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New Hope!!

2008-06-10T12:21:00.004-04:00

Just thought I'de come and give whoever is still reading this an update =)
I have new hope on getting pregnant. My mom works at L&D (Labor and Delivery) @ HCGH and was talking to one of the doctors asking if he knew an endo doc I could go to just to straighten out my PCOS and he said what I needed was a RE well she explained that we already went through that and all he did was waste my insurance money so he told her send her to me I'll get her pregnant..........
WOOO HOOO So I just got my medical records which I have to pay almost $64 for (aint that crazy to have to pay for your own records) and my moms suppose to set me up an appointment. He is an OB/GYN and my mom knows the woman from the billing department so they won't be putting it down as infertility. I just hope and pray that he course of action dosen't mean I'll have to pay for what ever medicines out of pocket. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what he wants to do and the other good thing is that I'm a little past due for my yearly.

Well we are moved in our new house still have a lot of boxes to go through. It's so nice and peacefull here. When we pulled up in the U-Haul the ppl from next door came out with a sign they made welcoming us. They are so sweet they are retired and the nicest ppl you'll ever want to meet. They have their 6 yr old granddaughter a lot and Little Guy's in heaven that he has someone to play with, and they get a long so good. Little guy had his lastday at ELC on the 5th. They had a little graduation for them . It was so cute. I have pictures of it on my myspace, the pic's aren't really that good but Boater broke my camera and hasn't gotten it fixed or gotten me a new one..lol

We don't have our Mustang anymore. Boater hit a deer going to work last week and totaled it =( but they good thing was he was not hurt and we got a lot more for it then we ever thought we would, so now we are on the look out for a more fuel efficient car. I guess thats it for now.
TTFN and Take Care!!!

We are Moving...

2008-03-21T10:15:00.011-04:00

Hopefully anyway.. Were suppose to settle on April 30th. I'm excited and scared all at the same time. It's a little farther then what we wanted and a little more then we wanted to spend but we just couldn't pass it up =) Boater will be commuting 1 1/2 hr each way, thats the only sucky part about it. Here are a few pic's of the outside. I will post pic's of the inside once we have moved in and made it feel like home =)

Hello...

2008-02-27T12:09:00.007-05:00

Wow it's been like forever. Just thought I would update and I'm bored..lol. It's been pretty laid back till recently. My mom had a heart attack a few weeks ago. They had to put in 2 stints and they may need to put in another. They will find out after the stress test they have her doing tomorrow. She is doing good but gets tired easy and she gets dizzy from time to time. I am hoping they won't release her for a few weeks back to work so she can get some much needed rest.
Then Saturday Little Guy was sick. He had a fever that had started friday night. Well he took a nap later in the evening on Sat. and woke up around 8 pm and told me he had to puke, so I took him in the bathroom and he looked like he was going to puke but didn't then the next thing I know he's having a seizure. I have never been so scared so I took and put him on the floor in the hallway screamed for Boater or my mom and Boater called for an ambulance. We found out that he had a febrile seizure ( a seizure brought on by a high fever or a big temp spike) and he also had a double ear infection the right ear was worse, but he never complained that his ears hurt. So we had to follow up with our doctor this past Monday which went good. Little Guy still has a slight fever =( His left ear was good and his right ear only had a little fluid so the medicines working great the good thing is they don't give out ear drops anymore so there has been no fighting him to do that.
We are looking to buy a house not really sure it's a good time to do so but we are looking. We did put a bid on a house last week but it wasn't accepted, and it had an in ground pool =( I want a house thats big enough so my mom or Boaters mom can live with us if need be. We are looking to move to PA it's hard to get a house in our budget in MD but we can get a nice house with a nice yard in PA.
I am still hoping for a miracle to get pregnant with #2 even though I have not had a cycle since Novemeber . So i suppose unless god gives us some miracle, we'll be a 3 person family for a while. maybe forever. i don't know how to make myself ok with this. it hurts so bad. i feel like i'm in mourning. I don't feel complete. It's been 26 months since we started trying I know a few ladies that are on there second pregnancys since I started. Which I am happy and excited for them. We found out a few weeks ago that Boaters sister was 18 weeks pregnant and that she just really found out herself (how in the world could she have not known) and I really can't get myself excited for her because that baby is probably gonna have a hard life, she has 2 other children that live with there dad. Her 11 yr old daughter has already been caught drinking and getting high. I feel like a bad person for feeling that way.
Thats about it. I hope everyone is doing good and I miss all my MO friends.
Take care TTFN!!

Little Guy's First Day at ELP

2007-09-04T11:01:00.000-04:00

Again...

2007-09-01T10:21:00.000-04:00

It was a BFN!! =( I am so depressed and hurt right now. I will not be able to do anymore treatments with the RE due to us using up what my insurance allows and I really don't have the money out of pocket right now since we are looking to buy a house in the mext 6 months. We will not be preventing but I know how I am. I would love to figure out how someome can give up on something they want so badly. I never wanted my little boy (and I thank god everyday for him) to grow up an only child. I wanted him to have someone he could leen on if he ever needed them after Boater and I have passed on. I don't see that happening with Boaters other son since I found out that he don't even want to meet him. Well I've got to go now getting myself to upset.

Yet Another 2WW!!

2007-08-17T15:51:00.000-04:00

Well we are now in the 2ww (two week wait) The IUI went great. Now just hope the sperm meets the egg and they are friendly with each other =) Boater gave a wonderful depost he pretty much double himself from last time. He have a whooping 86 million little spermies...lol Last time it was 47 million I think. I did ask about the one follie that was 15.4 mm I wanted to know if it could have still been growing from Wednesday when I did the trigger and she said that, that one will probably release also anything over like 14 mm. So I guess I'll have double the chance this time. I go in for a BPT (blood pregnany test) on the 31st. Please lord let this be the cycle where we make a little miracle!!!!

YAY!!!!

2007-08-16T10:44:00.000-04:00

Well I went back Tuesday and the one on my right ovary quit growing =( but I still had the 2 on my left and they were 16.2 and 14.3 and my estrogen shot from 115 to 288. So they had me do another shot at 175 units and come back yesterday (Wednesday). When I went yesterday My follies were 20.5 and 15.4 and my estrogen went up to 482 so since the one that was 20.5 is mature they had me trigger last night, so when you trigger you baby dance that night then go in for the IUI like 36 hrs later when your suppose to be ovulating, so we go in Friday morning for the IUI. I hope Boater can give a great deposit like he did last time...lol I am just soooooo glad that this cycle probably my last with a RE I can actually feel like I'm trying unlike the other cycles that got cancelled. If you are reading this please pray that this one works.
Thanks!!!

Nate at the Howard County Fair!!

2007-08-13T12:45:00.000-04:00

Update!!

2007-08-13T11:08:00.000-04:00

Well I went in Wednesday for more bloodwork and another ultrasound and I had a few more follies but still all under 10 mm so they kept me on 100 units and had me go back on Friday. My estrogen went up to 116.
I went Friday and I had one that was at 10.9 and my estrogen went down a little to 112 so they had me up my injections to 125 units for Friday and Saturday and I had to go back yesterday for more blood wrok and yet another ultrasound. I really do look like a junkie now not only do I have bruses on my arms but I have them on my belly to :o
So I go in yesterday and guess what?? I have 3 that are measurable woo hoo. One at 11.3 mm on my right ovary and two on the left one at 13 mm and the other at 14 mm and my estrogen went up a little to 115, they did bump up the meds to 175 units which I am soo glad they had a sample cuz I had ran out. I go back tomorrow (Tuesday) for more blood work and ultrasound. I am praying they are at least 18 mm or higher so we can trigger tomorrow night and have the IUI on Thursday. I hope this is it for me I'm not sure if we will be able to see the RE anymore since I think we will be at the allowance for infertility treatments. Again if your reading this and you pray please say a little prayer for me. Thanks!!

Feeling Useless =(

2007-08-07T12:17:00.000-04:00

Well I started spotting on Saturday 7/28 so CD 1 was actuall 7/29. I went in for my cd 3 bloodwork and ultrasouns and everything was ok to start the injections that night . My RE had me doing 75 units a night for three nights then I went back Friday CD 6 for bloodwork and ultrasound. I had follies but none measurable yet which was ok cuz it's still early in my cycle. My RE had me do 3 more night of 75 units and then had me come back yesterday for more bloodwork and another follie scan. Still nothing, I have 15 follies on each ovary but none meassurable all around 10 MM but my estrogen did go up from 65. something to 71 so maybe there is a little hope there. My RE bumped up my meds to 100 units for yesterday and today. I go back tomorrow for more bloodwork (I look like a junkie) and another follie scan. If you are reading this can you please say a little prayer that there would be at least one follie that is growing. I am so depressed it just seems like nothing they give me is stimulating my stinking ovaries. UGH!!! I never knew it could be so frustrating.

Moving On....

2007-07-20T17:41:00.000-04:00

(Read previous post first)
Well I finally got a call from my nurse with our plan for this up coming cycle. The Dr. is gonna have me do an injectable which is follistim ( a hormone identical to follicle-stimulating hormone (FSH) produced by the pituitary gland. FSH helps to develop eggs in the ovaries) I have to go in on Thursday the 26th for an injection class. I am to go get bloodwrok and ultrasound on CD (cycle day) 3 and if everything is ok then I will start the injections that night and do it for 3 nights. After that I'll go back in on CD 6 for more bloodwork and another ultrasound to check the follies I may need to do one more dose that night not sure. Thats the furthest I know of as of yet..lol I was hoping our insurance would have paid for the meds but they only paid for the Progesterone Suppositories well after a copay. I did get the meds through a pharmacy my doctor uses and got a hugh discount. I was so excited with all the money I saved =) I am atill taking provera and am hoping to start my cycle by Wednesday but don't want my CD 3 to be before Thursday (when I have the injections class) Whelp that where we are right now. I am actually getting excited which I haven't been for a few months.
TTFN

2007-07-13T22:01:00.000-04:00

Well I turned 36 today. It was a nice day. We went out last night and had my birthday dinner since my sister was suppose to come over today but didn't due to her hubby having swimmers ear. It was really nice celebrating with my dad. I went out with my mom today and we got pampered. We got our nails and feet done woo hoo it was nice. I was just a little upset that some of my online friends didn't even say happy b-day to me.

I went Monday for my first follie scan (where they do an ultrasound to see if you have any follicals what holds the eggs) and blood work. I had 12 on my right and 10 on my left none that they could measure meaning they were all under 10mm and my estrogen was 66. something, so they had me come back Thursday. I go Thursday and still have the same amount of follies but they are still not maturing and my estrogen went down instead of up so they cancelled this IUI cycle =( I was so upset I couldn't stop the tears that were flowing down my face. I felt like such a big baby. So I started provera today and should start a new cycle with in 13 days. I had such high hopes this month. I did ask the nurse to ask the doctor about doing something other then clomid this up coming cycle , but he won't be in till Monday so hopefully I'll hear something then.

Here we go AGAIN!!

2007-07-03T09:13:00.000-04:00

Well I started my cycle last Thursday, so that ment I had to go in for bloodwork and a vaginal ultrasound on day 3 which was Saturday. I am soooo proud of myself. The office I go to is closed on weekends and you have to go to Annapolis or Rockville. I told Boater if I ever had to go on the weekends he was taking off and taking me. Well he was sick last week and took off 2 days so there was no way he could have taken me. I drive but hate to drive places I don't know where I'm going and I'm not to fond of highways or interstates, but guess what?? I did it. I drove to Annapolis. I didn't want to miss the test since I was suppose to start the clomid that day and they won't let you start it unless you get those test done. So they called me back that afternoon and gave me the go ahead to start taking them so maybe the third time will be a charm. If I get the IUI done I will be finding out if I'm pregnant around Boater's B-day. Wouldn't that just be a great birthday present. When I was pregnant with Little Guy we found out the sex on his b-day so maybe it will be lucky this yr to =)

Not to much else to report. We got Little Guy a playset a couple weeks ago and he is in heaven =) Here's a few pic's

Well..

2007-06-11T11:58:00.000-04:00

Looks like IVF is not an option for us at this time. The insurance isn't covering what we hoped they would and with me being a SAHM we just decided to do a few more IUI's and if that don't work which my RE feels very optimistic that it will. We will save up for IVF probably early next yr. Our truck gets paid off in July so thats going to be a lot more money for us and we don't really have a lot on Boaters credit card. I was even thinking about getting a job not because we need the money but I think there are a few stores I could work at part time and get like 25 thousand for infertility treatments but thats only if the IUI's don't work and plus I could use the time just to get out more =).
We enrolled Little Guy into an Early Learning Program that starts this upcoming school yr. He'll go every Tuesday and Thursday from 9:30-1:30. The only thing I don't like is that he will be getting put into the 3 yr old program and will be 4 two months after it starts. I hate that since his birthday is in November he will be with some kids that are a yr younger then him. I just don't want him to get bored. He is so intelligent, he is always amazing me. I just know he'll love it (hopefully he will listen...lol) I just love that little bugger to pieces =) I thank god everyday for him.
Well I guess I'll update when I start the nect IUI cycle. Take care!!!!
TTFN =)

It Was....

2007-06-02T07:56:00.000-04:00

Another BFN!! =( (Big Fat Negative)
I had Boater call our financial coordinator Wednesday to see if we were able to do another IUI (Intrauterine Insemination) and if it didn't work again would we still be able to do IVF (In-Vitro Fertilization) He said we would probably be able to do an IVF cycle. So we meet with our RE yesterday. He wanted to do a few more IUI's because he feels I will get pregnant this way but our problem is money. Our insurance pays 10 thousand for infertility and that's it. We have already used almost half of that. So we will probably go for one cycle of IVF if it gets approved through the insurance. The medicine for this cost's anywhere between 3-4 thousand, we are hoping the insurance company will help pay for them.
They do have a program thats called "IVF Shared Risk Refund Program"
For a fixed fee, you have six chances to overcome infertility through IVF. And if treatment isn't successful you'll receive a 100% refund.
Guess what the fixed fee is????? 20 thousand dollars. Ummm does anyone have some money I can borrow.....lol
I may just take a break for a month to just relax and chill, not sure.

The wait is on!!

2007-05-21T10:30:00.000-04:00

Well I'm a few days late posting this.
We had our second IUI last Thursday morning the 17th. It went great. Boater has to go first and give them his swimmers, then they wash it get all the gunk and bad spermies out and inject all the good ones, which was a whopping 47 million. The doctor said that was impressive and that he gets a gold star....lol My cervix bled a little after she pulled out the catheter, so I spotted a little. When we did the first IUI in March we had 21 million swimmers and no spotting. So I'm hoping this is it even though my temps aren't showing that I ovulated. I did a trigger shot so I should have ovulated . I go for my BPT (blood pregnancy test) on May 31st. Anyone reading this please say a little prayer for us. Thanks!!!
In other good news it has been 6 months yesterday since I quit smoking!! GO ME!!!

Update!

2007-05-15T10:17:00.000-04:00

I'de say hello ladies but no one comes and visits anymore so I'll skip that part....lol I started a new cycle on April 29th. I went in last Wednesday for my cycle day 11 blood work and ultrasound to check and see if I had any follies maturing and of course there wasn't any maturing. I had 11 on my right ovary and 8 on my left. My estrogen was 95. I had a good feeling since my estrogen was higher this cd 11 then last month's cd 11. They had me come back in Saturday morning for another ultrasound and blood work which was cd 14. I had 1 follie maturing on my right ovary Yippie!! It was 14 mm so they had me come back Monday for more blood work and another ultrasound and it was 17.6 mm it has to be at least 18 mm to be mature. I thought I would have to go back in this morning for another scan but I got the call from my nurse yesterday that I do not have to go in today to go ahead and do the trigger tonight and baby dance, then nothing tomorrow, then Boater will go in first Thursday and give them his deposit..lol then I'll go in an hr and a half later for the IUI. I am soo excited to be able to actually feel like I am trying. I am hoping that since the egg is on my right this time that, that will make all the difference. I guess we'll found out in 2 weeks if were gonna have a Feb. baby =)

Cancelled!!!

2007-04-17T09:16:00.000-04:00

Hello, how are ya's? I'm doing ok I guess =) Thought I would get on here and update.
I went to the doctors Friday for another scan and bloodwork. I still had the same amount of follies but no yet that they could measure. So they wanted me to come in Monday for another scan and more bloodwork (I swear I'm gonna look like a junkie) So I go in yesterday which was CD 17 and guess what?? Still nothing they could measure (meaning nothing maturing) and I had less follies
=( So you have to wait till the afternoon to find out what your next step is. The nurse calls me and tells me my doctor wants me to come in Thursday for another scan and bloodwork. I asked her do you really think there will be something there, I mean I am on CD 17 and theres nothing to measure and it's getting late in my cycle for me to ovulate, she said that if there is nothing there Thursday then the doctor wants to cancel this cycle. I just went a head and asked if I could cancel it now and start the prometrium so we can start another cycle. She called me back and told me the doctor said that was fine and that we will be doing 100 mgs of clomid this up coming cycle instead of 50 mgs. So come on 13-15 days so I can start a new cycle and hope and pray I have some follies that are maturing this time around. I soo hope I did the right thing I guess it wasn't Deja Vu like I had last posted =(

Deja Vu!!

2007-04-12T10:39:00.000-04:00

Hello , how is everyone? I'm doing ok I guess. I named this post Deja Vu because that's what I feel this cycle is. I feel like I am reliving my cycle from last month all over again.
I went in Tuesday morning for my CD 11 follie scan and bloodwork. Once again I have a bunch of small follies but nothing they can measure. So then I had to wait for the nurse to call me back to let me know what I'm to do now. I had to go for my yearly check up so I didn't get to talk to the nurse. This is the message she left. She said my estrogen was 78 and my LH was 10 don't ask me what this means cuz I have no clue. She said I had 15 follies on my right ovary all less then 10 mm and 10 on my left all less then 10 mm. I have to go back Friday (tomorrow) for another follie scan and bloodwork. See Deja Vu. The days are even the same so far. I hope there will be more then one that they can measure tomorrow.
I had to get my yearly done since it was over a yr since my last one and the RE's nurse kept bugging me about it. I had to go to a different doctor well I didn't have to but after cussing out my old ob/gyn's office I was to embarrassed to go back. So I went to the doctor I had when I was pregnant with Little Guy. She don't deliver babies anymore =( She has her office at her home now. She must have just had it built because is smells new and it is so nice. She has a lot of land, she also had 2 horses. Of course Little Guy saw that when we pulled up so while I was getting my exam Boater and him went out to see the horses. It went well so now I just have to wait for the results from the pap to come back. Little Guy is still talking about going to the doctors and seeing the horses...lol
Not to much else going on. I hope everyones having a nice week and that your taking care of yourselves!!!
TTFN

Not Much!!

2007-04-03T11:49:00.000-04:00

Hello , how are ya's? I'm doing ok I guess. I'm getting so tired of this TTC I really don't know how much more I can take. I don't understand why some girls/women that won't be good mothers druggies and so forth are able to have children but kind caring loving ones have a hard time. I just hope it will happen soon. It's been a year and 3 months well actually on my 7th month with help. I started a new cycle on Saturday and boy is it a doozie. I had to go in yesterday for a CD 3 workup but they only did the ultrasound (gross) since they did bloodwork last week. I got the go ahead to start the clomid. I'll be going next Tuesday for my first follie scan. I am hoping that there will be at least 2 that they can measure, unlike last time when there were none until cd 14 and then I only had one. I did get a little piturbed (sp) that they didn't up my dose of clomid. I don't want to use up all my money for infertility treatments on our insurance on IUI's I only want to do a few then I guess it will be IVF if the IUI's don't work =( not sure. I am going to ask my RE what the next step is going to be.
Little Guy is doing good. I was surprised at how much I missed him Sunday night when he stayed over his grandmoms so I could go to the doctors yesterday.
Welp I guess thats it. I know you all are probably getting tired of all this TTC talk. Well I hope you all have a nice week!! Take Care!!
TTFN

It's A......

2007-03-28T11:52:00.000-04:00

BFN!!!!
(big fat negative)

OH Well on to another cycle!

1 Week Down 1 More To Go!!

2007-03-20T12:10:00.000-04:00

Hello, how are ya's? I'm doing pretty good I guess. It's been one week since the IUI and I am getting very anxious. I am having major doubts that it worked. I have had sore bbs but cracked that up to being the trigger shot since it does contain the pregnancy hormone. I tested today to see if the trigger was still in my system and it was a neg so YAY thats gone now I can obsess over symptoms...lol or lack there of. I still have sore bbs and a little cramping but I think it may be from the prometrium (progesterone) they have me taking vaginally twice a day. I know I'm suppose to be thinking positive but it's hard when BFN (big fat negatives) is all you get. I'm thinking about testing at home before I go get the blood test on the 27th even though I won't get the results till the afternoon. I just don't want to be bawling like a big baby when they call to tell me it's a BFN.
It has been 4 months today since I smoked a cigarette!!! WOO HOOO!!
Everything else is going good. Boater hasn't called his first son since we went to lunch and he hasn't called Boater either. Boater is a little upset on how he left with out really saying goodbye. I hope he calls him tonight but we will see. I hope everyones having a good day. Take Care!!!
TTFN

And The Count Down Begins!!!

2007-03-15T08:37:00.000-04:00

Hi, how are ya's? I hope everyones doing good =) I'm doing pretty good except for missing free coffee at Starbucks...lol
Well Tuesday was the day. Boater came home early he was suppose to drop his guys off at 11:45 well he didn't feel comfortable with that so he called to see if he could do it there and he was able to. My appointment for the IUI was at 1:15 so he didn't think he had time to go do that then come and pick up me and Little Guy and make my appointment. I had never gotten ready so quick. I had 20 minutes to brush my teeth, put my make-up on, do my hair, and finish getting dressed. We got there and me and Little Guy hung out in the truck. Boater didn't take long at all so we had like an hr to mess around. We went to the mall and let Little Guy ride the merry go round, then we got him some ice cream and us some Starbucks. I am sooo hooked on there pumpkin spice lattes. We then drove for like 20 mins and it was finally time for the IUI. Wow it sure was quiet in there nothing like it is in the morning, but I didn't have to wait long. The doctor came in the rm and went over stuff and you have to verify that your getting the right stuff and they also ask for your ID. He said that this procedure only needs 5 million swimmers and after Boater's were washed we had 21 million woo hoo. The whole process took only 5 minutes. I was expecting it to hurt but it didn't. They have you lay there for another 5 minutes when the procedures done. I now have to take prometrium (progesterone) vaginally twice a day untill I get the blood test done. When we came home I took a nice nap (I had been really tired since the trigger shot) and Boater took Little Guy to the park. Please if you are reading this say a little prayer for us that were gonna catch that eggie. Thanks!! I go in on the 27th of this month for a blood pregnancy test. Please dear lord let it be positive!!! Take Care!!
TTFN

A Great Day!!

2007-03-12T11:04:00.000-04:00

Hello pep's how is everyone? I'm great I had a pretty good day yesterday.
I had to get up at 5 AM to get ready to go to the doctors. I had a 9 am appointment but they called and said to try to be there at 8 AM since they were going to be very busy. They weren't that busy when we first got there, but boy did it get busy quick. All I was there for was the usuall bloodwork and ultrasound which was done pretty quick. My one and only follie (what holds the egg) grew and was 19.3 WOOO HOOO they said I would probably trigger that night and have my IUI (intrauterine insemination) on Tuesday but I had to wait till they got my bloodwork back. They called in the early afternoon and said it was a go!! YAY!!!! I am soo excited. I sooo pray the first one works. Boater gave me the trigger around 8:30 pm . It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, needles don't bother me. I just wished he was a little faster...lol
Yesterday afternoon Boater and I met up and had dinner with his ex and their son her hubby and another son she has at Olive Garden. I was soo nervous. It went ok I guess Boaters son didn't talk much but that could be because he stutters . All in all it was ok. I think we'll be going to her house next so Little Guy can meet his brother. I'm hoping anyway.
The only bad part of the day was when we came home from the docotrs and found out Little Guy was sick. He was vomiting and had a little diarrhea. I got him to sleep and he woke up once to throw up then I got him to sleep again and he woke up like an hr later and seemed like his old self. My mom said he didn't throw up anymore and still hasn't. Today he is back to normal. I guess it was just a 24 hr bug .
I hope everyone had a great weekend! Take Care!!
TTFN

Anxious!!!

2007-03-11T06:08:00.000-04:00

Hello, how are ya's? I'm doing better.I hope everyone's having a nice weekend.
I went in for another follie scan on Friday and I have a bunch of small follies on my right ovary (still none they could measure) and on my left ovary I have one measuring 13.8. I asked her what they like them to messure and she said 18 so I go back today to get it looked at again. I am so excited to have one. I was hoping for 2 but it only takes one right.
Guess what else? Boater talked to his first son and his ex and his son does want to meet me. He thought I had all his business on a website like do you know this person type of thing. So we are going out to dinner today. It's going to be Boater and I, His ex, her hubby Boaters son and another son his ex has. We would take Little Guy but he don't do well in restaurants I am so nervous I could scream...lol Please wish me luck for today I sure could use it.
Little Guy is doing pretty good. We got him a game for his v-smile and you have to put your name in it and he can almost spell his name he is off on the last 2 letters. He just amazes me more and more everyday.
Well got to run. Take care!!!
TTFN