The stuff is still in the truck we were to tired to mess with it. I hate how hot weather wears ya out. I'll post pic's of him on his bike when we get it put together. I have been picture happy ever since I got my new camera =)
Well I talked to my sister yesterday and the cats are bye bye. She took them to the pound or something like that I'm sure they have been put to sleep =( I feel horrible but they did have good lives. My sister said that the lady told her that a lot of ppl look for older cats so hopefully someone took them.
I'm gonna call my ob tomorrow to set up that discussion appointment so she can give us the info for the infertility doctor. I guess I need to get a copy of my chart from her. I am really nervous about having to go to one. I tell ya when we decided to try for another baby last November I didn't think it was going to take this long.
I hope you all are having a good week. Take care!!!
TTFN

Little Guy in the Pool

2006-07-30T21:38:00.000-04:00

Giving Up.....

2006-07-30T09:00:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how are ya's? I'm good. I have decided to give up on this cycle. I am on cd 23 and still have not ovulated from what every test and temp is saying. I think I should have ovulated by now especially since I took clomid cd 3-7. I even had o pains around cd 14. I have decided not to do the prometrium this cycle either for one I haven't ovulated yet and for two when I stop taking it I get a really heavy cycle which was fine when I was on the clomid since it kinda stopped it, but with out it I'm affraid I would bleed for what seems like forever. I have bleed for weeks even months at a time and really don't want to go through that so I'll probably will go a few months with out a cycle. I hate that I have PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) . This was my last cycle on clomid so I guess I'll be going to my ob for a referral to go to a RE (Reproductive Endocronoligist).
Boater has taken Little Guy in the pool the last few days and he just loves it. I got some pictures of him yesterday. I tried downloading them to my pc but I don't think that my 2 USB ports in the front are working =( which stinks. I have never used them before and this is a fairly new computer. I'm gonna have to see what the warranty on this is.
Tomorrow is Boater's Birthday he will finally be the same age as me...lol I am like 18 day's older then him, but think it's neat that you can take my birthday (it's the 13th) turn it around and you get his birthday. I have to go out today and get him a card from me and Little Guy and will pick him up a cake tomorrow. Not sure what he wants so he told me he didn't want anything but I'm sure he'll figure out what he wants.
Not to much else going on. I feel like I have no friends anymore, no one really comes to my blog anymore or comment on my myspace Did I do something wrong? there was a time where I would talk to ppl through im's everyday, but that happens now maybe once in a couple months. Ok I guess I'm done feeling sorry for myself.
I hope everyone is having a good weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Hello Pep's =)

2006-07-27T09:04:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how are ya's? I'm pretty good. Not to much has been going on. We did get the new pool liner installed Tuesday morning and the pool is filled up and finally ready to swim in YaY!! Well it just needs to warm up a little. We did get a solar heater panel for it so we are hoping to start going swimming this Sunday we also wanted to make sure the sand settled again. Little Guy can't wait to go in it.
I posted this on MO but wanted to post it here to Boater was looking on the website for Thomas the tank engine and found out that they have whats called a day out with Thomas The event provides an opportunity for kids to ride on board a train led by Thomas and have their pictures taken with Sir Topham Hatt, the Controller of Thomas' Railway. They will be in our area in late September it cost $16.00 for a 22 mintue ride with Thomas or you can pay $ 22 and ride with Thomas and get a 45 mintue ride on another train plus they have things from petting zoos and pony rides to face-painting and magic shows - . In addition, every location includes a special viewing station for Thomas & Friends videos, story time and temporary tattoos of the Island of Sodor. Little Guy has not stoped talking about it and I can't get him to understand that he has to wait a while till we go....lol I think he's gonna have so much fun. I'm gonna take my new camera and takes pic's and we might even take the camcorder.
We haven't been out on the boat ever since the truck left us stranded. Boater has to put everythng back in it like the seats. the trolling motors, and his fish finder. I am loosing my tan =(
Well I'm on cd 20 now and still don't know if I've ovulated yet or not. I still have not gotten any positives on my OPK's or a peak on my monitor, I am on ov (ovulation) day 2 on my watch. I am temping but it's been getting messed up cuz your suppose to temp as soon as you wake up before you do anything and you have to have so many hrs sleep. The last few weeks my mom's dog has woken me up barking as soon as my mom leaves for work. UGH!! Today I was woken up at 4 AM by Boater I had just went to sleep around 2 something. I had forgotten to bring his clothes up, then the dog woke me up at 6:30 I did temp but didn't record it since my sleep got all messed up. I am not starting the prometrium until I think I have ovulated. I have heard it will stop you from ovulating. Oh I wish and pray so much that I get pregnant this month.
Welp I guess thats it I have such a boring life...lol Take Care Everyone!!
TTFN

Howdy!!

2006-07-22T10:17:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how are ya's doing? I'm doing pretty good been bored out of my mind though. It has been way to hot to take Little Guy out. We've been in the upper 90's all week. We did get a new pool liner and it will be installed this coming Tuesday so we'll get at least one month to enjoy it. I just hope it don't take long to get warm that will be our next purchase for it a heater...lol We weren't able to put it were we wanted to due to the water pipes and other pipes coming to the house, so we had to put it where the darn trees are.
Well Boater went yesterday and paid the extra $182 and some change for the difference on the factory fuel pump. We still haven't brought it home but will probably go get it later today after Boater gets home. I'm not sure if we will be taking the boat out anymore Boater is scared we'll be stranded again. I say if that happens then we will take it to the dealer and then sue the guy who worked on it.
At my mom's work they have these book fairs so she pick Little Guy up a few books to teach him how to lace and tie and then a big book with a few stories in it for her to read to him at night. She got me this one book to read to him it is so cute. It's called Love you Forever and it's about a mommy who sneaks into her sons room at night and rocks him while she sings a song to him and it has her doing this through out the boys life even when he grows up and moves away then the mommy calls him to tell him she is old and sick and he goes to her and rocks her and sings the song to her then goes home and starts singing to his new baby daughter. It almost has me in tears everytime I read it to him and he just loves it. He has me sing him the song a few times after I read it to him. Aren't books great =)
Well I'm on cycle day 15 and haven't gotton that I've ovulated on my OPK's ( ovulation predictor kits) or a peak on my fertility monitor. I did start geting fertile day 1 on my ov-watch so I am just gonna pray we catch that eggie. I have had sharp pains on my right side for the last few days so hopefully somethings going on in there.
Welp I guess I jabbered enough. I hope you all are having a great weekend.
Take Care!! TTFN

What a Week!!

2006-07-17T08:14:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, How is everyone doing ? I'm doing pretty good. I haven't updated my blog for a few days so here it goes =)
Well the guy was suppose to pick the truck up last Monday well he didn't come get it till Wednesday evening. He called us Friday afternoon and told us it was fixed and it was a defect in the fuel pump so we didn't have to pay any extra which was good. We went out on the boat Saturday had a good time then we go out on it Sunday and on the way home the truck stalls, Boater gets it started and we were almost to our friends house to drop him off and it cuts out again. This time it wouldn't start back up. Our friend walked the rest of the way home to get his car and came back and took us home. Boater called the guy who was suppose to have fixed it twice now to go pick up the boat and the truck . The guy did do that so that was good. He told Boater that he put an after market pump on it so he's going to get a fuel pump from GM which he should have done in the first place. We thought it was so now the guy calls this morning and tells us it's gonna cost us $180.00 more. I think that is bullshit!! I feel we shouldn't have to pay anymore after what he has put us through. Boater's vacation didn't turn out like he wanted due to this. I am soo glad Little Guy wasn't with us it was way to hot.
My sister, her hubby, her oldest daughter and her daughters best friend came over last Tuesday. We were suppose to go out on the boat but of course the truck was broke down. So we just chilled here. They were only gonna stay one night but stayed two which was nice to have them here for my Birthday. Wow I am 35 now were does the time go. We had a cook out. It was nice would have been nicer if the pool was fixed. I really enjoy my niece and I got to know her friend so that was cool.
Welp I'm on my last clomid cycle I don't feel very positive about this, but will try my best.
Where is everyone? Is everyone just not blogging anymore or am I just that boring that I've bored ya's away?
I hope everyone has had a nice weekend. Take Care
TTFN

Not to Much...

2006-07-09T11:15:00.000-04:00

Hello, how's everyones weekend going? Mines going ok I guess. I am still a little bummed that I just started my 5th cycle. I thought I would be pregnant by now you know thinking it's got to be easier now since I had Little Guy, but it's ending up being harder.
Well Boater started his vacation yesterday. The messed up thing about it is he came home Friday from work and needed to get directions so he could go pick up this trolling motor he got for the boat. So he leaves to go get it and guess what? The truck won't start, it's doing the same thing it did a few weeks ago. So I was like call that guy that worked on it maybe the fuel pump he put on is defective somehow. So the guy came out yesterday and ran some test on it and he said the fuel pump is working it's just not pumping the gas. He's suppose to pick it up Monday afternoon and look at it Tuesday. I am hoping that it is a bad fuel pump, he said he wouldn't charge us if that was the case. So Boater has to wait on going fishing or just taking it out.
I went to the dentist Thursday had a few cavities filled he said he would do them all on the phone then when I get there he said his only doing a couple then 2 next visit ugh!! I am so tired of going I can not wait for all this crap to be over with. I did get kinda ticked off at the receptionist, she comes out and this office is only so big I mean the waiting rm only has 4 chairs well anyhoo she's like are you going to be paying anything on the ballance. I was like What???? I am over paid I gave them $2,532.50 the dau we realized that we would have to pull that second tooth he was doing the root canal in. He told me he wasn't charging me for it but come to find out he is charging me for the time which I understand but don't have me thinking that your not charging me anything. so I was actually overpaid like $400 well not now since I had those cavites filled. So they go into his office then when he came in to work on my teeth he was like yeah the ballance will be like $1,010.00 I was like whatever then he numbs me up and leaves for a few minutes then comes back in saying that with the discount it will be $700 much better....lol I really don't like his receptionist at all. I feel you don't discuss ppls bills were everyone can hear it's not there business!!
I started my 5th cycle yesterday. I got it at 6 pm I hate getting it that late when I'm on the clomid. I like to have a full day of flow for cycle day 1...lol I know TMI but my ob said to count it as day one if you get it up to 12 AM so I guess I'm on day 2. It is knocking me for a loop I am very ,very crampy sharp intense cramps. I was bored the other day and they were talking on this pregnancy board about this woman who does predictions on when you'll concieve and what it will be . She does them for free but you have to wait months for it but it you give her a few bucks she'll have it to you with in 48 hrs. So I was curious and gave in to it. This is what she said it's a little long.

would tell you DEC, so that is either birth month, concieve month or the month you find out in. Would also tell you GIRL.

When it comes to your daughter would tell you that I see a girl with a bit of curly hair. Will usually have curls in her hair when she is younger and would say that everytime her hair is cut above her shoulders you will see this curl come in.

Your daughter loves to build things. loves to play with building blocks when she is younger and then send them tumbling done while she laughs really hard. Will often do this with dominoes and stack them up in really neat patterns just to have the fun of watching them all fall down. Would say that she is very much into lego, likes to create amazing little buildings with them and given enough lego would create "Cities" out of it and probably cover a good portion of her room. i think that you will find that she likes to play with lego more than any other toy. The indefinate possiblities, the endless creative opportunities. Just finds it fun and can spend hours doing it. Also seeing your daughter around the age of 8, and having rather long hair. Prefers to keep it back in a pony tale and then have it braided. This is going to be the way she likes to keep it for almost a year. Keeps it free from tangles, easy to manage, and easy to maintain.

When it comes to career choices would link your daughter to design. I would say that this is more of the inside design of houses/buildings before they are event built. She usually works with colors, and styles of moulding, to acheive a certain look. Often hired by hotels or film industry to help decorate a particular room to a particular theme.

your daughter will have amazing focus and stamina. Able to continue on for hours and often wroking longer hours than she planned on. Something that her husband teases her about. Would say that this career starts around the age of 24, and is very successful before she turns 32. I see her with one girl and one boy and would also link marriage to the age of 29.

I sure hope she's wrong about Dec. I am so corney....lol
I hope everyone's having a nice weekend. I am getting some alone time =) Boater took Little Guy out to get him new shoes and to take him to the park. I am just cramping to much to go I may take a nap. Take Care!!
TTFN

Another Failed Cycle =(

2006-07-06T09:36:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, How is everyone? I am ok a little depressed though. I took a test this morning and got another BFN (big fat negitive) I don't know how many more I can handle. Why can't I just get pregnant like most ppl. Now it's on to my last clomid cycle before I have to go to an infertility doctor. I guess I don't have to due the prometrium vagianly anymore so I should start a new cycle in a few days.
We went and saw the fireworks on the 4th and Little Guy had a blast. We got him a few glow sticks and he saw this girl using them as a jump rope so he had us make him one then he keep flirting with this lady that was next to us...lol it was so cute. He did pretty good, he did have me cover up his ears durning the finally.
I can't believe I'll be 35 next week =( and that my older brother will be 40 in 2 days wow were getting old.
Boater starts his vacation this Saturday he'll have 11 days off. I'm sure we'll be out on the boat probably every day weather permitting. I am going to be more carefull and put sun block on . I never want to go through what I just did. My shoulder and neck ar a lot better =)
I hope everyone is having a good week. Take Care!!!
TTFN

Howdy!

2006-07-02T11:04:00.000-04:00

Hello friends, how is everyones weekend going? Mines going ok a normal weekend Boater working and me at home cuz he never leaves me the truck, you would think that he would take the car since it would be cheaper in gas.
I am still in a lot of pain from this sunburn. I don't think I had sun poison, I think I just got a really bad burn. It was all blistery and now it's getting like crusty sorry I know it's gross but is looking better everyday.
I had a dentist appointment the other day at 3:30 well I'm putting Little Guy's shoes on and the phone rings which I didn't answer since it was getting late I think it was 2:45 and we were waiting for Boater to get home to leave. So I check the answering machine and it's the dentist wanting me to call him back. UGH!! Well he cancelled me because he sent one lady home and the other went home sick. It kinda ticked me off a little but I was kinda glad he cancelled me. I wanted to call and cancel but Boater was like lets just go and get it over with. I wore a tee shirt and my left shoulder was just killing me. I would have worn a tank top but it was just nasty to look at. So I go next Thursday =(
The last few weeks they have been showing movies on ABC like Toy Story, The Lady and The Tramp so my mom say's thats her and Little Guys date night. Well last night I interrupted them, thery were letting of fireworks a few doors up and it was awesome. First I had him looking at them through the window, then I took him outside and he was just so excited. He was clapping and squealing and kept saying I like fireworks more, more..lol I was really surprised he liked them so much. Last yr they did the same thing and I took him outside and he was so scared he threw up. I can not wait to take him out on the 4TH. I'm gonna have to take my camera. I wished Boater could have seen how excited he was but I guess he will Tuesday. I'm hoping that the ones we go to see won't scare him because they have bigger booms..lol
Well I guess I jabbered enough. You all Take Care!!!
TTFN

Water, Water Everywhere!!

2006-06-28T22:15:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone , how are ya's doing? I'm doing good a little tired. Boater woke me up at 6:30 AM to tell me that the pool liner had a hole in it and all the water was coming out =( The whole backyard looked like a flood. So now we have to get a new liner and have someone install it. It has finally stopped raining after 5 day's, some parts of the state have flooded but thank god we didn't.
So we went out on the boat today. When we were at the boat ramp there were like at least 50 ducks there and this older couple had been feeding them bread I guess well they left and I was standing there with Little guy waiting for Boater to get the boat in the water we had stopped and got me a hot dog and fries so I was also holding that. Well let me tell you I have never been affraid of them until today they were all coming around me I mean right up to me and some of them started hissing freaked me the heck out and was starting to freak Little Guy out to he was yelling for his daddy to help mommy. I finally got away from them and got in the boat. Boater got Little Guy a Spongebob fishing rod. He don't really understand it yet so he was just hitting the water with it saying row row row your boat..lol I caught a few fish which were to little to keep but did get my biggest one so far. Boater gets a little upset because I don't bait my own hook or take the fish off of it =) thats just icky. I was really stupid today and didn't put any sunblock on me. I started peeling the other day and I am sooo sore where it had peeled because it is burnt again. I told Boater I will not be going out until I am healed and done peeling. I think I got sun poison on my left shoulder and neck.
Not much else going on the baby dancing is over with since I think I ovulated on CD 16 I am now on CD 23 and not really having any signs of being pregnant. I am cramping a little and my BBS hurt from time to time but thats it. I really see another BFN (big fat negitive) . I will be testing on July 6th.
I hope everyone is doing good. Take Care!!
TTFN

Sore & Itchy =(

2006-06-25T21:39:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how is everything going ? Pretty good here. I have been so sore and very itchy the past few days. I guess I'm getting ready to peel eeewww. I have all these little bumps where my sunburn is. I ahve never been so burnt before. Boaters back is already peeling.
It has done nothing here except rain well actually thunderstorm the last few days. I was making Boaters lunch last night and the darn power went out. It was about 11:45 PM and it didn't come back on till 2:30 AM I thought that I would have to stay up till 4 AM to wake Boater up for work. It went out again tonight but only for a second and I hope thats it. It was so boring sitting here by candlelight by yourself...lol
Boater took vacation for the second week of July and my sweet mom is like I'm gonna take a few days off to watch Little Guy so you and Boater can have some time with just the two of ya's. She said why don't you go away for a few days. I am thinking about it but not sure if we have the money or not. We might just go out on the boat.
Ohh and Fertility Friend has that I ovulated on CD 16 woo hoo I'm just upset that we didn't bd that day but did the 2 days before that here's the link to my chart if you want to check it out http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/11dfdf
Nothing else really going on. I hope everyone had a great weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Fun in the Sun!!

2006-06-21T19:43:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how are you today? I am good and burnt...lol We went out on the boat yesterday from like 1-6:30 didn't get much yesterday, but we went out today got there about 10 AM till 4:30 and Boater and I are burnt . Little guy has just a little sun on his arms ,sunblock does wonders. We had a good time I caught a couple little fish and of course Boater caught more then I did but his were little to. Little Guy wouldn't touch it yesterday he said it scared him...lol We went to Liberty Reservoir , in some spots it was over 100 ft deep. Little guy was all over the boat like he's been doing it since he's been born....lol here's a few pic's of him. I'm sure you guys are tired of seeing him with a hat on..lol

He did fall a sleep on me for like 10 minutes so I laid him down and he woke up. I'm hoping he'll sleep good tonight.
Well I got an OV Day 1 on my watch (ovulation day 1) yesterday but I haven't gotten any positives on the ovulation kits or a peak on my monitor. I emailed them and of course they said that I was most likely getting ready to ovulate, so we baby danced just incase. I am still going to test with the other stuff.
Not much else going on I go to the dreaded dentist tomorrow to hopefully get that crown put on and some cavities filled.
I hope everyone has had a nice couple of days. Take Care!!
TTFN

Happy Father's Day!!

2006-06-18T16:11:00.000-04:00

I want to wish all the Daddy's out there a Happy Father's Day!! I hope you are enjoying your day!

Hello everyone, how are ya's doing? I'm doing pretty good. Been cleaning most of the day getting ready for them to come and appraise the house tomorrow morning between 9-11 AM knowing my luck they will be knocking on the door at 9 AM sharp...lol
Boater had to work today so he got his goodies when he came home and you know where he was for a while on Ebay...lol He's taking a nap right now. He went fishing with a friend last night and only got a few hrs sleep.
I think he's having a nice day so far minus having to work.
I am kinda getting excited. I think I just may ovulate this month. That OV-Watch I got gives you 4 fertile days and 2 ovulation day's. I got fertile day one on it Friday so now I'm on fertile day 3 so I'm guessing I should ovulate Tuesday. I was a little concerned after reading how it works on their website. This is what it say's
During a woman's cycle, there is a surge of chloride ion levels that is expected about 6 days BEFORE ovulation. This surge comes about four days before the estrogen surge and approximately five days before the LH surge, making it an earlier predictor of ovulation than any other chemical surge during the month.
So I was thinking maybe the estradiol I was taking made it think I was getting ready to ovulate. So I emailed them and got an email back saying that The estradiol has no known effect on ov-watch. If it reads fertile day 1 then you are on fertile day 1!! WOO HOO so hopefully I will ovulate and we will be able to catch that eggie and have a March baby =)
I guess thats it here. I hope you all have had a nice weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Well...

2006-06-15T10:12:00.000-04:00

Hello peps, How is everyone? I'm doing pretty good, a little tired but good. Little Guy's been waking up like around 2-3 AM and he so hard to get back to sleep =) Well we got the truck towed to an auto repair shop, we didn't take it to the same place we had the car worked on ( they take way to long and are very exspensive) The problem was the fuel pump so they fixed it and we even got it back the same day, that was the good part the bad part is it cost $770.00. The gas gage works now to. I am going to hate to see what my credit card bills gonna be.
Not to much going on here we are trying to get the house together cuz it's getting appraised on Monday. So we started on our bedroom wow that took all day. It was still a little cluttered from when we did the kitchen and living room. Today it's just me cleaning, I am gonna tackle the one spare bedroom we use to hang out in, it was our computer rm. Which I am hoping to be turning it into a nursery very soon.
Boater is still having problems with his boat motors I don't know why he even bought the last one. He took the boat out last week and it work for probably 5 minutes he said. I just wished we didn't have to spend so much for the work on my teeth and that the darn truck's fuel pump went up, so he could have gotten a new motor and wouldn't have to worry about these used ones. He has one almost working so hopefully he'll be able to go fishing soon. We still haven't gone swimming in our pool yet. The pump on that went up so we had to get another one eeewwww it was sooo green, but looks a lot better now.
Well it's almost time for babydancing woo hoo =) This estradiol I'm taking is giving me horrible hot flashes, and I'm ready for it to make my hair all oily.
I guess thats about it. I hope everyone has a great day. Take Care!!
TTFN

UGH!!

2006-06-13T09:51:00.000-04:00

Hello Ladies, how is everyone? I doing pretty good I guess. Boater went out last night to get milk and the darn truck stalled in the middle the road. He managed to get it in the parking lot of the gas station. The gas gage is broken so you don't know when your gonna run out but he has been keeping an eye on mileage. So he put gas in it then tried to start it and he thought he messed up starting it. It has this alarm on it and sometimes we get in it to fast and the truck won't start for 10 mins, so poor Boater kept waiting to see if it would start. He was down there for like 2 hrs with no luck. So now we have to get it towed somewhere and find out whats wrong with it. It's not under warrenty anymore =( I guess that credit card we paid off will be to it's limit with usuing it for me teeth and now the darn truck.
Yesterday was my last day of clomid, now the wait is on. I am really hoping to ovulate this cycle. I started the estradiol today. I have been taking my temp and charting it down this month, also I have worn the OV watch faithfully every night , and using my monitor which has you start testing way to early..lol it has you start on cd (cycle day) 6. I will be staring the regular clear blue easy ovulation test on cd 10. I did get me this stuff called fertilitea but can not find it. I think Boater threw it out by mistake.
Well my mouth is finally feeling better and I am not on amoxicillin anymore woo hoo. I felt like I lived on the stuff for months...lol I go back next Thursday to get the crown put on and get some cavities filled. I need to start that bleaching kit, he wants me to do that for a week before he fills the cavities.
Little Guy is still as ornery as ever. Nothing reallt new with him. Boater took the boat out yesterday when he got home for a test run and of course the motor stoped working, so he came home and fixed the one that came with it he still needs to tinker with it but hopefully it will run good for him. I felt so bad for him he had such a bad day yesterday. We were going to go out on it today but can't since the truck broke down.
Well I think I jabbered enough =) Have a great day and Take care!!
TTFN

TGIF!!

2006-06-09T11:58:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how is everyone today? I'm ok. I went Wednesday and got that tooth pulled , he didn't have to cut it out it came out in one piece. I was so nervous since I didn't really get numb the week before, but I did get numb this time while he was waiting for it to set in he did the post and core on the other tooth he did a root canal on. Yay!! I don't go back for 2 weeks. He's going to fill some cavities and hopefully put the crown on my one tooth. I have to do the bleaching kit for a week before I go. My mouth still really hurts and I'm still swollen. I have been on amoxicillin since last Friday.
I even called my ob at the hospital yesterday to make sure the amoxicillin wouldn't effect the clomid, so I started that yesterday. I am so looking forward for it to kick in so AF won't be so heavy. I hate taking something to bring it on.
We might go out Boating next week when Boater has off. He said that he will take the boat out Tuesday and see how it is then on Wednesday me and Little Guy will go with him. I need to get some sunscreen for him.
Little Guy's doing good. I just wish I knew how to get him to stop jumping on everything. I am so affraid he's going to get hurt bad one day. Last night Boater went to bed and Little Guy likes to go in there with him and he pulls the covers over him and hide and wants me to come in and find him. Well as I was getting ready to go in there I hear this big thump which was Little Guy hitting the floor. He did hit his head and seemed to be ok I put ice on it and kept an eye on him and of course he did this at 9:50 PM so he got to stay up past his bed time. He can be so silly some times. Here's a pic of him from yesterday he has his daddy's socks and shoes on and this silly bee hat ohh and he posed for me it's a little dark though =(

I have no clue where he got that hat at but it's funny...lol Well I guess thats about it here nothing exciting...lol not yet anyway. Take Care!!
TTFN

Howdy!

2006-06-05T18:55:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how is everyone doing? I'm good my tooth is still killing me, I even broke down the other night and took a hydrocodone. I did take it with food and later I took another with milk. I didn't get sick from it =) Boater called the dentist today since he was outside and I didn't know when he was off this week , so he calls him and the receptionist tells him the usual well we don't have anything this week, he like well she's in a lot of pain so the next thing I know he's talking to the dentist then he gives me the phone after waking me up. He tried to get me to come in tonight but I hadn't had a shower yet (been laying on the couch all day) all he kept saying was so, well I don't leave the house with out taking a shower and doing my hair. So we made an appointment for Wednesday morning. I just hope that I get numb this time.
Little Guy is growing up way to fast some of the stuff that comes out of his mouth amazes me sometimes. He was standing on this piano saying help me, help me, so I go and get him off of it and he's like thank you, you saved my life...lol where do they get this stuff from, when he wants milk he don't just ask for milk he asks for cow milk....lol. Ohhh and I'm not mama anymore =( I'm now mommy.
My mom came home Saturday from her trip Boater was nice and went and got her from the airport. Little Guy was so happy to see her he said mom mom I missed you sooooo much (awwww)
My sister and her hubby came over yesterday with her oldest and youngest kids. Little Guy had such a good time with my nephew and they wore him out he didn't give me any problems going to bed.
I stoped the prometrium yesterday so now I just wait for my cycle to start which maybe tomorrow but now I want it to hold off till Thursday because when I take that to bring on my cycle it comes on very heavy it starts slowing down once i start the clomid but thats not till day 3. I don't want any accidents at the dentist office...lol
Ali I just wanted to say it was nice chatting with you on the phone the other day =)
Well I guess I jabbered enough. Have a great day and Take Care!!
TTFN

Cracked!!

2006-06-02T09:29:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, How is everyone today? I am pretty good I guess =) So I go to the dentist yesterday and what an experience that was. First I had to wait over an hr for them to call me back, Boater fell a sleep in the waiting rm for a little bit so that left me with the little monster...lol They call me back and the dentist comes in to numb me up, well he has you wait a little bit so it sinks in. He comes to move me to another rm and I was like umm when am I suppose to start getting numb this was like a good 15-20 minutes later. He looked shocked and gave me another needle, guess what? that one didn't work either so he gives me another, I asked him if any of the medicine I was on could react with it he said nope. I'm just surprised that it wasn't getting numb. It finally did get a little numb so he started on the root canal. This time hurt worse then any other time. He takes an x-ray to see if he's down far enough and he's like Janette have you bitten down on anything hard or feel a pop when I was eating something ? I was like no then he proceeds to tell me that my tooth is cracked. So that was 3 visits wasted. I now have to get the darn tooth cut out since the crack in under the gum line. The only good thing is that he's not charging me for the root canal even though he was almost finished it so that saves me $2,075. He said that is probably why I was in so much pain a few weeks ago. I got the bleeching kit and tried the plate. Wow you should have seen the size of the teeth they had on it. They only had the two front teeth due to them just checking to make sure everything lined up.It was so funny I wish I had a pic of me with that in my mouth you guys would have died laughing. So he said they he will tell them to go down 2 sizes. I am going to take a pic of me in so he can see what my teeth looked like before I had any of them pulled. I am in a little bit of pain right now but have been taking some advil while I still can. I am once again on amoxicillin.
Did you know that my dog can do magic tricks. She can open a locked door or so my moms say's and she even got out of her cage yesterday. We put her in there because we didn't want her to ruin our furniture again BTW we got it cleaned off the couch but now there are spot marks so were gonna have ppl come and clean it I have no clue how to clean microfiber. So we come in and the dog had gotton into the trash so you know what that means she had diarrhea this morning. I told her you better shape up cuz your half way out the door!!!
Well I guess I've rambled on enough, I hope everyone has a great weekend and Take Care!!
TTFN

Not to Much.

2006-06-01T10:53:00.000-04:00

Hey ladies, how is everyone today? I hope you all are doing good. I'm pretty good. I go to the dentist today and I am not looking forward to that at all. I just hope I don't get cancelled again.
Not to much going on pretty much same old shit different day as usual.
Boater had to go back to work today. I tell ya those 5 day's went by way to quick. He has m ost of the boat finished, he went yesterday and picked up the other motor he got. I'm gonna have to find someone to help him put it on the boat. I am not weakling but that is just way to heavy for me to help him. He's going to be taking pictures soon so I'll post a before and after shot. The before shot isn't that great but it will give you an idea. I can not wait to go out on it with him and Little Guy.
It is so good to have Little Guy back home. I never knew you could miss someone that much. He is such a climber and a jumper. The other day he was walking on his Lego table and I asked him a few times not to do it that he was gonna get hurt, well one of the legs is a little unstable and he steped on it and the table flew up and smacked him right in the face, so he has 2 nice little round bruises (sp) on the bridge of his nose. Then the other night he was climbing all over his daddy and I was like watch him please cuz all I see is him falling and hurting himself. Well I guess I shouldn't have said anything because the next thing I know he falls off the couch and just happen to fall face first on one of his trucks. So now he has 2 marks on his cheek. I tell ya when I go to the dentist today they are gonna think I beat him =(
My dog is still in heat. I would have tried a pull up Nae but she's such a big dog I don't think it will fit her wide butt. I wanted a doggy pad but Boater hasn't gotten me one so we have been using Boaters old boxers.
It's been hot here, to hot. The pool still isn't ready to use, we still ahve to fill it up some and we think there is a water band in our county. We heard there is one in parts of our county but figure we will fill it up at night since thats they only time we can plus I am up till like 3 AM here lately.
Well thats about it. Have va great day everyone and Take Care!!
TTFN

Nice Weekend!

2006-05-28T10:18:00.000-04:00

Hello peps, how is everyone doing? I hope good and I hope you all are having a nice weekend. I'm doing pretty good. I am so glad my Little Guy is home I missed him so much. Friday evening when he came home he cried for what seemed like over an hr. My sister said he didn't nap for her but he did sleep some in the car so I think it was just cuz he was tired and not that he was back home with me...lol
We had a good night even though I was with a bunch of party poopers..lol I asked Boater to get me some mudslides well they come in a four pack, he usually gets me 3 packs . Well he got a case and I was hoping to drink them all up so I wouldn't have to look at something I couldn't drink..lol My sister had some but I still have 2 packs left =( Everyone was in bed by 12:30 except my niece but it didn't take her long to fall a sleep on me to..lol I had a nice time.
Saturday Boater and my BIL got the pool open, now all we need to do is fill it, almost all the water was gone . They also worked on Boaters boat. Boater is in the process of sanding it. He took out the old seats last week and needs to fix a soft spot then he's going to paint it. He got new seats to. I can't wait to see it when he is finished. Somehow he got off from work for 5 day's he don't go back till Thursday. I probably won't see much of him unless I go outside..lol
I am about to shave my hair off. It is getting oily again like it did a few months ago and I haven't even taking the estrogen yet. So I am thinking that it wasn't that. I tried the dish soap but it's not working that great. I need to go and get me some more shampoo for oily hair and try the dish soap again I guess =(
I guess thats it for now . Take Care!!
TTFN

Little Guy's Coming Home!!

2006-05-26T09:20:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, How is everyone doing today? I hope good. I am good .It's dreary here and is suppose to rain today but the next 5 day's look awesome. It's gonna be in the 80's woo hoo. My Little Guy's coming home this evening Yay!! I have missed him so much. I think I have bugged my sister everyday since he's been there...lol
I didn't go to my dentist appointment yesterday =( He called and cancelled due to there x-ray machine being froze up. When he takes x-rays they come up on a laptop. So he couldn't finish the root canal with out seeing if he went far enough. So I go back next Thursday. I may be done by christmas.
Boater went and got my prescriptions filled yesterday and they always give him a hard time. Either they don't know how to read them or they don't understand it. I had 2 prescriptions for prometrium you take one by mouth and the other is vaginally duhh then with the clomid they said they had to call the insurance company to make sure they will cover it since it's a high dose, hmmm I have been on 150 mg for the past 2 cycles this is my third. They never had to call them before. So he had to come home and wait for them to get intouch of the insurance company for both prescriptions. I wish I could find a pharmacy that won't give me any problems. I am not starting the metformin today, I'm going to wait till tomorrow. You can't drink while taking it .My sister and her hubby and one of her daughters is staying the night, and I wanted to have a few drinksbefore we starting TTC again. I feel like a pill popper, I am still taking that amoxicillin which should be done Sunday if I don't forget to take it . I only forget for a few hrs but it does mess it up I'm supose to take 4 pills a day but probably end up taking 3 pills most of the time.
I've got to get the house straightened up. I think all I have to do is pick up a few things and vac and clean the bathroom and I might scrub the kitchen floor if it needs it.
I got me more ovulation test from ebay, way cheaper then the drug stores. I got the regular clear blue easy ones they are $26.95 for a pack of 7 tests and I got 14 for $30. I really wanted the digital ones but I didn't see any on there. The digital ones cost $40 for just 7 tests boy am I gonna look funny when I start testing to see if I'm about to ovulate. I am going to do the poas (pee on a stick) ones which is the regular ovulation test and my clear blue easy fertility monitor and I'm gonna be wearing that OV Watch. I am also gonna start temping . I am pulling out all the guns....lol
Well I think I've bored ya's enough. I am just sooo bored myself and I am just rambling on.
I hope you have a nice day and a great weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Hello =)

2006-05-24T22:52:00.000-04:00

Hello, how is everyone? I hope you all have had a good day. I'm doing pretty good. I am missing Little Guy, it is just way to quiet =)
I went to the doctors and we went over the last few months and have decided to try 2 more cycles and if I'm still not pregnant then she will send me to an infertility doctor. I will start the prometrium then wait for my cycle to start. We are doing what she had me do in February. Take the clomid day's 3-7 then the estrogen day's 8-12 then the prometium vaginaly day's 17 on. Guess I'll be needing the dish soap again for my hair. I did do a little research these past few weeks and found that a lot of women who have PCOS are prescibed Metformin . It's an insulin-sensitizing biguanide, 40-70% of women with PCOS are insulin resistant, so we talked about that and she put me on that to. I am kinda excited maybe the Metformin will be just what I need. So they took a pregnancy test just to make sure I'm not pregnant before I start taking the medicine. I have to call them tomorrow then I guess I'll start on Friday.
I have my weekly dentist appointment tomorrow fun,fun. I haven't really done anything today. I slept till 12 then realized I had no clean underwear. I'm glad my appointment wasn't till 4:30..lol I just don't know what to get into. Ohh man I was so upset this morning or afternoon I should say. When I got up I let the dog out then I walked by my couch and noticed something was all over it I was like WTH so I looked at it and realized it was blood , so when the dog came in I checked her with a paper towel and guess what? She's in heat ugghhh I guess she was laying on the couch yesterday while we were at my sisters. I don't sit on the couch so I didn't notice it last night. I am going to have to call the manufacturer and find out how to clean it off.
I wanted to say Happy Birthday!!! To my Mother and to Nae-Nae I hope you both have had a great day!!
Well I guess that it. Take Care!!
TTFN

A Nice Day!!

2006-05-23T23:23:00.000-04:00

Hello Ladies, how is everyone doing? I am pretty good, I am getting really anxious about my appointment tomorrow though. We had a really nice day today. We had a change of plans. My poor sister and her DH broke down on their way home from the ocean, so we took Little Guy up there. It's a nice 1 1/2 hr drive. Little Guy slept some, he decided to wake up around 5 something this morning and never really did go back to sleep until we were on the road for maybe 15 minutes. We got there a little after 2 and stayed until 7. I was surprised Boater stayed that long. It was nice I got to see my oldest niece and I got to meet her boyfriend. Wow I still can not believe she's 17. Ohh and I got to see the cats, they look good. It's funny though because the whole 7 or so yrs we had them Cosmo would hide everytime we had company, and Garfield would be trying to get everyone to pet him, well they tell me that Garfields the one that hides and Cosmos the one wanting everyone to pet him. I think they change personalities in the cat carriers on the way to my sisters house....lol
Poor Boater is having a heck of a time trying to get his trailer he just got registered. First it was both the boat and trailer. The bill of sale didn't have this that and the other so Boater got that fixed, then went this morning to register them and was only able to register the boat. They wouldn't register the trailer because the title didn't have the yr when it was made on it. So PA is supose to research it to see if they can find out when it was made. He goes next Wednesday to pick up the new used motor he got and the guy he bought it from said that he could probably fix the one he has now so that was cool.
I am sooo bored. I don't know what to do with myself. I miss my Little Guy already, but it's good for him to be around other ppl then just me all the time. It's my moms b-day tomorrow so maybe I'll try and stamp her a card even thought she won't get it till next Saturday when she comes home. She scared me yesterday. She calls me and I'm like hello and she said hello then she said I just wanted to call you and tell you I love you, I was like ok I love you to so what's wrong? She said nothing was wrong. I have never known her to say that off the bat like that. She's having a good time with her sister in GA then Saturday she's off to TX to visit my brother for a week.
Well I guess I'll go now I've done jabbered enough...lol Take Care!!
TTFN

Hello Pep's =)

2006-05-21T13:24:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how are ya's doing? I'm doing pretty good. Not that much going on you know same old shit different day. I did find someone to watch Little Guy for me when I go to the OB on Wednesday YIPPIE!! My sister came over friday morning before her and her DH went to Ocean City for a little honeymoon plus they wanted to see my mom before she went to GA & TX for her 2 week vacation. Well anywho she quit her job like a week ago and she said she would come and get him Tuesday evening and bring him home Friday evening. Yay I am so glad that Boater will be able to see what the doc says to. Thanks a million sis!!!
Another good thing is that I have a dentist appointment on Thursday so I won't have to worry about Little Guy running all over the dentist's little tiny office...lol I will miss him bunches and am not gonna know what to do with myself.
Boater's hrs changed again, he now works 5AM-2:30 PM . He don't know if he likes it or not. he likes the fact that he get's 2 hrs more sleep but don't like the fact that he's not leaving at 12:30.
I am getting more nervous as the day's go by till my appointment. AF still had not come to visit. I'm still hoping that it will show up Tuesday morning...lol but knowing my luck it won't, but thats enough about that I'm sure you all are getting tired of ready about it...lol
Boater has been such a sweetie lately. He has been making dinner the last few nights. I felt bad the other night he made spaghetti and I couldn't eat it =( I had an ulcer on my lip from eating chips that were way to salty and didn't want the acid in the sauce to irritate it. Well I guess thats it. I hope you all have had a nice weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Wasted Trip!

2006-05-18T10:35:00.000-04:00

Good Morning! How is everyone this morning? I am pretty good. I had a dentist appointment yesterday and felt it was sorda a wasted trip. I told my dentist the pain I was in and that I was a little swollen and he got on my for not calling him. I am not one to complain. So he said that my tooth didn't look like it was infected when he was working on it but what could have happened was that it was a little infected and with him working on it he could have stirred it up. So he couldn't finish the root canal until I was on amoxicillin for a few days =( I also got him to give me another pain medicine, he gave me Hydrocodone. I haven't taken any yet. I just hope it don't make me sick like the oxycodone did. He said to make sure I eat something or drink a glass of milk. The good thing was that he needed another impression so we got that done. Then we were talking about teeth color and he said mine looked like the normal adult teeth, but if I wanted he could bleach them for me. Then he said that they have this bleaching kit that you do at home and he has extra tubes of it and he'll give that a try at no cost to me. Yippie that would have been $350 out of pocket. So they take an impression for the tray. I guess I'll get that next Thursday when I go back. I know I still have like 5 more apponitments before all is said and done. I am so tired of going there every week.
Six more day's till I go to my ob. I am getting more anxious and nervous as the day's go by. I am still trying to find someone to watch Little Guy for me so Boater can be with me. Little Guy is just way to ornery to go in the office with us. I wished I had friends or family that lived closer to me or that Boater and his mom were speaking to each other . I have read a lot online about PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome) and have found other medication that have resulted in pregnancy so I'm gonna bring them up to her. Well thats all here same ole same ole...lol .
Ohhh if you watch ER don't forget the season finale is tonight. it looks really good and I think Abby get's shot in the neck.
I hope you all have a great day. Take Care!
TTFN

Howdy!

2006-05-16T10:27:00.000-04:00

Hello, how is everyone doing ? I hope great and I hope you all had a great Mother's Day! I'm doing pretty good my tooth is finally starting to feel better. I was gonna call the dentist yesterday because it's been hurting bad since I left his office. I wasn't able to get a hold of him till yesterday and of course it stop hurting until about 8 PM and they are closed on Tuesday's. I just hope that it won't hurt like that after tomorrow's appointment. I am going to see if he can give me some pain medicine other then oxycodone. Does anyone know of a good pain pill that won't make you sick?
Mother's Day was nice. Boater had to work till 12:30 so Little Guy and I just hung out till then. When he came home he gave me a dozen roses with a card and Little Guy gave me a new candle warmer to match the kitchen and a new Sweet Melon candle from Yankee Candle, and a bunch of stuff from Bath & Body Works and a card. Little Guy was so cute saying Happy Mother's Day and after he gave me my goodies he looked at his daddy and said where's the cake...lol So I was in the mood for some ice cream and when he said that it made me want cake. So Boater and Little Guy went to the store and got cup cakes and ice cream. Boater said he got them because Little Guy was like look daddy cup cakes so he got them instead. So after they got home Boater made dinner for us and my Mom . He made stuffed lobster tails ummmm it was so yummy. It was a nice day.
I hope everyone has a great week =) Take Care!!
TTFN

2006-05-14T14:35:00.000-04:00

A MOTHER IS
A hug to the heart,
A comfort to the soul,
An uplifting smile,
A hand to hold,
A MOTHER IS
A special friend,
Who knows us outside and in,
Protecting us and guiding us,
Through our mistakes and decisions,
A MOTHER IS
A cherished treasure,
An angel in our hearts,
Naturing and suportive,
In all we do and who we are.....
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

I hope all my friends have a Great Mother's day filled with Love, Family and Laughter!!

A Little Upset!

2006-05-13T09:51:00.000-04:00

Hi everyone, How are ya's? I'm ok I guess my mouth is still killing me. I am getting more upset everytime I call my ob. I thought I was getting ready to start my cycle, so I called the doctor to see if she wanted me to take the clomid and when if I got it before our discussion appointment. Well the nurse calls me back and ask's me how many round have I done of the clomid so I told her 3 well she said that my doctor don't want me to do anything if I get my period =( I am really thinking that she is going to tell me there is nothing more she can do and send me to and RE (Reproductive Endocronoligist) I did 4 rounds of clomid when I got pregnant with Little Guy but in between the 3rd and 4th round I went 4 months with no cycle. I am gonna go online and find out what exactly our insurance covers so I know what to do if she can't help me anymore. I thought that they did 6 cycles of clomid before the try something else. My mom say's I'm overreacting. I just want to be pregnant and have 2 kids is that to much to ask for? I don't want my son to grow up with out a sibling. If that's what my ob does then I do have one more month of clomid and I will just wait for my cycle whenever it wants to start and take it then.
Little Guy is still as ornery as ever. He's getting a little better at going to the potty. I did ask the dentist when I can start brushing his teeth with fluoride and he said I could start now with small amounts, the nice thing about this dentist is that he does kids to and he's young well maybe a few yrs older then me but Little Guy can have him growing up hopefully.
Boater still is having trouble with this motor so he got another one it's used and I just pray it works..lol He won't get it till sometime the week of the 21st. I told him while he waits he should do the other things to the boat that he wants. He wants to paint it and redo the inside. get new seats and I think he wants to move the steering wheel.
I hope everyone has a great weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

So Boring!!

2006-05-11T10:23:00.000-04:00

Hello ladies, how is everyone doing? I hope all is going good. I'm doing pretty good but my life right now is so boring!! I mean I have a great time with Little Guy, it's amazing watching him learn and discover things. I am so glad that I get to stay home with him.
Boater bought this boat w/motor and it worked pretty good he just needed to adjust something, I forgot what it is. So when he went to the outlets to get Little Guy some clothes he stoped at a boat place and this lady sold him some kind of spray to clean the engine. Well he sprays it on it and now it don't want to run =( So he's rebuliding a few things and if that don't work I guess he'll get another motor. I told him next yr he can go and buy a brand new boat,motor and trailer since the truck will be paid off.
Not much going on I went to the dentist yesterday and kinda got pissed, he was suppose do the post and core in these root canals but he is still doing my second root canal. I am in a lot of pain right now. I think it hurts more where he put the needle in. I can hardly open my mouth to eat =( I can not wait for these to be done, but I stil have to go back and get a few fillings. On the way home we almost got into an accident. This guy pulled out in front of us, if I didn't scream I'm sure we would have plowed him. I was so ticked I hit the handle to put the window down and when I did the buttons got pushed in, Boater did fix it so thats good.
2 more weeks and I'll know what the heck my doctor wants to dicuss with me. AF still has not come to visit which is what I want. I would really like to get it the day before I go. I just hope that it doesn't take that long to get it or have to take something to bring it on.
Well I just wanted to pop in here and say Hi! to everyone. Take Care
TTFN!!

88th!

2006-05-04T00:04:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, how are ya's? I'm doing pretty good. I can not believe this is my 88th post on here. When I first started I didn't think I'de do 20...lol
So I got out of the house today...woo hoo to the only place I will go at this time. To the dentist..lol to get that other root canal, and of course he didn't get to finish it due to it being like the other one ugh!! So he told the receptionist to put me in for an 2 1/2 hr appointment next week. He's suppose to finish the root canal then do what's called post & core and temporary crowns and a final impression. Then I go back after 10 day's and get the permanent crowns. I just want it to be over with. but after all that then I need a few cavities filled wow I may be done by christmas you think?...LOL
I'm nervous about going to this doctors appointment. I think they only do so many cycles of clomid then they send you to an RE (Reproductive Endocronoligist) I have already done 3 cycles. AF still has not come to visit and I'm hoping it will stay away until I go to the doctors .
We went outside for a little bit when we got home and played ball with Little Guy. I tell ya he's got a good arm on him =)
If anyone watches House PLEASE tell me what happened last night.I didn't even know it was a 2 parter until it was to late =( I started watching the first part Tuesday night but Boater woke up coughing and I couldn't hear it so I just went to bed. I wished we still had direct TV instead of cable my tivo would have recorded it.(snif, snif)
I hope you all have had a great Hump Day!!
Happy Blogging!! TTFN

Waiting!

2006-05-01T11:00:00.000-04:00

Hello Ladies, how is everyone doing? I am ok . I finally got a call back from the doctors office, of course it wasn't my doctor but her nurse. My doctor wants me to come in for a discussion appointment. Ok I'm fine with that well sorda. I still don't have my plate. So I ask for an appointment after 4 so my mom can watch Little Guy well the earliest one they have is May 24th, well I guess I'll have to take him to because my mom will be in GA that day on vacation. So I tried to get one like after 1:30 and still the earliest app. is May 24 they do have one this Friday at 10 AM but I have no one to watch Little Guy and I would like Boater to be there to.
So now what do I do if I get my period before then? Do you think I should just skipp this one ? I mean thats even if I get one, and if I do get one it may last a while. I am gonna be so embarrassed if I don't get my plate by then. I am praying to god that I will. It's been 3 weeks since they did the impressions and the Dentist said 6-8 weeks so maybe just maybe I'll have it.
Little Guy is doing good. I've been having problems getting him to take his vitiamins. He gave me this problem before so we switched from the regular Flinstone vitiamins to the flinstone gummy ones which was going good till yesterday.I could not get him to take it yesterday at all. He gave me a fit this morning so when I was talking to my mom on the phone she acted like Melony the one on PSP Sprout and as he was talking to her I slowly put it in his mouth. The funny thing was when I told him to say bye bye he said I love you mom mom...lol
Boater has been working a lot they have had him on cover for the past few weeks on one of his day's off, so he has only been having one day off a week. He kinda pissed me off the other day. He get's off work anywhere between 12:30-1 PM well Little Guy looks for him, he knows when daddy should be home well at 2:30 he still wasn't home so I put Little Guy down for his nap. Then finally a little after 4 he comes home. I could smell the beer on him, so I asked him where the hell he was. Well he dropped this guy off at the bar from work and decided to have a few drinks with him. He said the guy was buying how could he pass that up. He could have called me I mean I know he don't have a cell phone anymore he hates them...lol but still I'm sure they have them at the bar. So this guy is on the payroll committee and told Boater that he should be getting another $2 raise. Ok my question is was that the beer talking or is he really getting another raise. I could go for him getting another raise...lol
Well I guess that all thats going on for right now. I hope everyone had a great weekend. Take Care!!
TTFN

Obsessed!!

2006-04-27T23:42:00.000-04:00

Hello everyone, How is everyone doing? I'm pretty good. I was sitting here yesterday and came to a realization, I am getting so obsessed with trying to get pregnant. I come on the computer and after I do my morning routine I am on pregnancy boards at the TTC thread and the Clomid threads. I even bought that OV watch the other night and I also bought me this stuff called Fertilitea it's designed to support the entire reproductive system and help increase your chances of conceiving. I printed the ingredients out and had my mom take it to work with her to ask one of the doctors if they thought it would be harmful to take and they said no. See I don't know why I am so obsessed I wasn't like this when we were TTC Little Guy, why am I now ? I wonder if it has anything to do with me getting older, I so worry about being pregnant at 35 which I will be in a few months. I did call the doctor today to let her know that I want to wait and see if AF comes. I also wanted to know how long should I go before she thinks I need to have it brought on by medicine or what to do when it does come, but of course she was not in so I have to wait till tomorrow to hopefully talk to her.
Everything else is going good I go for that second root canal this coming Wednesday and I am not looking forward to that at all! Boater went and got the rest of his cleaning . The poor guy needs 4 root canals due to him grinding his teeth at night. The dentist said that he has the worst case he has ever seen.
When I got us our shower today I was getting dressed and Little Guy was in the tub and before I knew it he had pooped in the tub...lol
Well I guess I've bored ya's enough =) I hope everyone has been having a great couple of day's. Take Care!!
TTFN